The Glitter of Love in the Orange Sky
28
The night is getting late, the sound of crickets is no longer sounding, nature becomes very lonely, Juan Ling was silent while looking at the moon from her window,
He sighed softly, the feeling that Han Xian had expressed earlier made him feel a little uncomfortable, this feeling would only make him a pitiful person
"Foolishly speaking, what do you think of Juan Ling, you are only too hopeful for the obvious you cannot reach" Juan Ling said in a soft tone, the Emperor expressed his heart tonight even though it might be a reality but reality would not bring them together
"Don't be a selfless and ungrateful person, you're here because you owe so much to Han Xian" Juan Ling said softly, he is not losing confidence but in this life he has experienced various difficulties, falling in love will only lead him to the gate of destruction, especially with his selfish attitude and self
He will not be able to love and will not be able to accept the love given by the king, now he is in a very wearing dilemma
He sighed softly and stepped back into the bed, the little body was laid on the bed and those beautiful eyes began to shut so quietly.
Han Xian stepped into the room, before he was still embarrassed, trying to calm himself down first, after feeling much calmer he would return and would immediately talk about this to Juan Ling
Not expecting Juan Ling's return to sleep, not wanting to disturb Juan Ling's sleep, Han Xian stepped so slowly
Han xian sat down while looking at the beautiful girl who was currently sleeping, her feeling, this was just her feeling, all this time Juan Ling might not want to, she said, but Han Xian was sure that while he was trying he would get this love from Juan Ling, he never found a girl who immediately made his heart shake, when he met Juan Ling he started to have that feeling
“Juan ling, I almost went crazy thinking about your situation, and you can still smile, you are very strong and I am the fragile one, it is difficult for me to control myself while at your side, like this” Han Xian said as he gently touched Juan Ling's long hair
“From now on don't mention yourself as a wasted princess again, don't call yourself having bad luck, I'll be by your side and take care of you for the rest of my life, I promise you for it, I promise you, you have suffered a lot because of me, and I can no longer see it” Han Xian said in a soft tone
No one knows for sure about the departure of Juan's daughter 10 years ago, the king of the Wen kingdom hid everything well
But even so as a person who lived and grew up in the palace he knew clearly how competition between the women of the emperor, he knew,
“I was so lucky to meet you, you seemed to find happiness, all this time I thought the world hated me for taking everything I had, it turned out I was much luckier than what I thought, I was, Juan Ling listen to this promise of mine, I will not let you continue to cover yourself from this world, if you can be my happy reason, why can't I be your happy reason” Inner Han Xian
“Thank you Juan Ling, thank you for the beautiful day you gave me” Han Xian said as he clasped Juan Ling's hot hand that had begun to fall.
Juan Ling could not help but smile when she heard all the sweet words that came out of Han Xian's mouth, this man was very fond of changing
“What's with that face of yours, you're mocking me?, you tricked me, obviously you've fallen asleep”
"I didn't cheat you, you came and disturbed my sleep" Juan Ling said in a light tone, Han xian immediately released Juan Ling's hand and got off his bed his hand clasped his sword firmly, look at this man, he changed again
“You, still like this, when I sleep you talk to me a lot, and when I'm ready to listen to you you act cold like this, you really think I'm your toy that you can only listen to” Juan Ling said while throwing her eyes away
Han Xian sat back on Juan Ling's bed and looked at her, Juan Ling no longer looked at her with a smile but with a plain face that seemed to be bosa n with his attitude
Han Xian slowly clasped juan's body in his arms and slowly closed his eyes
”Let me hold you for a moment, please” Han Xian whispered softly, for such a close distance Juan Ling could only be silent
”Don't be like this, you always treat me, as you please, or maybe I am a toy for you” Juan Ling chirped slowly
“Juan Ling, I don't think of you that way, it's just that this is my first time, and I have a very hard time controlling myself"
"Han Xian you don't love me"
"Where can I like you and love you, is everything I do not touch you enough?"
"Han Xian, you know?, the difference between guilt and love is a very thin thing, I've said many times, the hurt and everything that happens to me has nothing to do with you"
“Juan Ling, you must promise not to leave me, I beg you to stay with me”
“Yes majesty, I'm just a commoner and I have to behave like a commoner as well, I can't stay here There are many other things that I haven't finished”
“I'll go wherever you go”
“Han Xian you are king, your majesty must remain here”
“It used to be also a princess dear to the whole kingdom of Wen, but can be a commoner even fugitive, why don't I”
“Yes majesty, it is a different thing, after all there are many people who need you here, you should stay and do your levers well”
“But I also need you, in this life”
“Han Xian, how will your people be if you leave the palace, you must be the king who continues to provide welfare to the Han people as expected of the previous Han king” Juan Ling said in a soft tone, until whenever Han Xian could not escape from this
“You always think of others, try to think of yourself whether you will really leave and want to leave me”
“If you continue to be here, I will only make a lot of wretched people especially noble ones, I do not want such a thing to happen, people desperately need you”
“Do you not need me?, I know you want me, you're just trying to fool yourself” Juan can't answer it he just instantly smiled as he looked at Han xian's face which was immediately bowed in front of him
“Han Xian you are a good king, I know you will not do what will make this work unbalanced” Juan Ling said with a smile
“If I could say it, I only wish I could live this life with you, all the time, whether it be through the valleys, deserts or even the oceans, Juan Ling, I owe you my life, wherever you are going I will look for you, since we are with you be the reason for my smile this inner” Han Xian who looks at Juan Ling with a sad look
“Han Xian, you are a good king, do not do things that can make you lose just because of me, for whatever reason I cannot accept this kind of feeling"
