The Fathur My Future

SHY AWAY.

***I thought you were my umbrella when the rain came, but I was wrong, you were just the rain that initially made me happy then I finally got sick***.

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Marsha is a mysterious girl known to many people at school.become the pride of the teachers because of the achievements she achieved, her face that looks arrogant and cold makes people lured to know her further, more, there is no grudge no hate stored. but previously Marsha was the type of girl who was cheerful, cheap smile and close to anyone. until in the end her attitude changed 180° than usual.

Marsha had previously been close to one of the handsome upperclassmen of 3rd grade High School while she was 2nd grade High School.Many thought they were dating when they were not, the cause they could be familiar with was the neighborly house, which was the, both of them are equally loved by many people. Marsha has been harboring feelings for her upperclassman since the beginning of 1st grade High School, but her love is only revealed in silence.

Marsha was passing through the school corridor, all eyes were staring at her in awe, some were greeting and some were even taking photos.

"Marsha..."

"Hi, Sha."

"Sha..."

"Eh, the prima donna's passing..."

"Beautiful mission..."

Some compliments and greetings from students there.

Smiling was the reply Marsha gave, this time she smiled in response to the people.

"Sha!"shout Petran.

"Eh, brother Petran?"answer Marsha.

Petran is the upperclassman who is also loved by many people, his face is friendly and handsome, only he is a man who managed to get close to Marsha until this moment.

Petran is approaching Marsha. Petran smiled as he glanced at Marsha's flickering eyes.

"Sir Petran why? How come you see me? My face is weird or what?"Marsha felt strange. Marsha held her face, looking for something that might make her look ugly.

"No, you're beautiful" praised Petran.

Blouse, Marsha's cheeks flushed and heart beat great, but he held it and tried to save it so Petran did not realize.

"Sister Petran mah if muji likes to overdo it... I'll be salting!"marsha protest.

"Haha... I'm sorry, but where are you going?"

"Hmm, to the library brother."

"You want to go back to the pinjeman book?"

"No, stop by while reading and find a new storybook."

"Well, which book did you borrow yesterday?"

"The end is over, heheh."

"Jeez, did you read speeding or what? what a pussy,"takjub Petran.

"Hehehe, that's it." said Marsha.

"Do you want meenin?"

"Emm, aren't you busy?"

"Now, how?"

"B-can!"Marsha cheerful.

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In the library they were busy looking for some books, when they were about to pick up the book that Marsha liked suddenly Petran seized it.

"Gee! Brother balikkin dong!"pinta Marsha with mangut.

"No.." refused Petran.

"Sister! Ish, that's it..."

"Hehehe, Yaudah... Brother turnakkin deh."

"Judah here!"

"Take it yourself"

"Ish, tall brother! Petran sister is like a tall power pole!"upset Marsha. article Petran raised the book high with one hand, of course Marsha was not able to take it because his body is far short of Petran's body.

"Huh. You're short as a dwarf" Petran joked.

"Start down!"

"Yes-yes, that's it."

Marsha receives the book that Petran gave her. Petran accompanied Marsha to read the book for a few minutes, after which she returned to class.

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Luna's class was already standing in the doorway waiting for Petran to come. Petran smiled seeing Luna standing in the doorway of the classroom, but Luna only responded to Petran's jutek.

"Well, how come it's mayun?"ask Petran with Luna.

"Where are you going anyway? I'm looking for dikantin nemu, looking at places you don't meet, in class no. Where the hell?"

Petran was only slightly confused in response to Luna's remark. Petran took a deep breath, then looked at Luna lovingly. "Lun, I'm going to send Marsha to the library."

Luna who heard Petran's explanation was of course jealous, how could her lover accompany another girl instead of her.

"You're nomenin Marsha every day! Where am I going, Pet?"

"You know Lun, I'm the same Marsha was just brother doang kok. Not more!"

"Yes know... But I'm jealous of Pet, as your girl I think you want her more than me!"

"Jeez, how do you think that's far?"

"It really is!"

"Lun, even though I welcome Marsha... It's just that you doang... Marsha was just me doing it, nothing more." Petran explained.

"But-"

"Do you know why I want to be close to Marsha?"

"Because he looks like your sister who died, right?"

"Well, now you know the reason why I'm welcome with him..."

"Pet, sorry.I'm just jealous, I'm afraid of losing you."

Grep's!

Petran hugged Luna tightly, at the elus of Luna's head and kissed her forehead.

"Love I keep you, Lun." said Petran.

"Promise?"

"Promise baby..."

"Have you told Marsha about our relationship?"

"Not yet"

"Kok hasn't?"ask Luna

"It's not time yet..."

