The House Without Doors

Chapter 5

Saga got off at his stop after the bus took him away for a few minutes. He walked to campus. Because the class time was still long, he was able to buy food first. After buying bread and drinks, he walked to the table. Just as he was preparing to sit down, a piece of paper on the table stole his attention. The paper seemed to have folded long enough.

Saga took the paper and intended to throw it away. But out of curiosity about the contents, he opened the paper and was about to see what was inside.

Behind her sweet smile was a huge open wound.

Behind his passion there is something that he very much asked for.

Her. The strongest man who is the most good at pretending.

Who keeps pain and hides behind the lies of happiness.

The short writing stole Saga's heart. The person who wrote the piece must be feeling very fragile right now. He became curious, who is someone who writes beautiful writing on paper that he holds?

Saga didn't throw it away. He took the paper out of the canteen and ate the bread he ate a bite. Just a few steps out of the cafeteria, he runs into Yasya. Saga's face turned towards Yasya walking. He continued to focus on seeing Yasya who was shifting chairs, looking at the bottom of the table, or asking people there.

"Who doesn't see the paper here?" Ask yasya to someone who is sitting while pointing at a table that had sat down.

"No" replied the man.

Paper? Saga looked at the paper he was holding.

Oh this is hers. Thought Saga while nodding.

Yasya was confused. He scratched his head and snorted in annoyance. He walked over to the trash and wanted to find something there. But he undoes his intention because the trash can is so dirty and has a pungent smell. Yasya came out of the canteen and he automatically passed back to Saga who had just been silent and noticed.

"Yes," call Saga making Yasya snort annoyed.

"What's? I'm not in the mood for a storm right now."

"Can't you just not be angry? just once."

"Denger yes, want me to be angry or not that's my business. Okay well? Bye!!"

Yasya left in annoyance. At that time Saga wanted to be very angry. But he knew the woman was carrying a heavy burden on her shoulders. He did not want to look for trouble again and made the burden of the woman increase.

***

Today the lecturer who taught in the Saga class did not enter. So the saga walked out and was about to go home. But he immediately abandoned his intentions. He was thinking of meeting someone who still could not be nice to him.

Saga waited in front of Yasya's class for quite a while. He waited throughout the class sitting or occasionally walking and looking at Yasya at the window. Yasya dropped out of his class and Saga kept him from leaving.

"What else? Don't you bother me enough lately?"

"Lo still has my debt. The drinks from yesterday."

"Oh okay. I paid. Wait," Yasya opened his bagya and was about to spend some money. But Saga immediately held him back.

"Eh. Don't have. I don't want to be paid for money."

"What do you want?!"

"E... how do you... how to eat together?"

"So!" yasya answered and walked away.

Saga has not given up. He chased after Yasya from behind and tetao tried to persuade him.

"Gue has been waiting for you since then," cried Saga while chasing Yasya who walked quickly.

"Gue didn't tell!"

"Lo can't be mad just like me? I'm sorry that I've been treating you so often. I'm sorry sometimes I get angry at you. Sorry, Sya. I know you have a lot of burden. And I just want to ease your burden by apologizing and promising to be nice to you!"

Saga's words made Yasya stop her steps. Yasya. Saga immediately ran up to him and stood in front of him with a sweet smile, hoping that Yasya would be kind and forgive him.

"Where?" ask Saga.

"Lo wants to reduce the burden of my life, right?"

"You, Yes. Very wishy. What can I help you with?"

Saga doesn't understand, what's wrong? He just wants the two of them to have a better relationship, not to insult each other, maki or hate each other. That's it already. But why is it so hard? Perhaps what he had done to Yasya all this time made Yasya's hatred for him so strong that it was indestructible. If he had known for a long time that Yasya was not okay, from the beginning he would not have bothered or behaved badly to the woman.

***

"Woy Ga!" greet Adit while patting Saga on the shoulder and breaking her daydream.

"What?!"

"Lo why?"

"No. It's Yasya."

"Why him?"

"Lo know it..."

"Oh okay. Now you help me tell Ana that I want to apologize."

"Lohs. Ana was the same Yasya in her class. And Yasya came home. Meaning Ana came home too dong for sure."

"He's in the canteen. I saw him just now. Huruhan. I promise to help you."

"OK.. okay..."

Saga walked to the canteen and entered. He saw Ana sitting down and eating fried noodles. Saga sat in front of Ana and greeted her.

"Na.." said Saga.

"Yes, why?"

"Si Adit told me..."

"Don't talk about him. If you want to talk about him. Talk somewhere else. Don't be the same as me."

"But he wants to talk...."

"Say I don't want to!"

"Once, Na. He just wants to clear it up."

"So!"

"Ma..."

"If you want to talk about him, mending you go, ga! Bother me to eat! Ah, I'm leaving!" firmly Ana while focusing on her HP.

Saga can't do anything. Ana deserves that. So he passes back and meets Adit while shaking his head a sign that he cannot persuade Ana.

Saga went home first because he had no business. Adit insists that Saga help him, but Saga cannot.

Adit decides to wait for Ana until Ana comes out of the canteen. Ana is out. Adit came up to him and tried to get him to talk.

"Na, I want to..."

"So!"

"But Na..."

"What else do you want, Dit? Want elucidate? I already know that you think games are more important than anything in the world, right? I know Dit."

"I've deleted all games on my HP. Now I just have a snake game, Na."

"I don't care, Dit. We're done. Our story is over. There's no follow-up. Huh huh?"

Ana passed away. Leaving behind thousands of Adit's hopes that he didn't care about. Adit still kept half his heart on her, he could not forget or leave because since it all began, he had entrusted half of his heart to a woman he believed he would have forever. But it turns out he was wrong.

His feelings were too complicated, his expectations were too difficult, and his injuries were too painful