The Heart of a Wife

Red Lipstick Stain

Suci was silent for a moment because he was confused should he tell a story or not. What else is this about the disgrace of the Husband but if not, then the pain is really not able to hold Saints anymore. But there were no tears Holy collapsed one by one, which made Aunt Reni immediately embrace him affectionately.

Aunt Reni could feel the sadness that Holy currently felt, even though they had no blood ties at all. Even so, they really look like a real child who is longing for the embrace of the Mother.

Yes indeed, in times like this Saints really need someone who can embrace to give strength to him so that he can get through all this. When the Saints had calmed down, he sat back down and looked at the Holy Aunt. Then he told the incident which made his heart very sliced.

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Flashbacks

Suci who woke up at 2 pm, after reading a message from Dimas then he prayed to make his heart a little calm. Until the moment the Adhan of Fajr reverberated, that is where the Holy returned to fulfill his worship with full devotion.

When finished, Suci saw that the basket of dirty clothes in the bathroom was full. Saints brought one by one his basket to a special room to wash clothes. One by one clothes, pants to the interior of the Sacred check so that no items are left in it.

When the Holy clothes and some clothes Dimas has entered and he has turned the washing machine, now is the time for a special clothes work Dimas that he put into the other washing machine. But Suci found red lips on the white Dimas shirt he used yesterday when he came home late at night.

Suci was so surprised by what he saw at the moment, “Astagfirullah... T-this isn't a red lipstick stain huh? B-but, this is whose lipstick is sticking some on Mas Dimas's shirt? A-didn't Mas Dimas have another woman behind Suci?”

Now the eyes of the Holy had begun to water, even his heart felt so tight that it made it difficult to breathe normally.

“Hiks... Why are you the same with me, Mom, why? What is this that you say if you love me so much and will never turn away from me even though you know how I am at the moment.”.

“But, now hiks... You're having fun with other women. If you really want to have a descendant of the hyx... Why not talk to me first Mas so we can take action that won't hurt anyone”

“But this is hiks... I'm really disappointed in you Mas, I think you are a loyal man who can accept all my shortcomings. But I misjudged you Mas hiks..wrong, and it's a big mistake if I believe those sweet words”.

“You know Mas, I was willing to be despised, in caci, treated harshly by your family in order to maintain our family. But what did I get this time? Mas Pain, very sick hiks..”.

“If you want to marry again, say Mas. Saints can slowly let go of it all rather than you connecting behind me like this... God willing I can share my rights with that woman, provided she also wants to share her rights with me. But this is not how Mas hiks.”.

“Many ways Mas for you can have children, even though not your own biological children... At least we can help to give genuine affection to children who can not have a family like Papah said at that time”

“Suci tofu Mas hiks... Holy is not the perfect woman for you, but can you appreciate a little bit of my struggle to save our household from the rift caused by your own family who always told and slandered me, Mas?”

“Even you as a priest and also the head of the household, you cannot defend me in front of your family who always insult me... Why Mas? Because you are afraid, if you are said to be a child who is ungodly with parents? If so, then why would you marry me if you can't be fair?”

“This is the answer of my prayers to You, O God... If I had to step back slowly to let them go so they could be happy? I should also be able to start looking for where I should be and be able to appreciate me sincerely. Not like this, which can only say but another with his action hiks.”.

In the dream, Suci saw Dimas was joking happily with a woman to make them laugh and hug each other. While he who saw it could only smile by shedding his tears. Then he went as far as possible to find his own happiness.

Does the Holy have to be like that? Or should he hold on a little more? That is what is currently disturbing the Sacred mind. On the other hand Suci does love Dimas very much, but on the other hand Suci feels very disappointed with the behavior of Dimas who is not far from other men in general.

Suci thought Dimas would be different and remained faithful to him until he said and allowed him to remarry, but before that happened Dimas took unexpected steps by Saints. It is only fitting that when Saints want to pamper Dimas with his touch, Dimas immediately dodged and rejected Saints.

Though usually Dimas is very happy when it comes to Saints, but the times are different. Not to mention that in the morning Dimas wanted to go to work, Suci put on a tie for him where he saw a very familiar red mark, only Suci forgot what the mark was.

Suci even considered it like being bitten by a mosquito or dracula as in the movies. Now it has been answered all the anxiety until the suspicion that Suci felt at that time with the presence of some stains on the lips of a woman in the white shirt Dimas used at that time.

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