The Handsome Lurer
15. Reversing
#Nadyapov
When I woke up from my fainting, I saw a Star beside me. He regretted everything that happened between us. But I feel far from it. I regret having been childish, deciding on the Star just because of her mother. In fact, we can find many other ways to solve this problem.
I apologized and asked him to start over again. Fortunately, he wanted to take me back. This time I want to be stronger. Our relationship will be stronger as we continue. I only had the confidence that I would be able to go through it all if the Stars kept being nice to me.
Wouldn't I marry her? We won't stay one roof with his mother.The star certainly won't let me suffer alone. I'm sure he's not that kind of guy.
"Next time don't be like this again, don't torture yourself. If you love me too, let's fight for our feelings together. I'll convince my mom and dad to accept you as his daughter-in-law, I don't want to marry you, but" Star insists on marrying me, I'm honest with him. Splitting up for now only hurts each other.
"All right, thank you. I've been willing to fight for our relationship.I also don't want to part with you, mas." Although it is difficult, I want to try to fight.try to fight for the feelings I have. I don't want to regret.
"Believe me, we'll always be together forever" The star held my hands tightly. I should be like an optimistic and confident Star. Love requires sacrifice.
Love different wealth is a very painful thing. When love cannot be achieved because we are too small to achieve something big, that is where we will only realize that wealth can hinder everything including love.
"Mas, your mama doesn't like me very much, does it matter if we stay married?" I still have doubts about this. Her mother who hates me so much will definitely treat me with sadism.
"I can conquer Mama. She loves me so much, I can threaten her if she doesn't approve of our relationship," The star no longer cares about the attitude of his mother who is a little fierce when compared to a credit or boarding mother who is charging monthly money.
Sometimes there are people who are proud when getting married to a man from a rich family, but everything will not be happy when they just look at us with one eye.
"Mas, there's no need to force your mama to accept me. I know Mama has her own daughter-in-law criteria. If it has to be like that, I will release you properly. I can definitely learn to forget our love, Mas." I'm trying to give the Star an understanding. I want him to understand that sometimes love doesn't have to be.
"There is no word of separation between us anymore. I'm not gonna let you go. Mama is my business, your job is to just endure and continue to love me. You still want to be my wife, right?" He asked again the sentence as if applying. Of course I won't reject it.
"I'm willing to marry you, Mom. May your mother's heart be opened and accept me as her daughter-in-law. If possible not, may there be a path that is best for us" I said steadily. I looked at the stars deeply. I didn't expect the relationship between the secretary and the boss between us to turn into a very complicated love story.
In my house...
"Nadya, are you going to continue your relationship with the Stars?" Mama's introgasi. I don't really want you to interfere first. But I get it, my mom is just worried about thinking about me.
"Stay on, Ma. The stars don't want to part from me, on the contrary, I don't want to part from the Stars either. I already love him." I tried to be honest with my mom about my feelings. I don't like the attitude of Mama Bintang, but I can't just take the Stars off.
"Mommy won't interfere, Nadya. But your relationship is very risky. Mama is afraid, later mama Bintang will treat you with no good, if you stay married," What you are worried about is true. When I step up to continue to fight for my relationship with the Stars, it means, I also have to be ready with all the risks that I have to get when I choose to keep him.
"Nadya understands mama. It will not be easy to have a relationship with the status opposition between the two of us. I'm sure we'll finally be able to get through it." I kept convincing my mother that my mother would approve of my relationship with the Stars.
"Son, are you not going to reconsider this decision of yours? Mama was very worried about the attitude of the Star mother. She will definitely not hesitate to hurt you someday," I guess, my mother's premonition is indeed bad about my relationship with the Stars. But I want to try first at least. Issues ahead, I think about later.
"I know it ma ma, Mama Bintang will not treat me well. But after marriage, we won't stay home. So that's probably down, right, ma?" I tried to convince my mom. Even though my mom won't be that easy to be calm.
"He'll have some evil ways if he doesn't like it, Nadya. I hope you think again, The risk is too great, dear," said Mama, remaining half-hearted in my decision.
I'm ready, to bear all the risks, as long as the Star stays with me, I'll definitely be fine. Maybe I've been blinded by love, but that's the truth, I want to fight for my feelings this time.
I can't just let go of the Stars, we're just getting started, where it might just end. This love struggle is my decision, I accept all the risks later.
"This is Nadya's decision, Ma. Whatever the risk, Nadya is ready to accept it. Mama don't worry. I've grown up, ma'am, I can handle everything," I tried to give understanding to my mother, I'm no longer a child and I have the right to make choices for my life.
"All right, mama understands. If that's your decision, what can you do. You can only support me, baby. If there's anything, don't hesitate to talk to your mom. Mama's on your side, honey," Mama's finally softened. I don't really want to argue with my mom. But his name is also a parent, surely they want the best for their children, not least my mother.
What's going to happen next with my relationship with the Stars, I'm ready to go through. Doesn't love with obstacles become more challenging? I want to try it, bitter or sweet, I will never back down.
