The Guardians of the Heart Keep the Feelings

chapter 23

Dika is now in the hospital hallway standing staring at the scene presented outside the window with a blank look while continuing to remember the explanation of Delisha that continues to spin in his head. Lamenting all his foolishness and regretting what he had done to his loyal friend Brahmi caused him to droop helplessly on the hospital bed that was almost unconscious ten days in a motorcycle accident that day.

If now he were really adorning his head, if he were not very in love with Siena, if he would listen to Brahmi's explanation, if, if, if,, if,,,if possible this would not have happened to Brahmi and regret would not have come as painful as this for him.

But the movement of the hand that arrived Dika felt touching his shoulder tore away all his daydreams.

“ Dik, what are you doing?” Kai who was worried about Dika's psychological state also followed Dika who was keen to leave the room to try to calm his mind.

Dika who heard Kai's question did not answer, he immediately pulled the small hand of the girl who was always loyal to accompany him and grabbed his tiny body to be able to approach, he said,because honestly right now Dika really need a hug that can calm his heart which is filled with regret.

Kai who found his body was in the arms of a friend and his noisier partner was surprised and tried to release Dika's embrace because at the same time, he was surprised,the heart that was always faithful hanging inside his chest was beating fast like it was about to jump out of place.

“Gue please aja” for a moment

said Dika softly right next to kai's ear when he found the movement of Kai's body that felt uncomfortable in his face.

there was a tired voice coming out from the thin lips of the man that made Kai momentarily follow Dika's request.

Dika feels comfortable being in Kai's arms especially when Kai's tiny hands stroke Dika's soft elus shoulder as an expression Kai does to ask Dika to remain patient without saying a word.

After a long time they dissolve in silence Kai also tried to make Dika release his embrace.

“I'm claustrophobic, you play hug aja,lagian kiita is not muhrim tau”ucap Kai broke the atmosphere that made him wrong

“alah said it's not muhrim but lo seneng right in my hug!?” dika tried to hide his sadness

“it's boiling first who's the seneng who?Do you really breeze, huh?tau gini I ogah deh nyusulin you here mdingan nemenin si Delisha nungguin girlfriend”rulkan Kai

“ish,elo here tuh me, not the delisha temen, wajar kalut”rugul me Lo nemenin again Dika.

Hearing Dika Kai's words also lifted her lips

“gue tau Lo ngerasain enormous regret,but that does not mean Lo must continue to dissolve with all the regrets Lo can even torment the inner Lo itself.meningan now we pray that Brahmi cepet siuman again and Lo can Nebus all the guilt Lo with become the best friend and better yet for Brahmi.”

“But,,,”

“But what's ,Lo shy?I'm sure Brahmi will forgive all of Lo's mistakes and forget everything as long as Lo can live better”

“So toy Lo, or where?”

“not Brahmi's best friend Lo, should Lo dong who know the nature of Lo's friends how, not even suspect me who so toy”cibir Kai

“Even I forgot the same nature of my best friend Kai” said Dika weakened

“Makanya from now Lo well still understand the same nature of people who are around Lo especially friends Lo do not be a guy who is clean”, said Kai

“lo again ngatain I”ansi Dika did not accept

“Not nothing, but in fact” replied Kai firmly

“Lo may be Kai”

“Ko Lo sewot sich,,,, but Kai thanks ya, as long as the Brahmi in the hospital,Lo has always been faithful to me until now Lo can always remember my heart”ucap Dika sincerely with a sweet smile that emanated slickly on his handsome face

Seeing a sincere and sweet smile from Dika made Kai misbehave and try to divert his attention

“Idih use a sweet smile all the same me, ga fit tuh smile on the face of Lo who nyebelin”ucap Kai sewot cover his awkward taste

“Why, Lo is afraid to fall in love see my sweet smile!?”goda Dika while giggling amusedly

“Didih,,”kai who found Dika's speech was only raising her thin lips trying to hide her face that was blushing with shame.

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It has been almost two weeks Brahmi was in the hospital but not yet conscious.Dika who is still faithful waiting for Brahmi siuman was sitting next to the patient's bed while inviting the patient to chat hoping to hear what which he's talking about.

“mi, Lo is angry with me!?how come Lo didn't realize that sich mi!?I miss the same lo.lo cepet realized dong mi.kita hang out together again.we walk together again.lo ga kangen what is the same I.”

Dika sighed for a while then continued his chatter to Brahmi who was still faithful to close his eyes.

“Mi if you are angry, angry aja.bentak me, hit me torment my body as I wish Lo I can accept.but do not be rich gini how.lo diemin I Lo gabansi my speech, but,Lo let me tormented with lo lo lo lo reach weak in this bed without opening my eyes.mau until when mi Lo lukum I rich gini, hmm, tau until when?????”

said Dika while holding the cold hand of Brahmi connected with the infusan hose as a tool to provide intake for his body that never woke up.

without feeling Dika dripped a clear liquid at the end of her eyes that flowed exploring the smooth cheeks Dika continuously without realizing the presence of Kai who was already standing behind the stocky back dika.

Dika's annoying figure Dimata Kai does not look like usual.Today Dika really looks fragile especially when Delisha told Dika the incident actually makes Dika not as excited as before.

Kai really did not have the heart to see the state of his stormy partner at this time.

“Dik,, Lo want to shower first,Brahmi let me keep”

Kai's words surprised Dika who was still in sad and severe fashion, those tears were still clearly visible wetting her smooth cheeks.

Suddenly Dika instantly wiped away the remaining clear liquid that escaped out from his eyes on all the members of his handsome face.

Although in a sad fashion, when a male figure who is prestigious shows his tears to others especially in front of women.

“lo from when is here?why don't you knock on the door?”ketus Dika who is certainly embarrassed because of the willpower crying by Kai.

“ish,,,gue ga see Lo again crying, really,at least a little”ucap Kai who knows if Dika ketus because of the prestige of the will to cry while showing his thumb and index finger with the closest possible distance as a parable of the word little he said on Dika so that Dika believe in his words.

“Apaan anyway Lo?”

“There is a bath, the teacher Delisha Dateng, Lo want Delisha to see the face of Lo's abis veil,,, (kai also pause his speech and try to whisper) cry???”

Dika who heard Kai's words immediately went to the bathroom without a word.

And Kai who saw Dika's behavior, only displayed a triumphant smile while raising both eyebrows.