The Foreign Softness

##Bab 82 Like Big Brother

I called Cindy. I felt lonely and half an hour later, we were already in a small restaurant.

I drank and the depression in my heart remained unresolved. I said, "Cindy, maybe I was wrong. I shouldn't have relied on Fifth Young Master. But if I don't do this, what can I do?"

Cindy stroked my head like a big brother, "Don't blame yourself. Remember that every choice you make is the best."

Yes, every choice is the best ending, but the results are not satisfactory. But I tried my best.

For three days I didn't see Denis. After many days with Denis, this was the first time I'd parted ways with him. I don't know at night without me next to him, would Denis miss me or not? I woke up and cried, I still couldn't take it.

Every night I hear Denis crying. When I go to work, I always feel anxious and always think, what is Denis doing?

I went to that elite kindergarten, the teacher told me Denis hadn't been there for a few days. I called Candra, but she didn't answer my call at all. I went to his company and the receptionist told me Candra was on a business trip. Everything is handled over the phone.

I went to Gabriel's company. Gabriel was about to get out and I was blocking at his office door, I said, "Gabriel, tell me where Candra and Denis are. If you don't tell me. Today, don't expect you to get out. If you want to leave, step over my body."

I pulled out a knife and pretended to scratch my wrist.

But Gabriel was terrified, his face paled immediately, "Hey, hey, what are you doing? Don't do stupid things, I'll take you there."

In this way, Gabriel escorted me to a villa in the Candra resort on the outskirts of town. Around the villa, there was a clear shadow walking around, unlike the residents, their watchful expressions were clearly those of the bodyguards.

There are many monitoring devices in the iron fence around the villa, Candra has done a good job in security protection.

Gabriel got out of the car and rang the doorbell. A middle-aged woman like a nanny came and opened the door. He called out to Mr. Gabriel, then looked at me very cautiously, "Who is this woman?"

Gabriel said, "He's Denis' mother."

The nanny looked surprised, as if she had seen a monster.

Gabriel escorted me to Candra's villa on the outskirts of town. I heard the cheerful laughter of the children coming from the back of the villa. We walked over and I saw two figures, one big and one small in the distance. They were on the field and playing ball.

Denis's face was full of sweat. He wore a checkered short-sleeved T-shirt, blue shorts and white sneakers. He looks like a child athlete. With a swish sound, he kicked the ball out. Candra was wearing casual clothes with her slim and tall body. He lifted his foot to kick the ball, then pretended not to have managed to grab the ball and let the ball roll. Denis immediately clapped his little hands, shouting and jumping for joy.

"Dennis!"

When I saw my son, my heart that was filled with worry for the past few days finally calmed down.

Hearing my voice, Denis turned his head and saw that person was me. He turned his lips, then he immediately ran towards me with a smile and spread his arms.

I watched for a few days not seeing this little boy, his body looked much stronger and his skin was also a little brown. Obviously, Candra often takes her out for exercise.

"Auntie."

When Denis ran towards me, I hugged the little boy. I kissed Denis' left and right cheeks flushed and covered in sweat.

"Auntie, why did you just come looking for Denis now? Denis misses you so much."

Denis's little arms wrapped around my neck, his little face stuck to my face and it was so close.

"Auntie doesn't know where you are, today Aunt just found you."

I hugged Denis tightly, the little body of the boy calmed my lonely soul. Right now, I want time to stop, let Denis and I stay together forever.

Candra's coming.

With his hands placed in his pockets, his tall and handsome body stood in front of me, with thin sweat dripping from his forehead covered in black hair.

"Denis and I are living well, we're already familiar with each other, now he can't leave me" said Candra.

Me, "But can you keep him here for life? She needs to go to school, she needs friends and she needs to live a normal life like your daughter."

My words made Candra's eyes darken a little, but in an instant she became resolute again, "I'm trying. Julia is my daughter, Denis is my son, I won't just side with any of them."

"But I'm still worried, you can't stay here forever with Denis."

"At least I have the ability to protect her, whereas you have no ability except to rely on others!"

Me, "..."

"Already, already. Why do you always fight when you meet?"

Seeing that the situation was not so good, Gabriel quickly stopped us.

Candra reached out her hand and held Denis. Denis was very comfortable being by his side. When she was holding Denis, Denis waved at me, "Auntie, come along."

Candra walks into the house holding Denis. I followed behind as well.

By this time, the autumn wind was already blowing and night had arrived. The lights in the hall lit up. Denis got down from Candra's embrace, then climbed on a small wooden horse and swung it.

