
Am nods his head.
"Geez, Am, Furqon has been dead for a long time but you said you were still attached? It was even 100 years ago" Amaltheia said unexpectedly.
"Amal, you don't know how pure my love for her is. Even though he's not here, I still love him. The same is true of a Sufi with his creator. Unseen but in their hearts hoarded only the name of the creator. Am I not romantic? " said Am with a smile.
" I don't understand how you feel. But I wonder, if Furqon comes back to life, what will you do?" tanya Amal is curious.
" Of course I will marry and have children just as much as a human hehehe" Am said.
"Hah, you are Am, only this time there are groups of us who are obsessed with being human" said Amal.
"Okay, Am, I hear that you have been given the same grace of God. Is that true?" amal.
"Yes right, I was also confused as to why I was given the award. You know I'm not a good angel. Even now I don't want to be an angel" Am said.
"God doing something must have had a reason. He knows what will happen tomorrow. You were chosen because you are capable. And what's happening now is what's best" Amal said.
"Yes you are right Amal, but what is the reason? Even I am a failed product that Mr. created." said Am.
"Maybe God knows if this is going to happen" Amal said.
"What do you mean by this?" said Am.
"Now angels are confused because there are some humans who have power. Even they can open their inner hijab. So that he could talk to the jinn. Some of them even work together. We are still investigating why this could happen. It could be, it could have something to do with your power Amal" Amal said.
"This makes the earth's creatures unbalanced" said Amal.
"Yes yesterday I also met with tuyul, said their Master is a human who has the power of his name mbh. Rogos. And,, I met someone whose aura is the same as Furqon's, she's human, but she can also see me in the form of a Goddess. Isn't this weird?" said Am.
" His aura is like Furqon and can see you while using strength? "ask Amal.
" Yes, I haven't found the answer until now" Am said.
"It's impossible for humans to have an aura like Furqon. Unless he does have a holy heart" Amal said.
"Is it because he's nice to his mother?" said Am.
"Can it be like that?" ask Amal.
"Of course, I just thought so" said Am.
"Who is he?" ask Amal.
"I don't know Amal very well yet, but his house is around a residential area near the city" Am said.
"If you meet him again, tell me yes Am" said Amal.
"All right, what the hell is not for you" joked Am.
"Huh, what is this? You're right2 to be human now" said Amal.
"Ha, ha, ha, ha maybe it is" replied Am.
"But, what do you mean if all this has to do with my powers?" ask Am.
"God knows this is going to happen and assigns you to as a counterweight, probably" Amal said.
"It may be true, it may not be" Am said.
"Looks like I've been frozen in here for a long time, can I leave?" pamit Amal's.
"Alright, since you are an angel I allow you to go" replied Am.
They looked at each other and smiled.
Charity seems to be leaving to continue his duties.
It occurred to Am to think about the words of his best friend earlier, about that he was indeed assigned to set this straight.
"Ah, where is it possible? Didn't he give me strength so that I wouldn't escape the angels?" am Gumam.
Then she continued her journey back home.
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The water doused Am's hair and flowed all over his body.
Am closed his eyes. Then he cleaned his wet hair with soap foam that he bought this afternoon.
After she finished her bath, she glazed over in her bedroom.
Her nose smelled her hair that was fragrant because of the samphoo.
This was my first time taking a shower with shampoo and soap. He bought it from some of the money he sold earlier.
"But, am I not selfishly asking for fish lives for my benefit?" am Gumam.
Such is the mind and heart of angels, different from humans. Angels are always thinking of other beings, unbearable and loving. While the human mind is profit, profit and profit.
" Aren't humans selfish creatures? "
I feel guilty about the fish. Indeed, some of it has been given to someone so that the fish is happy because it can be useful. But he doesn't want to do it anymore. Because in the bottom of his heart he was still a very gentle and not arrogant angel.
"But... How do I get money?" said Am.
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The next day, as usual Am went and stood on the seaboard.
"Furqon, it turns out that I still can't be fully human" Am murmured with a smile along with the wind that hit his hair.
"Destiny is destiny. What makes me hard and suffering is my own desire" muttered Am.
"Geez, I still miss you so much Furqon" muttered Am.
I saw a stone once written by Furqon's poem. He deliberately protected by his strength so that the writing could not fade.
The black stone says:
A longing that gnaws at my soul. It feels like hell.
To you the indurasmi.
How do I stop?
My heart wants a meeting. But my brain says no?.
The poem Furqon wrote on a black stone there.
I looked at him, and smiled.
"Did you know? now I feel this way longer than you" Am said with a smile.
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"Hoz... The Hoz... Hoz's..."
"Sister Am! " call Andira from a distance.
I looked up to the sound the call came from.
"So I knocked on the door of my sister's house there was no answer, it turned out that Am's brother was here" Andira said.
"Ah yes, sorry I did not hear because I focused on something" said Am.
"Don't look around just now when I want to travel here I had a picture on the road, the results are very good" said Andira by pointing her cellphone towards Am.
I saw the picture that Andira had taken.
Andira shuffles her picture on hp. I saw what Andira showed.
Then Am was glued to one of Andira's photos.
"Wait, wait a minute, let me see your picture" said Am.
"What is this guy doing?" ask Am.
"He was singing on the side of the road" replied Andira.
"How do you sing?" ask Am.
"It's easy, just sing like this" Andira said.
*Love's beautiful....
We're both..... 🌬🌬*
"This is what I found on YouTube" Andira said.
"It looks like here it's glare in the sun" Andira said.
"Ah yes let's go in the house!" said Am.
They entered the house and saw a way to sing.
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