
Alvan is the only man in Citra's life. Alvan's divorce was verbally unsuitable in the heart of an intimate relationship with any man. If Citra wants maybe from the past it has been sold. Trauma image of waking up with a man. Failed enough.
"Why did Karin turn away? Or you're too stiff to run away with another man."
"If I talk at length, I think I'm martial. Let time do the talking! I was disappointed in Karin. My heartache betrayed the closest people." complained Alvan not aware of being matches Citra wounds in the past. Didn't Alvan do the same to her.
"So you know how good it is to be hurt in the heart? Not visible but sore from head to toe. The wheel is spinning sir! Today is me, tomorrow is someone else's turn. Ask Karin to speak from heart to heart. About Aids take care of yourself. Avoid intimate contact."
"I'm Citra's man." exclaimed Alvan offended if he had to accept Karin the chicken jump. Where Alvan's price got a bini cheater.
"Ooo.. men can't be cheated on! Girls can ya?" tanya Citra smiled mockingly. The head of the contact Alvan crawled hundreds of ants. Itching which part. It all feels itchy.
The image of replying to the unpleasant deeds of Alvan by a landslide. Who plants him will reap. Alvan is the result of past karma. Karin betrays the child.
"You are not concerned but mocked. What's the solution to the baby and Karin's health."
"Seck the womb first! Then test Karin's blood! Don't talk about HIV! Fear of affecting the emotions of pregnant women. Big risk. Karin can be stressed."
Alvan laughed bitterly. If Karin had brains thinking the consequences of free living might their household not end bitterly. Getting drunk with a gangmate forgot themselves. Forgetting the wife. Does Karin call herself the wife of top businessman Alvan?
"I will follow your advice. But I still don't allow Karin to be near me. I don't want to risk contracting the deadly virus. I still want to live another thousand years with my children."
"What is your understanding. I just wanted to tell you not to excommunicate Karin! He deserves an apology."
"Do I have the right to apologize to you?"
The image pretended not to hear Alvan's last sentence. Citra was still the wife of Alvan but had no right to stand beside Alvan as a wife. The position of Citra has been replaced by Karin. The whole world knows only Karin's wife Alvan. The image has no place on Alvan's side.
"I went out for a minute to find a nurse. Afifa has to check the lab again. We should know HB blood has increased yet."
Alvan knows Citra deliberately avoids talking about feelings. It is clear that the image has not removed bad memories in the brain. Alvan can only massage the chest to withstand the regret that comes too late. If anyone sells time machines Alvan is willing to buy expensive to return to his time with Citra. Alvan will improve the attitude on Citra.
Honey it's just empty wishful thinking. So far no scientist has been able to create the imaginary time machine of everyone. Lots of fictional coral stories about time machines. To this day, however, there is no evidence of this.
The tiny figure of the image lost by the door. Women avoid Alvan. Body language Citra refused to talk about their personal problems. The image wants to bury the past without needing to be remembered again. Citra hopes Alvan and Karin unite so that the sacrifice is not in vain.
Alvan clenched fists pissed at self-obsessed crocodile love Karin. Through the days together is not a guarantee of knowing the nature of detail Karin. Seconds by seconds passed giving rise to the stripes of Karin. Now the strip has been sculpted real in the face of Karin. Fake face man. Sweet on the outside, bitter on the inside.
"Fire.." came the spoiled voice of the princess.
Alvan jerks called spoiled by Afifa. That voice that will lead Citra back into her arms. Alvan will rely on Afifa to melt the heart of Citra. Afifa could be the mascot Alvan embraces the tertiary bini. May Afifa be Alvan's lucky charm.
Alvan got up from the chair near Afifa while stroking the plump cheek. Pride in Alvan's heart never broke up having a beautiful child as Afifa.
"What's the matter, baby?" asked Alvan softly.
"Amei wants to pee. I've been drinking a lot. Papi can take Amei to the WC?" afifa's clear eyes cast doubt on Alvan's ability to take care of her.
"Of course I love.mari papi gendong!" Alvan held out his hand to carry Afifa to the bathroom.
