The Heart is Inanimate

Remembering wounds

Everyone has felt the name in love because basically we humans have hearts and feelings, but not many people know what the magna of falling in love is. because in reality Love is the only feeling that is difficult to define through words everything flows without any clear reason.

Yes that's how love always comes without being asked, it feels to make us dilemma bereffects all wrong and confused because the matter of the heart can never be set.

Tonight the sky is so beautiful because millions of stars are scattered up there, in addition to the reflection of the light of the full moon the sky looks beautiful but different from the beautiful girl who now looks confused what she thinks because from then on she just daydreamed while closing her eyes.

"God if it will end the same don't make me admire him too much because I'm afraid of getting hurt again" he said slowly closing his eyes.

The reason that is currently on his mind is that he is afraid to fall in love with the wrong love, because he is afraid of old wounds repeated again.

He was reluctant to go back to that time, a time when he felt very bad for having to accept betrayal from his girlfriend and best friend simultaneously, and it was very painful, and it was very painful, it made it hard for him to believe and open his heart again.

The Flashback

"It's a shame I brought you breakfast" Jhika told a man currently in front of her.

"thank you dear" she answered with a sweet smile towards Jhika.

"Let's eat, do I need a bribe" asked Jhika with a smile.

"May I eat alone" he said, opening the Tupperware.

When the two were busy chatting suddenly came a woman who was none other than Beanca one of Jhika's best friends but different classes with Jhika.

"Jhika, Hi Ka Satria" he said to Jhika and the knight while holding his butt next to Jhika.

"Hi also be" Jhika replied with a friendly smile. In contrast to the satria who had just been silent without replying to the greeting from Beanca.

"Gue bother you guys?" ask Jhika and satria.

"Well, oh yes I want to go to the toilet, baby I go to the toilet first for a while" said to Satria and Beanca.

"Yes" answered the knight with a sweet smile at Jhika.

While Beanca did not comment anything, she only looked towards Jhika with a wry smile, but Jhika was unaware of that. After Jhika was not seen Beanca immediately looked at Satria with a sweet smile, but Satria was only indifferent to see it.

"Darling for me in cuekin" he said in a spoiled voice.

"Be can keep the attitude ga" replied the knight with his cold face.

"You're not starting to be fair you know, you've never come to my house, keep chatting I've never been in bales, I'm kangen with you" Beanca said, holding both hands.

"Be can be in the melanin a little voice if there are people who are horrified how, do not make people suspicious of us, I gamau Jhika know about this" Reply satria while releasing his hand.

Because the knight indeed cheated on Jhika on the grounds that Jhika was too plat and could not be spoiled like Beanca. Jhika is too independent and versatile besides that Jhika rarely wants to be invited out of the house because of the ban from the older brother Dimas. While Dimas who forbade his sister out of the house with the knight is not without no apparent reason, Dimas knew the depravity of Satria, Dimas did not want his sister to be a victim of depravity from Satria.

"I'm afraid I know tonight I'm waiting for you in an ordinary place, if you don't come see me" he told Satria by leaving satria with a feeling of annoyance

While the Satria is caught off guard with Beanca who is getting more and more demands on him and he finally makes him determined to end his relationship with Beanca tonight as well.

"I wait for tonight also in an ordinary place, meaning what I should try to investigate this" said Jhika who accidentally heard the last words from Beanca before passing away to leave the place.

"Honey so it's not yet" asked Jhika to Satria with her face.

"Udah ko dear, your cooking is delicious" Satria exclaimed with a smile on Jhika.

"Mmu kaya can't deh, I have an appointment anterin mama I to the hospital" Reply quickly.

"Oh yaudah deh I will ask in anterin Bang Dimas aja" said Jhika still with a smile so that the knight does not suspect.

"I'm sorry, baby, because it's about my mom's check-up schedule" he said by showing his guilty face.

"Yes I understand ko gapapa" Jhika replied in her soft voice.

"we see you really nganter mama what nemuin Beanca" said Jhika in his heart.

Jhika's evening was neat and fragrant, tonight he was not alone he asked Cakra to accompany him to go because if going alone is not allowed by the brother, he said, Dimas was only afraid of secretly Jhika met the knight behind him without his knowledge while jhika he did not want to bother finally invite Cakra despite having to argue first but finally Cakra obeyed Jhika's request.

"Ck why we follow him is not very important" said Cakra while clucking.

"It's not really sincere how not me" Reply Jhika cynically.

"You can see Bang Dim we can get angry" said Cakra with a face no less cynical.

"You don't say we won't see cak, you don't have much to say, this satria car has come out now but want to keep the distance" Reply Jhika while pointing outwards.

"Yes-iya very chatty anyway" replied Cakra with a pouting face.

Cakra began to plunge his gas following the knight's car with caution, actually Cakra is also curious for what Jhika follows the knight secretly many questions he wants to ask but he prefers to be silent in comparison asking because later also he will know the purpose of his own everything is.

It had been half an hour they followed the knight but had not yet reached its destination but after a few minutes later Satria took a left direction and entered the gate there many cars lined with satria menalkan car so also with Cakra which both menalkirkan his car with a distance that is not far and not close also with a knight car.

"Satria did this, he said he wanted to go to the hospital, besides this is where Cak" asked Cakra with his curious face.

"Where do I know the knight wants to do this" said Cakra while looking at the sign above the building that is now in front of them.

"This is a club malem jhik" said Cakra as he glanced at Jhika, while Jhika already looks restless and his mind is not careless.

"Cak let's go down Satria has entered" Jhika said to Cakra.

"Lu'm sure?" ask Cakra.

"Yes when we return again, we already already kalo ga in the next I'm curious" bals Jhika with his upset face.

Cakra was also curious as to what the knight was doing in there, if only drunk and fun is clear and who knows this can also make Jhika realize that the knight is not a good man for her.

"OK deh before going inside I want you to use my Hoodie, I gamau your curves in seeing the wedge guys in there" said Cakra while removing his Hoodie, his,

Jhika does not wear open clothes only wear body fitting clothes and Cakra is not at all accepted when in there Jhika so the gaze of insolent men.

"iya" replied Jhika while wearing Hoodie Cakra.

After that they got out of the car and went inside, the atmosphere inside was very much a bang music made Jhika feel anxious, he said, plus the pungent smell of alcohol makes Jhika not feel at home for long in that place, many women who wear mini clothes and openly show off their body shapes. his eyes looked around the place until his eyes stopped catching the figure of the person he was looking for was exchanging Saliva with a woman he was very familiar with, both of them were so very enjoying the hot kiss but immediately stopped and walked towards the back, Jhika immediately followed him while Cakra who had not consciously seen Jhika leave just like that immediately chased after him she was afraid Jhika was missing.

Jhika continued to walk in the direction of Satria and Beanca until finally stopping in front of the dark passage Jhika watched them kiss back with a very broken heart but she chose silence first.

"Jhik lu ngappppp" had not had time to speak Cakra's mouth was sealed by Jhika's hand while pointing towards Satria and Beanca, Cakra was surprised by when he saw the two who were busy kissing.

Hii seriously later I continue in the next chapter yes because this is a little long hehe I also ga lama ko up next chapter wait ya gaes :) greetings from me are cute