"When then?"

"Later, when the time is right."

"Jas. Honestly you don't have the same feeling as Marsha?!"

"Tell?"

"Yeah"

"Tell?"

"Yes dear.." replied Petran. dielusnya hair Luna friendly.

Marsha saw the intimacy from the beginning, even heard everything, it felt like there was a sharp object robbing her heart forcibly at this moment, she thought Petran sincerely wanted to be close to her. instantly the book she held fell to her floor, with Marsha's sadness stepping away from there.

Arrive on the school roof.

Marsha shed her tears and cried without roaring, it felt like her chest was so sore and pierced by sharp thorns, the man she had loved for the past 2 years turned out to be no more considerate of herself as a sister and the reason she had heard was very sick.

Accepting this reality is painful, waiting all this time in vain, his love will never exist for Marsha.

"Why does it feel like this sick?"

In the midst of her cries Marsha patted her chest that felt tight and pain, in the end all in vain.

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3 Days later.

Marsha was reading a book in the library, the story she read was so interesting that she did not realize since when Petran was sitting next to her. After finishing finally Marsha closed the book and smiled.

"Have you finished reading it?"

The familiar voice made Marsha fixated, she did not turn her head and just focused on returning the book to the shelf, after which she intended to leave.

"Shaa! how's going?"intercept Petran.

"Sister, levin..,"Marsha's request.

"What's wrong with you, Sha?"

Marsha took a deep breath. Then saying. "I don't want to be disturbed, brother, just don't want to be disturbed..."

"Well, am I wrong with you?"

"No way, Marsha didn't say that Petran was a nuisance... Hehe."

"So, why are you avoiding that? you know something?"

"E-not really, Marsha does not know what Petran mean by that..."

Marsha tries not to look pitiful in front of Petran.

"Honest!"

"Honestly what else?"ask Marsha.

"You why? why is it suddenly like I'm like big brother?"

"Sister, I'm not-"

"Java!"

Marsha was stunned when Petran snapped at her, the whole new age this time she was yelled at, and it was by her loved ones for these 2 years."

"Why silence? Answer Sha!"

"So out!"marsha said her voice had changed from usual.

"Jawab first!"

"Sister, please."please Marsha.he's trying to stay calm.

"No, replied my sister!"

Marsha struggled, she tried to take off Petran's grip.

"Jawab first!"

"ANSWER, SHA!"bentak Petran's.

For the second time he was snapped, Marsha lowered her head and relaxed her body.

"Detach..."

"No!"

"I SAID FREELANCE!"Marsha snapped at Petran.

Petran was very surprised at that time, he saw the tears Marsha fell, all this time Marsha never cried in front of him, but now he saw it even a disappointed and sad expression clearly visible in the eyes of Marsha. Petran loosened his grasp.

"Sha, k-you?"

Marsha shook Petran's hand, wiping away her tears, and Marsha quickly left the library.

"Have I hurt her feelings?"petran Mummings.

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Marsha locked herself in the toilet, for a moment she washed her face after she felt calm.

Marsha returns to class to read in class, all hours of study Marsha is not focused at all.

After the bell sounds Marsha walks towards the parking lot waiting for the invitation to come.

Tin! Tin!

The sound of the Petran motor horn made Marsha turn her head instantly.

"Let's go home!"bring Petran.

Marsha briefly recalled the incident a few hours ago, seeing Petran who seemed innocent made Marsha lazy to go home together.

"No need, big brother, a short invitation again nyampek."reject Marsha.

"Udah go up, usually we go home with him. Our house is in the same direction, Sha."

Marsha did not respond to Petran, for a moment she saw Luna who was standing on the threshold of the school staring resentfully at him.

"Mending kak Petran with kak Luna aja, like Kak Luna there is no slap. "follow Marsha.

Petran was shocked and then saw the direction of Marsha's view, right Luna standing on the side of the gate.

"But..."

Petran did not have time to say, the pickup car has arrived.

"Eh, Marsha's invitation was to come first!"exciting Marsha.

Marsha immediately ran towards the car.

"Please come in, Miss."

Marsha got in the car, and then the car disappeared from Petran's sight.

"Why do I feel Marsha is avoiding me... Sha, why don't you tell me what's going on? why did you just choose to be quiet?"petran Mummings.

"Did you hear me and Luna talking a few hours ago?"

Petran was confused to think, Luna walked over to Petran.

"Pet, Come!"take Luna.

Petran nodded in agreement to Luna's words.

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To esokan day.

Marsha deliberately early in the morning has stayed at school before papa Usually, because she does not want to go to school with Petran.