The First Night's Grief
chapter 3
After Agam's body was brought back home, Agam's body was not immediately buried, given the time that was already night and the condition of the brigita who was also weak because it continued to cry. finally the parents decided to be buried in the morning.
This is where the brigita is now, beside the mound of soil that is still wet, not a word came out of her lips.Even her tears were no longer able to come out, drained out because overnight continues to cry over the departure of her husband.
Brigi continued to hug and kiss the tombstone that reads the name of her husband Agam Saputra. Parents and in-laws can only let the brigi. they know how brigi feel, he said, just yesterday she got married and now has left her husband alone.
" a "lirih brigi called her husband.
" why did aa leave? why did I leave myself a? "
" i haven't even done my duty to you a, why so soon aa go. huhuu"
his mother approached the brigi while hugging him to speak.
" let's go, son, please let your husband.don't keep crying over his departure, it will weigh on your husband's steps son.It is better now that you pray for him, so that he gets the most comfortable place in God's side" he said.
" your father-in-law is right baby, please say that he is calm there. Better now we go home, we prepare for tahlilan event later that night" added the mother to strengthen the brigita
Brigi did not reply, he just stood up and followed the steps of his mother and in-laws leaving the funeral.His steps felt heavy, he did not want to leave the burial area, but mother was right, and she was right, she must not continue crying, she must let her husband go.
before he left, Brigi looked back, in his heart he said.
" goodbye a, good rest, I'll definitely come back later "
after that Brigi again set his foot away and returned to his residence.
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It has been almost 10 days after Agam's departure.Nearly 10 days also brigita never come out of his room.father and mother were worried about the state of the child. Sagi also felt sorry to see the situation of the brother, he never once absent to approach the brother in his room.
in between her busy life as a student she always took the time to entertain her sister, although only responded with a forced smile from her brother but she never gave up.
even mama and papa Agam almost every day visit to entertain his daughter-in-law, but brigi always say.
" i've been gapapa kok ma pa. I just need time to get used to the situation" said brigita every time his in-laws visit.
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today is Monday, Brigi has decided to go back to work to forget his sadness. early in the morning he was ready in his work uniform and rushed out of the room and approached his parents who were sitting at the table.
" good morning dad, mom, sagi" while kissing the three.
they were surprised by the attitude of the brigi this morning, because after the death of her husband she never came out of her room let alone to greet them.
" morning too son. How are you doing now? " the mother replied as Brigi sat in front of her.
" i'm good, ma'am, today I want to go back to work again" while occasionally feeding food into his mouth.
" thank God, the mother shone her heart "
" When anything says the same father tea, do not be pendam own. father support any decision teteh." said the father added.
" yes yes "...
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finished breakfast and bamitan brigi rushed off to ride his motorcycle to his place of work.
arriving at work, Brigi immediately gets a hug from his best friend Lia. Brigi and Lia have been friends since they were in high school.
after graduating from High School, Lia immediately applied for a job in a large enough cafe in his city, while Brigi decided to go to college, but he did not want to see his father and mother difficult to pay for his tuition. finally, he joined Lia to apply for a job at the cafe where Lia works.
Even after graduating from college, Brigi was reluctant to find another job, with the reason that he was comfortable with his job, even though he could get more work, especially Brigi graduated with high grades.
" Brigiiiii. "cried Lia while running over and hugged Brigi.
brigi who was not ready to receive a surprise attack from Lia slightly staggered back.
" Lia, I'm surprised to know that Brigi's "protesting is smearing her lips.
" i miss you so much, how are you? it's good, isn't it? I was going to play at your house, but it was busy here . until we had to go overtime every day. "cerocos Lia
" thank God my news is good.I also already gapapa, so I went back to work again so I could forget the same sadness." said Brigi
" yes, at that time I no longer want to do anything, do not want to be disturbed as well. mother, father, just as if I entered the room I told him to come out again." said brigi
" jawah is important now you must be excited, must rise again do not dissolve in the sadness you have, do'ain aja so that you can get the most comfortable place on his side ".
" Amiinnnn ". answered brigi.
when the cool talk arrived Maya came, she also worked here as a servant.
" hey, the conversation continues later.had entered this working hour.later got angry the new boss knows ". said Maya while walking to the back
" yes I've gone back first well. later if there is what to call it" said Lia
" yeah, yes already there I also want to work" said Brigi.
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Brigita saw the clock on her wrist, the clock showed at 21:05. caffe had begun to close, only employees were seen wiping the table and mopping the floor. Brigi also finished his financial statements today and he rushed to the back and helped Lia and the other employees so they could go home together.
Caffe includes a fairly large caffe in the city, there are about 10 employees including Brigi who work there. Brigi served as a cashier, 5 servants including Lia and Maya, 2 chefs and 2 more dishwashers.
after everything was done, it was time to go home.one by one they began to leave the parking area.
" Who are you going home with? want me to anterin, right? " ask Brigi to Lia because now only the two of them who have not left the cafe.
" no need, today I brought my own motorbike, replied Lia.
" tumben brought his own motor? usually you'll be accompanied by your sister ".
" today he got sick so he didn't go to school, yes the bike was so I brought "lia said
" Good sick? what pain? " ask Brigi in an anxious tone.
" diarrhea. from the morning back and forth keep the bathroom.because yesterday the support of eating meatballs mercon that contains chilli all "
" astaghfirullah. how is he now? "
" this afternoon the pas telfon said it was a bit clogged already taking medicine also "
" alhamdulillah if so. tip greetings for good may spit healed "
" wa'alaikumsalam. ya already me first yes, fear is good not to eat at home "
" yes, yes, he's waiting for you. I also want to go home now anyway"
" daph Brigi, see you tomorrow, assalamu'alaikum "
" wa'alaikumsalam "
Brigi took his bike home.
Brigi sampe at home at 10 o'clock. arriving at the house Brigi saw his mother and father still sitting in the tv room. Brigi immediately said his greetings and kissed his parents' hands.
" assalamu'alaikum" said Brigi
" wa'alaikumsalam" replied mom and dad
" just got back to tea? how about a really malemic tumben? " ask mom
" yes ma'am before going home to talk to Lia. Dad, mom, aren't you asleep? sagi where? " while wryly looking for the whereabouts of his sister.
" the same mother waiting for me to come home, so he has not slept. Sagi already slept, he said tomorrow there would be a test fear of bad luck "
" oohh. yaudah mommy same father cepetan sleep is already very malem. I also want to immediately rest "
" yeah.yaudah mother sleep first yes.you go to sleep immediately do not stay up thinking that is not cool" while stroking her daughter's hair.
" yes ma'am, good night" as she walked into her room.
After cleaning his body Brigi immediately lay on his bed.Today he felt tired, but today also he forgot his sadness.his tired body makes Brigi no longer able to open his eyes. he fell asleep and woke up the next day.