"Not to be fat. Amei is big! Papi bring intravenous fluids only. Amei can walk alone." Afifa got out of bed without Alvan's help. This little girl is wiser than Avan who died a flea must be the dream papi. Alvan where ever take care of a child. What a papi should do has not been listed in Alvan's memo.
Alvan was only good at seducing, persuading and hugging Afifa. Other duties are still common to Alvan. Taking care of other girls with the care of boys. Alvan did not know the girl must be combed with beautiful hair, given baby lotion to care for her skin, including teaching Afifa to keep herself from juvenile delinquency.
Lucky fate of Alvan. Not had time to take Afifa to the bathroom Citra had returned with a nurse. The nurse was carrying some medical equipment on top of the stainless tray. A glance at the equipment take a blood sample.
The image quickly took over Afifa from Alvan's hands. Alvan can't be trusted to take the girls to the bathroom. The man could not help Afifa even if it was his son. Afifa may be reluctant to help Alvan clean the intimate area. As a girl there must be shame even though it was her papa.
"Just let me mami! Papi wake Azzam. Too long sleep at night so security guard patrol." Image between Afifa to the bathroom while holding the infusion tube. Previously it must be locked so that blood from the veins does not rise to the infusion tube.
Alvan did not need to be told to go twice directly to Azzam to be awakened. The single slept well until not open people began to crowded in the nursery of Afifa.
"Boy.wake up!" Alvan patted Azzam's cheek slowly. Alvan is no less proud to have a handsome hero like Azzam. God gives a great test and gives a wonderful gift. God is fair. On one side testing the faith of Alvan, the other side is bringing down the priceless blessing. Alvan has no right to blaspheme the greatness of God.
"Oh..." Azzam jumped up like amnesia forgot where he was. His eyes were wildly monitoring the condition of the room differently than usual. It was very different from his room.
"Boy.it's papi!" Alvan restored Azzam's memory of where he had just been.
"Oh.." Just the word came out of Azzam's lips.
"Want a drink? Papi get ya!" Alvan understood his son was still in a daze just waking up from sleep. The fast-moving alvan picks up available mineral water. Alvan with fatherly attitude gave a drink to Azzam's mouth. The sound of water glues hurtling down Azzam's esophagus faintly rang out in Alvan's ears. Jakun Azzam began to look signs will go to Akil baliq. His son will be a teenage boy.
"Thank you, om!"
Alvan dislikes the word om from the mouth of Azzam. Azzam hasn't put Alvan in the heart as a papi. There's still a wedge in that single heart. Alvan had to swallow the disappointment deeply while praying that the door of Azzam's heart was open ready to accept Alvan as papi.
"The shop is going to the bathroom!" Azzam came down from the sofa, set foot on the cold granite floor.
"Afifa is still inside with mommy. Just a minute."
"Yes.." said Azzam patiently.
Alvan smiles fondly at Azzam style cold snobs. This single deserves the name Lingga. All the actions of Azzam reflect a true man. How is Azzam's profile. How cool is the boy. Adults later must be girls queue steal Azzam's attention.
Shortly Afifa came assisted by Citra. Afifa had to climb onto the bed of a sick person. All medical equipment is installed near the Afifa bed. This little girl can't move anywhere.
"Well baby! Sister's mother wants to take a sample of Amei's blood. Just little! Amei can hold it?" Citra pointed to the nurse who was waiting at the edge of the place patiently. The one he served the son of the hospital's favorite doctor. It is natural to look professional in order to get compliments.
"It doesn't hurt, baby! It's just like being bitten by an ant." The nurse was getting closer to Afifa. Afifa scowled fearing the syringe would penetrate her white skin.
The image of stroking the skin of Afifa's hands slowly brings a sense of comfort. Elusan Citra is like the water of heaven. Gently seeps into the pores.
"Amei is not afraid!" said Amei strengthen mentally do not want to look weak in front of the eyes of the idol papi. Amei thrusts an arm so the nurse looks for a blood vein to draw a small sample of blood.
