
Still Flashback on,,
Zehan Pov's
" Ze, Mama wants to talk to you. "all of a sudden Mama is standing at the door of my room.
I glanced at Mama and continued my activities wearing shoes.
" Ze, when are you gonna be like this, baby,,? " ask Mama as she approaches me.
I, who had finished wearing my shoes, could only raise my head.
" What does Mama mean,,? " I asked back, then stood up and walked towards the walk in closet.
I grabbed my favorite army green jacket with red on the inside, not forgetting the hat of the same color. I put it on as I walked over to Mama who still had not answered her question.
" You mean, how long do you want to be arrogant, cruel, unruly, always going to a bar and coming home late at night drunk, right,,? " Mama repeated the question.
I stood in front of Mama frowning me, and was a little upset.
" Who's wrong until Ze acts like this,,? " I asked back in a soft voice.
Mama was silent while I let out a long sigh and threw it away violently.
" Ze is sometimes confused and often wonders, actually Ze's biological son Mama and Papa or not,,? " many more.
Mom was surprised to hear my question.
" Of course you're our son, why can you ask like that, dear,,? " say Mama with a sad voice. Whether it's really sad, or just pretending, I don't know and don't want to know.
" Really,,? Then why with how many years you have left Ze alone here only accompanied by Bi Minah and Uncle Rahmad. Mama and Papa make a waiter and driver as Ze's nanny. Ze's parents here they or Mama Papa,,? " i'm annoyed.
Plakk,,, uh,,,
My mother suddenly slapped my right cheek. I held the cheek of Mama's slap while smiling wryly. A few seconds later, I saw Mama awake while looking at her trembling hands and teary eyes.
" Thank you for the slap, Ma. Ze left, "I said and left leaving Mama who was still silent in my room.
Kulirik Mama woke up, half running after me who had walked down the stairs. I speed up my steps.
" YES,,!!! " Mama screamed to call me.
I kept walking without looking. Bi Minah was waiting for me down the stairs.
" OZ,,,!!! " again came the jertian of Mama who called my name again with a firmer.
" Den, though,,. That Madam called Aden. " said Bi Minah as soon as I got to her front.
" Just leave it, Bi. Ze left, and did not come home tonight "my mouth passed by without looking at Bi Minah.
I'm really upset and angry. Without caring about the cries and screams of Mama who still keeps calling my name. I walked to the garage to get my car. It looks like Uncle Rahmad is wiping my car. Uncle looked at me who was walking towards him.
" Aden wants to go again, okay,,? " ask Uncle Rahmad gently.
" Yes, Uncle. And tonight Ze ga comes home. "my mouth.
" Why Den,,? Fighting again with the Madam,,? " ask Uncle Rahmad still in a soft voice.
" Yes, that's it. "I replied indifferently.
" Not so, Den. After all, Madam is Aden's birth mother. It is not good to be rude to parents ", said Uncle Rahmad.
Uncle Rahmad smiled.
" It's Uncle Den's job. And it was Uncle's duty to also advise Aden not to act rudely to Madam. Big sin, Den, if we hurt a mother, let alone make her cry. As bad as a mother is, she is still a noble person for a child, because heaven is on Mother's feet, Den. "sage Uncle Rahmad's advice.
I, who was already emotional and upset, grew more emotional and upset to hear Uncle Rahmad's advice.
Plakkk,,,, uh,,,
Spontaneously I slapped Uncle Rahmad's cheek tight, making Uncle Rahmad's leg take a few steps back. I pushed him violently.
" So,,!! Ze's going. Once again Ze warns Uncle, don't interfere with Ze's business. Remember,,!! Uncle here is only a driver, don't interfere too much with the employer's business. Understood,,,!! " i snapped violently and got into the car.
I could see from the rearview mirror of the car, Uncle Rahmad gasped at my words. And his face turned cloudy. But I don't seem to care about him. Because at that time, I was really angry and emotional.
I started my car and drove it at high speed. As if to vent my annoyance. Even I don't seem to care about the condition of the streets are still crowded. I'm driving my car faster.
Either because of the emotion that makes me not focus, or indeed because I was unlucky. Without me noticing while passing through the intersection of the red light, I did not see the traffic light had turned red. I woke up later and tried to step on the brakes, but it turned out that my car brakes were blong. And suddenly from the right, a big truck hit my car.
Bruaakkk,,,,, the,,,,,
I feel like the world is going round and round. Car's rolling. I feel like my body hurts all. And slowly my vision began to darken, darken and darken. Until I really don't know what else happened to me.
I don't know how long I've been in an empty, white room and nothing at all. I just looked around and felt strange and confused.
" Why am I here, then,,? And what happened, then,,? Wasn't I in an accident, then,,? Why do I not feel pain,,? This is where, right,,? Am I dead, then,,? " i wonder in my heart.
" Arrrggghhh, "my screams because I suddenly felt a tremendous pain in my head. And again it was all dark.
Flashback off,,,
Author Pov, by,,
Zehan let out a long breath. Regret,,,?. Yeah, he's very sorry. Zehan who was currently sitting at the stop where he first met Alish, just sat pensively with a blank look. Both hands are tied to each other.
* just ignore the background.
Zehan is waiting for Alish who is currently busy working in the store. Zehan was still thinking the right words to say goodbye to Alish.
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