The Heart of an Ex-Wife

Chapters. 90

"Ara helps pray that Mama Starla will soon return to her home so that she can gather with Ara and other families" Irfan Hakim said.

Ms. Helma and Mr. Abi grew sobbing in her cries as she could not help but feel sad to see her only granddaughter crying and longing for her mother.

"Oh Allah, immediately meet my grandson with his mother," inwardly, Ms. Helma.

The soul mate complements each other, so he reflects at the same time complement each other. The success of marriage is determined because of 4 things, namely heredity, wealth, beauty/goodness and also religion and morality. The Prophet advised that as long as his deed is good and his religion is good, accept his proposal.

Irfan Hakim and the others were curious about what was happening. They did not understand what happened to Ara.

"Ma-ma went Om and until now has not come home he said Papa," he replied in a very small soft voice with his head lowered.

Everyone was sad and crying, no one in there was sad. Likewise with Sakti and Nafeesa who watched the event live.

Ariel carefully watched the television show, "Pity that boy at the age of eight years and still very small, he has no mother," said Aril who is concerned with Ara.

Vanesha clutched firmly in his hand, "Why would a mother leave her child so easily, they keep their conscience," vanesaa was furious at the actions and behavior of her mother Ara.

Aril hugged his wife's body to be calm and not ignited his emotions to see the life of the child on the tv.

"Yes Allah… if I had been given the gift and sustenance of a baby girl, I would have been more complete in my happiness and if the girl lived with me, I would not have abandoned the child like her mother who did not got a feeling, "the inner Audrey Vanessa.

"I'm sorry, dear Mas, if Mas can't fulfill your requests and wishes, I'm sure you would want a daughter but, Mas can't afford to fulfill your request," ariel tries to cover up her feelings of disappointment in front of Vanesaa.

Ariel holds both hands Vanesa, "honey, don't be emotional like that dear, there may be a reason behind his mother who went not home, we can't judge others without knowing the reality, I think there may be well some of the causes of the reason so that it is like that and the reality could be different from what others know," refute Aril who disagrees with the opinion of Vanesa who blasphemed the little boy's mother.

"I feel too sorry for the child, should his mother be proud and grateful to have such a child, what else is proud and has the ability to read the holy verses of the Qur'an eloquently, he said, I also really hope that my two twins can read the Qur'an as well as the other children" said Vanesa who slightly began to lower his emotions.

"Makanya Mas bring home our dear children to the homeland, I do not want to see them blind about religious lessons even though in the United States they still get a very good education but, I do not want to see them blind about religious studies, the association and environment there is not suitable for them," explained Aril who looked far into the future of the two children.

They hold hands, Vanesaa leaned her head against Aril's left shoulder and they are still busy watching the TV show which is present at one of the television stations every year.

"The more I looked at the boy's face why the more I felt I knew him, as if he were the closest person to me" muttered Vanesa, who never took his eyes off the television.

After the television show was finished, Vanesaa and Aril turned off the tv and rested their bodies.

Until this moment, though, Ariel still regrets and sometimes does not accept his shortcomings and he is also worried that someday his illness will get worse so he has to leave his children and his wife who he loves and loves deeply imminently.

"God, give me a long and long time I want to make my children and my wife happy, give me the chance to see them big" he said, observing his twin children sleeping in their sleep.

Ariel sat on the edge of the cot. Although the two of them, only the child continued but, affection, attention and everything sincerely and sincerely he gave to Angkasa and Ocean.

"Your presence in his life Papi as if sent by Allah SWT to be a penitent, penitentiary, Papi solace," Ariel's inner heart is very sad if considering his illness occasionally wipes away her tears.

He then kissed them one by one. Space as usual always asked her Papi to read some fairy tales before she went to sleep.

"Whatever Papi will do for your happiness and if, indeed, God calls Papi before you grow up Papi has prepared a considerable treasure for the future of both of you and Mami, too, my beloved wife" he said.

Ariel sat glued to the melt of her tears that gradually flowed. At all times it was as if he was terrified, when his illness was getting worse and he had to die forever.

"Astagfirullah, I can't be like this, everything is wrong and can't happen, I'm wrong if like this continue to lament and disbelieve the favor of God who always gives the best for me,," Ariel's Inner.

Aril then left the twin room, with feelings mixed with sadness, happiness in his heart. Ariel repeatedly begged to forgive Allah SWT for sinning.

"The rendra! Please look for evidence as soon as possible if this little boy really is my heir granddaughter by any means, because I'm sure Vanesa won't be willing to speak honestly with me, what else he never married again could he berkilah to cover the reality that exists," he added Mr. Abi.

But, he always instilled in himself so as not to kufur favors. He thought that compared to the fate and sustenance that others gave him for sure, his life was better and more fortunate compared to others out there.

The sustenance is a gift means everything we have be it healthy sustenance, fortune, happiness sustenance, fortune of intelligence, it is all a gift given by Allah SWT to us.

As people who are obedient to their Lord, we must be smart about being grateful for all the blessings we can get.

Life is not going to be beautiful

Without you in the heart

This cheerful thing won't exist

Without you on the side

My love, you're my dream flower

There is nothing else but you

What I love and always remember

'You are always together in joy and sorrow

You're the one I want

there will be no more besides you

Holy love is for you

Hear love, you are my longing

Even if a storm comes

We're always together

Stay one in love

Nothing can change

Soft and sweet face

Like a string of pearls

I will not leave until the end of time

Always together in joy and sorrow.