The FWB (Friends With Benefit)
It's not okay
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"Do you love me?" Biundra looked at Elenora as she stroked the top of her best friend's head. The elusan at the top of the head extends towards the cheeks. Biundra is still waiting for Elenora's answer.
"Yes, I guess."
Biundra's eyes widened, his body frozen hearing Elenora's reply. His chest instantly beat uncharacteristically.
Seeing Biundra's shocked face, Elenora chuckled small, blinding Biundra in confusion.
"Lo believe?"
Biundra was getting confused, eyes immediately glared sharply. "El, you know me..."
Elenora chuckles. "Well, you want to? When we first went to bed together, and I cried because you managed to make me not a virgin anymore. Lo said that you will always be there for me, you will be responsible if I was pregnant at that time, right?" Biundra nodded, he remembered very well. "Saking afraid that no one wants to be with me anymore, I become dependent on you. Now I think, if not all men want a woman who is still virgin, Even if you are broken, if you have met someone who loves you then you are perfect again."
Biundra stroked Elenora's cheek gently, and Elenora grabbed Biundra's hand and she countered with elusan.
Elenora smiled very thinly. "Lo don't have to take care of me anymore Biu, I've already accepted myself. I will definitely meet someone who loves me for who I am, so you don't have to live in that guilt. I'm okay with Bi, I know very well that you are afraid I am sad and disappointed like I met a guy brengs*k right?"
Biundra nodded faintly, she was not sure she was actually angry because of her guilt or indeed because she was starting to feel like her bedmate?
"Gue is okay Bi. I realize some days you are acting strange, angry is not clear, it's because you are afraid of me why-why keep you blaming yourself more, right? I'm okay Biundra, I'm okay." Elenora did not let go of her sweet smile. "Forget about your same guilt I, if you really like the same mom Floretta, you fight there anyway, do not think about me."
Biundra stared flatly, she asked her little heart again, whether it was about guilt or pure because she loved her friend. Biundra sighed again in confusion not getting an answer from her little heart.
"Seriously I'm fine Bi," Elenora chuckled. He moved forward hugging his best friend, "gue will not change to lo, I promise, I will keep there to lo if there is anything Bi. I'll take you in any case, promise."
Biundra returned Elenora's embrace, stroking the crest of Elenora's head that had crossed her chest. Biundra was still doubtful about this, but she nodded and hugged Elenora very tightly.
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"Eh, yeah..." Elenora looked at the galaxy and looked ahead. "Have the movie finished?"
"It's only been thirty minutes, I've been pause on purpose."
Elenora looked confused. "Why did you turn it off?"
"El, you okay? You stay quiet for the whole movie." Galaxies turn on the lights, they deliberately turn off the lights to get a sense of pleasure while watching. "You got a problem?"
Elenora shook. "I'm quiet because I enjoyed the movie,"
"Explain, enjoy from where when I accidentally pause even you think it's done." Galaxy smile. "You fight again with Biundra?"
Elenora turned her seat sideways, facing the Galaxy with her legs raised. "So Biu asked me how I felt about him."
"Continue?"
"All my words show that I don't like it."
Elenora looked up as the Galactic hand raised her chin. "Why aren't you being honest about how you feel?"
"I'm..."
"Fear of ruining a friendship?" Elenora nodded. "Elenora, how do you feel?"
Elenora lowered her head again, how did she feel? I don't know, it's hard to describe. Elenora said the sedative sentence to Biundra had hurt her feelings. Elenora lied to herself about her being okay when she wasn't, to be honest Elenora still wanted to be noticed by Biundra but she didn't want to be selfish, Elenora wants to master Biundra alone but she realizes that Biundra does not have the same feelings as her.
^^^To be continued 🖤🖤^^^