Candra and I stood face to face without saying a word.

Candra's phone is ringing. He answered the phone while walking away. I heard him say, "Yes, Dad is on a business trip. I'll be back in a few days and live with grandma, baby."

Candra said, "I'll set it up."

"Do you think this is fair to Denis? You can't keep going on business trips, can you? Like many years ago, you went to Canis City three or five days a month. Are you going to do the same to Denis now? "

My insinuating manner of speaking made Candra frown.

Besides, this kind of fight bored me. I walked over to Denis, crouched down and asked him, "Denis, Auntie wants to go, will you go with Auntie?"

Denis immediately got off the wooden horse, "Denis will go with Auntie." In this child's subconscious, he's closest to me.

I grabbed Denis's little hand and prepared to take the boy away.

Candra said with a frown, "Where are you going to take her? Are you sure you can keep it safe? Are you going to go back to the young master of playboy and let the kids see things that shouldn't be seen?"

Suddenly, I froze.

Yeah, where am I gonna take Denis?

I can only guarantee my own safety. After a while, I crouched down and held Denis' little face with my hands, "Denis, Aunt decided not to take you away, Auntie has no ability to protect your safety. You stay with Uncle, Auntie's coming in a few days, huh?"

Denis looked at me, suddenly she opened her mouth and cried. She wiped her tears as she said sadly, "Auntie said she'd take Denis away, why didn't she? Does Aunt think Denis is disobedient? Later, Denis will obey Aunt."

"No, no."

I immediately pulled Denis into my arms. I said I would take him away, but my decision not to take him hurt the boy.

I feel guilty and heartbroken. Wiping her tears with her fingers, I said, "Auntie suddenly remembered Auntie has an exam in the next few days, so Auntie has to study. When the exam is over, Auntie will come to pick you up. Right now, can you stay here with uncle?"

"Is what Auntie said right?"

He was slightly sobbing and his tears were still flowing.

"Yes, right."

Denis said, "Auntie can't lie. Denis has missed you for a few days, Denis thinks Bibi doesn't want me anymore."

"Not going to."

I pulled the little boy back into my arms. For a while, my heart felt very uncomfortable.

Candra comes, she extends her hand, then pulls Denis and holds him. He looked at me with sour eyes, "You've made a child cry."

"Denis, Auntie's coming to see you in a few days. Then Aunt will come get you."

Candra kissed Denis on the forehead. After all they were father and son, no one could keep their closeness away.

Denis nodded, there were still tears of complaint in his eyes.

I didn't dare to look at the boy again, I turned around and rushed away.

After a few days of study, I finally took the bar exam. However, I did not rest well for a few days. While sitting in the exam room, my head felt dizzy. After I held back until I finished all the questions, I fainted on the table.

When I woke up, my eyes saw a white scene and the liquid from the infusion bottle flowing into my veins drop by drop. I opened my eyes and saw the person sitting in front of me.

Hendras.

"You?"

I tried to sit down, but my head was still dizzy. Hendra hurriedly told me, "You're anemic and low blood sugar, don't move."

He helped me back to lie down.

I asked, "Why are you here? Why do you know I passed out and who drove me to the hospital?"

Hendra's eyes looked soft, like warm sunlight, but his thick eyebrows gently raised, "I was outdoors when you took the bar exam. The teacher said there was someone unconscious inside, so he asked me to quickly call an ambulance. I see that person is you."

"Oh."

I smacked my forehead for a moment, "Thank you, otherwise I would definitely be embarrassed. Just taking the exam, I've passed out in the exam room. What will others think of me?"

Hendra's appearance made me feel a warmth I had never felt before. I was noticed by an older brother, but I didn't think about why he was outside the examination hall.

Hendra went and poured him a glass of water, like an old familiar friend, "This you, are not negligent with your health. You have anemia and low blood sugar, young age is like this, what if you are old?"

He handed me a glass of water added with brown sugar, from a distance smelled of sweet fragrance.

I picked it up and took a sip, then smiled at him and said, "Sometimes, life will just be a burden."

Just then, Hendra's brows instantly furrowed, he said firmly and very seriously, "Why can you think like this? How oldyou? Didn't you just experience a little bitterness of life? That alone ruined you? When I was ten years old, my father and mother died. Even my only relative, my grandmother died half a year later. Within a year, I lost three relatives and grew like weeds. I think my life has suffered more than yours, but am I not still living well?"