
I have tried to forget all memories...
But you came back to my life,
Should I fall down?
Over and over?
It's enough, just let it be remembered,
That you're just my past...
Translation:
I tried to forget about you
But you came back to my life
Should I fall again?
Again and again?
That's enough, just leave it alone and be remembered enough
You're just my mass....
Flo finished writing down the burden in her heart in her pink diary with her hello kitty picture. He put pen carelessly. The girl came back with tears. How could someone from the past come back into his life? Even dreaming never, let alone expecting him back.
As far as he goes, however hard he tries, it seems that God is very happy to test his heart and mind. Someone left and someone came back.
The sad-eyed girl stared fixedly at the figura that was on top of her bedside nightstand. Looks like a sweet and innocent girl who just knew the beautiful feeling of love. A feeling that arises because a man touches the deepest recesses of his heart and makes it his first love. Love that is memorable and hard to forget. In the photo, he looks very happy because it is the first photo taken by the man who became his first girlfriend. Keane.
The man who had met this afternoon accidentally on the street, the incident was clearly visible in Flo's head as if spinning stirring - stirring the contents of his brain.
The Flashback
"I'm sorry you guys are okay, right? I was hunting" said the handsome, tall-faced man, whom Flo recognized as no change at all, who looked even more mature. He looks nervous and approaches Kyo and Flo who are still in shock about the incident that just happened.
'You're...
Why come again?
Why did you break the stronghold of my heart, which had long since been solidly broken in a matter of seconds?
His footsteps drew closer, Flo's heartbeat rumbled, asphyxiated. His heart seemed to be pumping rapidly. He felt warm all over his body. 'Don't come here...'
"Not what, Mom. Besides I was also wrong, there was a bend do not see any vehicles from there. Fortunately, it can still be on the brake. No accident." Kyo answered casually, covering up the fear and panic within him. He had just nearly harmed himself as well as Flo. Cold sweat started dripping from his temple.
" Thank God you're okay - napa. I would feel very guilty if there was an accident." He said while stroking the chest and heard a sigh of relief in his breath. He looked at the man who was covering his face on the back of the man in front of him." You're Florence, right?" guess right after seeing the woman's face.
" Ma - af, you're wrong people.." said Flo stamped - brick.
"I can't be wrong, you're Florence, right? It's me Keanu. Did you forget?"
For a moment their eyes met each other. Kyo who was in the middle of them could only watch in silence, he turned to Flo and the man known as Keanu took turns. Confused to be more precise, yet he had to take a step immediately.
"Sorry, Mas. We have to hunt home. Besides the road is also rame, many pass. Excuse me." said Kyo as he turned on his motorbike and passed from there. Flo began to breathe. The man did not take his eyes off Florence's body until it disappeared from his reach.
Flashback Off
Flo still vividly remembers how his first meeting with Keanu was. The man who was four years older than her, gained the strongest position in her heart. That happened about four years ago when he was still sitting in the 8th grade and Keanu 12th grade. Romance with drama set in the love of monkeys for both.
A love story that lasted about six months. They were separated because of the lies of Keanu. That is the reason why a Florence hates anything that has to do with the word LIE. The word seemed to be the scourge of the scariest for Flo more than the ghost in the film The Conjuring part 1 ever watched. Flo is afraid that the lie will only make her disappointed and hurt again.
Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok
"Just in." Pinta Flo walks to bed.
"Not sleeping, honey?" Ask her mother about her little daughter.
"Yes, are you home?" Flo looked at the mother. Mom watched her daughter cry.
"Why you, baby? Must be crying, right? If you want to tell a story, Mama is ready. Who knows, you might lighten your burden. But, Mama won't force either..."
"Sorry, Mah. Flo won't talk about this first. Oh yes, Mah. Tumben to Flo's room at this hour? It's late at night, Mama must be tired." Not yet finished his grief, he did not want to make his mother worried. Inwardly, Flo is sure to overcome the feelings of anxiety that hit him.
" Someone wants Mama to talk to you. Can you have a minute?"
" What's the matter, Mah, how serious is it? Don't tell me that's a matchmaking problem?"
"You know where it came from?" Mom's surprised. I swear by anything, this expression is what Flo doesn't want to see. Seeing her mother like that made Flo hold back her laughter. Mom's expression is ridiculous.
"I'm sorry, Mah. At that time Flo was talking to Mama and Papa about the matchmaking for Flo. Frankly at that time Flo was shocked by her horror, but if you think - think maybe Mama and Papa mean well. How could you possibly want your own child's jerumusin?" Flo said wisely. Actually, he did not expect to say that. The effects of meeting an ex can be.
" Geez Flo, since when have you been this mature? Thank you very much, Mama is very happy. Look, tomorrow Saturday we'll meet your future husband. Wanna?"
"As for Mama just good how, want to refuse was free. I'm following you, Mah. Btw, Flo's future husband isn't handsome?"
"Tomorrow your own value, dear! Later Mama said handsome but you're not, it's Mama so not good."
"Dienak - enakin, Mah. Flo grinned look at Mama smile. It's pretty!"
"Ah, your dreadlocks, Flo." Mama replied shyly - embarrassed as she chuckled softly.
'Ah, Mama, so it's not good that I refuse his request. Denying sin, can - can be cursed to be a stone of enthronment! If I am accepted, I am heavy too. At least keep me entertained, not upset. The thought of meeting Keanu made me dizzy. Thank you, Mah, for making Flo laugh again.'
"Well, actually on the street, Flo met her first ex-boyfriend in the middle of the night. It feels bad, Mah. I never thought I'd see him again..." Finally Flo let go of her uneg. Mama looked meaningfully while smiling.
"That used to make Mama's son cry termehek - that mehek huh?" Ledek Mama while poking Flo's cheeks.
"Ih, Mama. Not if you confide in Mama must be gluedekin kayak gini! Flo told Mama's story!" Flo thumped lips, sulking. Mama smiled then stroked her daughter's hair.
"Darling, life goes on. If you are like that, the sign has not been able to go through obstacles that can mature your mind. Move on, that's the right word. Mama said this does not mean that you can't move on. But, the name of the past as bitter as anything that you do not need to think too deep. It can be stressful later, remember you are young! Don't just 'cause that guy comes back and keeps you down."
" Flo moved on, Mah!"
" The person who claims to move on is not necessarily he really has moved on. If you've done that, you don't have to worry about continuing to cry earlier. How the hell time should I have a clear Mama? Florence Mama's son is growing up must know how to behave. Mama sure... "
"Actually Flo is more in the direction of disappointment ever lied to her, Mah. Flo prefers him to be honest, as bitter as it will be more understandable than being lied to and the ends will also hurt Flo. Flo wants a confession, too, Mah...."
"It's very hard for you to say, honey? What are you doing to me?"
"yesterday Flo dated Judith silently - silently without the knowledge of Mama and Papa. But we have separated. Because he lied to Flo. From the beginning Flo insisted there should be no lies, but he violated and disappointed. Boy, huh, Mah?"
" You've grown up, you've been able to tell the difference between good and bad. It has become your choice, as long as you are happy, Mama will definitely support. Yes, it may have been the consequences that he had to get. But Mama's relieved, so it's not Mama who misahin you two. And now you're single. Hehe."
"Deeh, the Mama is so happy to see her own child is heartbroken!"
"Yes, please, so Mama doesn't need your meaning to meet prospective ghosts."
"Like - love your mom..." Flo grumbled slowly. Mama stroked her daughter's cheeks gently while smiling shadyly. Flo hopes that this choice is not wrong.
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