The Hidden Love of my Friend

It hurts

It has been 2 days, aq ara & tiank keep their distance.it feels colorless Q days, no more babbling the jutek tiank, no more naivety, no more fighting each other's attention from me. although there are fitri, fifi and queen tpi they can not replace ara and tiank dhatiQ who always make the Q smile cheerfully.

like this morning I accidentally crossed paths with fig

"eh sorry, but I'm sorry, sorry "my words

tpi in the slightest ara did not respond to me even passed away as if not see me

"araaaaa, wait" I shouted to teach him

but not once did I turn around or stop. It really hurt, not what I wanted.

aq stopped chasing after ara, aq could only stare at his back which was getting away from me.

"ara, I'm wrong, I beg you to forgive me" I cried and turned to go in class.

there was a tiank behind me

"sorry tiank, I don't know if you have my back" I said softly while looking at you.

tiank did not even bother me and even passed away just like the attitude of the fig to me

"tiaaaank, I beg you to forgive me,,,,

I don't want to be like this!" yell at

tpi still remains the same as ara tiank also increasingly speed up his steps and do not pay attention to my screams...

I stepped in class, and there was already fitri & queen

"do you think why are you crying?" ask fitri

"who made you cry anyway Ra" the Queen asked worriedly

"i'm going home, I'm feeling good again" I looked up and rushed to get a bag and went out

Parked

"ayo ride Ra" said fitri while opening the car door for me

I'm in too

fitri turned on his car and drove me, not taking me until my house was fitri took me to the cafe where we hang out (aq,ara,tiank,fitri,fifi & queen)

"Ra, you actually have a problem what the hell is the same ara & tiank, I noticed you guys as if away from each other?" ask fitri

aq is silent

"Ra, donk story to me klo you still think of me as your friend!" said fitri while holding my hand and looking at me

"tri,huhuhuhuhuhu"tangisku

"i'm wrong, I want all this, but I can't myself, not like this I expected" I replied with a sobbing cry...

"what do you mean, explain to me Ra, I don't understand" said fitri

"try to explain to me why and who you mean" continued fitri

"Tri, yesterday I told tiank & ara to keep my distance, I told them I wanted to be free to hang out with friends other than them, I told them to stay away from me & not greeting each other for a week, but tri aq itself that can not, I feel there is less when they are not near me, I feel pain when they stalk me even do not want to see me" while crying aq story to fitri

"this past 2 days we didn't talk to each other but I don't think I can tri, how do I get them to want to be friends with me again,tri help me" my tears grew more so

"Ra, just be patient, wait a few more days so they can return to how they used to be, and then I try to talk to them" Fitri said

"now you stop crying, shame what diiatin the cafe visitors, then they irrigate us this couple again, I don't want ya, , , I'm still normal tau" joked Fitri

"Tri thank you for letting me and ngedengerin curhatanku" hugged me once again