The Fruit of the Heart for my Friend

What a Beautiful Morning

This morning became a very special morning for me, after performing my bathing ritual with Andika, we immediately performed the congregational dawn prayer.

It's my first time being a mum, it's my first day being a wife. It felt very happy, even though in reality I was just the wife of Siri.

More precisely, I am just a woman who was married to give purity to Andika, sorry to remember that.

However, I will try not to remember that. Just go, enjoy and stay away in time I go later.

After performing the morning prayers with Andika, I said goodbye to see the condition of Mother.

"Ka, I'm gonna go out for a second. Want to see mom, later after that I want to make breakfast for you. What's it gonna be like?" my many.

The first day of being a wife, I wanted to do well. Of course I offered my husband to make breakfast.

Andika smiled, then she pulled my waist until finally now our bodies are stuck together.

I can't believe what Andika did, I mean, we were married, but married in series. Even I'm the only one here who loves Andika.

However, why do I even feel if Andika who looks so possessive and loving to me? Am I the one who is too confident?

I don't understand this, Lord, please wake me up. Don't let myself have a thought if Andika is the same as me, has the same taste.

It felt very unlikely, because Andika must have done this so that I would feel comfortable after marrying him.

This must be done so that we look like a normal married couple in general, or maybe Andika wants to give a memorable marriage to me.

Although in reality our marriage was just a marriage that took place for the process of descent.

Yeah, it seems like it. So when we parted ways, I had a wonderful memory with Andika.

"Can you cook? You used to omelet omelette aja gosong, cook instant noodles are still raw." Andika chuckles.

I immediately pursed my lips, because I felt that Andika had opened my old disgrace.

I couldn't cook because I was too focused on playing with him.

I was too focused on going anywhere with her, until I forgot about my nature as a woman to learn to cook.

However, for three years parting ways with Andika, of course I have learned to cook. I live alone and I do anything myself.

I even learned to organize my own life, I learned to look more beautiful and neat.

Beautiful and also neat does not mean we do to get praise from others, but for our own needs.

"Can, I can cook. Partly it's the past, don't need to be taken into account either. I can't cook either because you always make sure I go on" I said unconsciously.

The look in Andika's eyes instantly changed, the smile on her lips was also instantly non-existent. The man looked at me seriously, then he said.

"Sorry because it takes up too much of your time, until you take care of yourself. I'm sorry that I used to depend on you so much that you forgot to think about yourself" he said sincerely.

I became confused to see Andika who spoke seriously like this, especially when she saw her eyes that were so sincere when saying that.

Andika is a forcible, since long ago she always forced me to go with her. However, he always met my needs so I always wanted to go along with him.

Besides, I love him too. I could never deny his charm and was right what he said.

I always do not have time to take care of myself, so my weight alone becomes excessive.

In fact, I don't have time to do my body care. Although in reality I do not have the money to do beauty treatments to the salon.

However, at least I can do the treatment with a makes up tool is not sober. I never had a chance at it, because Andika always wanted me to be with her.

There are reasons he always says, has not done the job, has not eaten and many other reasons.

"Kok, even dumbass?" ask Andika.

Andika's hand felt stretched over my back and rubbed my back very gently.

"Eh? It's okay, I'm just surprised. It turns out you can be serious too" I said, grinning the horse.

She seemed to cluck when I said that, but not long after she lowered her head and kissed my lips how many times.

"I'm always serious about what I say, it's you who always think I'm joking. I was there if you want to meet mom, then I even want you again," said Andika with her foggy eyes.

I saw Andika again excited, quickly I also broke my embrace together with her.

I was really afraid that Andika would ask for her right again, because mine was still painful. It feels like, if hers goes back into the core of my body, I really don't feel ready.

"Ehm, okay. I'll come out, you when you're ready to go straight to the dining room. I made a sandwich with milk just let me spit, so you can go home quickly. Eh? I mean, breakfast," I said clumsily.

How can I not be mistaken if Andika continues to look at me with a gaze that is so difficult for me to understand, the eyes that usually look always ordinary, now seem to change. However, I don't know what that means.

Andika immediately chuckled at what I said, she even directly bit the edge of my nose.

When we were friends, he always pinched the tip of my nose. Why is he biting her now? Just pinching it hurts, what else is bitten. It hurts even more.

"Ouwh, this is very painful!" my lament.

I immediately pursed my lips a sign of protest, even I immediately looked at Andika with a very upset look.

My heart grew cowering as she laughed out loud at the expression on my face, my annoyed expression.

"Sorry, Pimoy. After you are still gemesin, it used to be gemes pengen nyubit. Now gemes want--"

Geez, why would he hang his words like that? I was, I was curious. I just want to know what he really wants to say, he's a bitch.

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Wilujeung enjing sadayana, may you always be healthy and cheap rezeky. Happy Monday, love a flower.