The Hidden Flavor

Raya

2 Days after I found out that now the child I had been going to is gone to the Creator without even greeting Me.

I still silenced the Ice Stone. Not because I'm angry with her but I'm so ashamed and guilty for not being able to take good care of our child.

I'm not only a good wife but also a very bad mother until God's² takes back the happiness that should still be We both look forward to.

"Let Kaka help.." Said the Ice Cube when I saw Ku get out of bed but I refused it and preferred to do it myself.

I am now allowed to go home by the Doctor. Therefore Sita and Mr. Rijal came to help bring the Ice Stone clothes while accompanying Me in the Hospital.

During the journey of silence until the end I made a sound.

"To the Funeral.." My words are short

Hearing my words clearly the Ice Cube understood and immediately gave the order to Mr. Rijal to bring Us to the Funeral I meant.

"We're going to Eater first sir.." The Ice stone's orders.

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"Raya daughter of Raka Dirman" I said reading the inscription on my son's headstone in my heart.

"Sayangggg. .sorry.." One word I said when I got to the little dirt mound that I'm pretty sure it's the resting place of both of our children.

Higkkkk....

Higkkkkkot..

"I'm sorry I couldn't take good care of you, I'm sorry I'm such a bad mother until you're taken back by her.."

Higkkkk...

Higkkkkkot..

Higkkkkkot..

Higkkkk....

"Dear not be like this. .You are a very good mother but God needs and loves our children more.." Said the Ice Stone still feeling the same sadness as me.

"God has taken to Ayoe's two parents and now he also takes Ayoe's son.What is her name if not Ayoe who is very bad as a child and also Mother.." My tears in tears feel the pain of remembering the time I was in residence by both of My parents and now I am also in residence by My own child.

"God knows that you are a child and a strong Mother who can do all this and God will definitely replace it with a lot better.." The Ice Cube kept calming me.

"We must believe that this is good for us because God knows what is best for us.." Add the Ice cube.

There was only the sound of my sobs that were horrified so heartbreakingly.

"It's a shame. .already quite crynya because of the child We certainly do not like and join sad to see his Ma²h who continues to cry for him, adlask his departure.."

"The day is also hot so as well as we go home because Mamih must have been waiting and We can come here again later.." Persuade the Ice Cube to Me.

Hearing the invitation of the Ice Stone that I think there is actually so I immediately say goodbye to the child who is now only his tombstone that I can see.

"Saitape. .Ma²h go home first then later Ma²h surely aka often² come to visit and Ma²h promise never forget You early We belom ever met even once.." My words are still too heavy to leave her.

"Papa also come home, I'll see you later Pa²h and Ma²h will come to see you again here.." Pamit the Ice Stone.