Azzam applauded give spirit to his sister to toughen up. Because the tip of the needle tore the skin of course sore. The name wound there is no term no pain. All wounds end painfully.
"Well! It's ready! Doesn't hurt, does it?" the nurse will clean up the equipment and blood samples to take to the lab. There will determine the HB result of Afifa blood. If HB goes up, it means that Afifa's health improves.
"It doesn't hurt!" sahut Afifa takes pride in his own rigidity. Afifa can be arrogant in front of Azzam because he does not cry with a syringe.
"That's Koko's new sister! Cool.eeiitt..Koko has a sore piss! Can't take it anymore." Azzam flushed and ran into the bathroom. Everyone laughed crisply watching someone hold back the pee from earlier. If you have time to pee in pants can collapse Azzam's arrogance. Image cold Azzam will be eroded by this little silliness.
"Cocco is funny! Amei hungry mi! Can I have some sweet bread?"
"By.mami tell Aunt Nadine to go buy ya! Amei likes raisins, right?"
"Bapi go buy it with Azzam. Afifa what else?" serobot Alvan seeks sympathetic Citra and Afifa.
"Not bother sir! Below is a good bread sale! I often buy it and bring it home. Let Nadine alone. He knows the taste of children."
"All right!" Alvan does not insist on damaging the atmosphere that is warm. Wrong talk the stakes are bigger than losing the winning project. Alvan won't risk being evicted from Afifa's ward.
Alvan's lazy to go home to meet Karin. Alvan's heart could not accept Karin's betrayal. The pain is still flushed in the chest. It was so painful to be betrayed. Citra used to be in Alvan's position now. Pain betrayed husband. Karma came also to Alvan although a little late.
"Wait here! Mommy's looking for Aunt Nadine." The image left Afifa and Alvan looking for Nadine who from earlier did not appear to be the nose. The nurse did not enter the picket on Alvan's orders. Purpose Alvan Rawat Afifa.
Afifa is not fussy like other children like to cry when sick. Afifa inherited Kinkaran Citra. There was nothing Nadine could do in Afifa's ward. Nadine was even awkward to be in a room with the hospital boss.
"Born-down here, right?"
"Yes dear. Afifa wants a papi here, right?"
Little head Afifa nodded. Alvan is getting anxious to bite his son's rosy cheek. Why did God create such a beautiful creature? Make people fall in love in one look.
"The fire will be here. Afifa has to be healthy fast so we can go for a walk."
"But papi promised not to go as far as he used to? Afifa wants papi to stay with us. We are one family why we should stay apart. Papi has to go back to Afifa's house. There's Mami, Koko, Ance's sister, Nadine's grandmother and aunt. Papi wants to, right?" nyerocos Afifa greeted Alvan's head nod.
This is what Alvan is waiting for. Gathering with a legitimate wife's child. Only maybe Alvan should turn the brains of marriage religiously again with Citra. Only need a legitimate liaison Alvan's status as husband. By law they are husband and wife.
"Yes papi promise! Every morning papi went between Azzam and Afifa to school."
"Horary...Amei can show off the papi. Amei's friends can't ridicule Amei anymore. Amei has papi too." exclaimed Afifa in excitement.
Alvan was moved to see the happiness of Afifa. The little girl had long missed the figure of a papi. Alvan's presence was like the sun shining right over Afifa's head. Shining brightly became the guide of the little girl's life.
What is the image of the earth scorched the longing of Afifa on the figure of Alvan? Alvan had to wear no tick to keep Afifa clingy to him. The more sticky the better. If necessary like leeches stuck in the skin.
Alvan could not help but embrace Afifa. Alvan has been guilty of ignoring the feelings of his own biological son. But this is all Alvan's fault? Come to think of Citra as having a hand in this case. Why Citra is not frankly pregnant with Alvan's child. The image even escapes carrying the three dwarves Alvan. I am still grateful to meet you at the hospital. If they hadn't met then Alvan wouldn't have known for a lifetime of three beautiful and handsome children.