
Zara cried in the room for almost 2 hours.
'the gx is strong... O Allah, forgive the sins of the Servant, O Allah. Slave sinned with husband servant. The heart of the servant hurts every time he hears his voice.' bathin Zara .
Zara got up and walked towards the balcony opening the balcony door, she stared at the beautiful sky with thousands of stars. Zara looked out of the apartment twinkling the light of the building's lights adding to the beauty of the night.
"gx fair, I'm again sad why the scenery is beautiful like gini. hikhikhik... I gx can be bright, I have to survive, I definitely can,"guman Zara.
" THE SPIRIT OF ZARA ". Zara yells at the balcony.
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zara's phone is vibrating. Zara came in and answered Juwisya's VC call.
"Assalamualaikum Zara's..."
"Wa'alaikumsalam Juwi".
"Ra.. loe is crying? why?.the first night failed yes, or the part of the durennnya very sick huh?".
"Hi fool, mind loe yes, that's mulu. Did you get married, huh?".
"hehehe. I said I should think what if it wasn't so".
"Yes Allah Juwi".
"loh .loh.k even mewek again loe Ra, why the hell. Ampek nagging this ear I hear loe cry".
"......" Zara is still.
"Zara.. why! And where's Loe's husband?".
"gx knows me".
"kok gx know anyway, where are you now?"
"gue in Dani's apartment. "
"hah Apartment? kok that's it. Brother Al said that you stay at the hotel for 2 days ".
"...."
"Zara's... My ma's story is what's the same with you guys that's newlyweds. And don't tell me that you split the bed Ma Dani".
"gue only sleeps in each room Juwi.not split bed is not naked."
"huffff (Juwi breathed heavily) why Zara. What's the problem?"
"...."
"loe ma jutek with Dani's sister?".
"....." Zara quiet.
"O Allah Zara. Brother Dani's loe's husband now, why the hell loe gx can be gentle with him."
"loe knows Juwi's answer. Don't forget what he did to me".
"Zara.it's the past. Now you should be able to forgive the actions of Brother Dani who used to eloe."
"gue can't Juwi yet. I've tried even before the wedding I've tried to make him sorry. But still. The pain I feel every time I hear her voice is Juwi."
"Ra. loe must speak directly to Dani. loe must manage and must ask for an explanation from him."
"......"
"R...."
"gue gx can deal with him Juwi. Innannya I want nabok him want me sumpel mouth him".
"Yes keep wanting until when you like it. Or loe ma divorced her ma."
"Yes already mending loe calm yourself loe first, and think what you want".
"Juwi. don't tell me who it is if I gx nginap in the hotel. "
"eeemmmm, yes.."
"wait wait. Loe said that Abang Al who told you. Why can Brother Al......Juwisya..."
"emmm.. I ..."
"don't tell me you're near my brother".
"emmm.mmm..."
"emm emmm what's clear dong."
"yes. yes. I ngaku. yesterday Abang Al ngajakin I walk."
"How many times has it been ?"
"it's only 2 times Zara."
"New. means there is next dong. and loe gx tau ma me at all. really loe Juwi. Same with my brother again. Your confusion".
"hey Miss Loe was busy yesterday with your wedding. And I gx want to disturb loe's mind. ".
"reason ja loe".
"yes deh... do not put the face kayak that dong horror I see the horror side loe. I ngaku, I am afraid kegeeran, and fear if in fact Abang Al only considers me a sister, I think I am, because I'm a friend of loe's."
"Juwi. loe knows that Abang Al gx never walked girls except my sister.and now he's bright light ngajakin loe street. Al's brother's serious gx ever joked."
"gue gx was hoping for Ra. let it be like running water.where it used to stop that's where I stopped Ra."
"that you are loe nonnn.. in a very.loe really like my brother."
"gx don't bother me deh loe Ra."
"maha..."
"that dong Ra. cheerful, from earlier I only saw a bulky face".
"Lack of vinegar loe, even mocked me loe".
"sorri. sorri. I miss ma loe Ra."
"sama Juwi I also kangen ma loe."
"how about we meet tomorrow".
"go again gx want to go out where Juwi. or loe ja to Dani Apartment, gimna?".
"ok. share lok ya. tomorrow at 9 I slide on.".
"ok. see you tomorrow Juwi".
"yes. Assalamualaikum"
"wa'alaikumsalam."
They ended the Video Call. Zara felt a little calm and relieved. But still something stuck in his mind. He thought of the word Juwisya.
"gx. gx.. I gx want to talk ma tu guy. ntar even swipe my chest. gx strong nahannya me". Zara spoke for herself.
Zara stepped her feet into the bathroom.She berwudu' performing Isha prayers.
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