The Fake Couple

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(That night in Rio's room)

We chat and see the stars and the lights glittering around Jakarta. And I want to talk about the adoption of a baby to Rio.

"Eh I want dong, but don't take it too seriously yaaa . For example, suppose that I have an idea to adopt a baby so think how do you, want to? Because gini, we are already 6 months married, fearing that we will be charged a mulu bill about grandchildren. And people must think that's macem about us. I can pretend to be pregnant before we positively adopt. How's it!" I asked exited, because I was also curious how Rio's response.

"Adoptions? Whynot? If indeed the married person has not had children, it could mean that he has not been given, why also have to adopt all babies." With the rest Rio.

"I know that, too, but it's a different story from ours. Our situation does not allow to have a baby even 1 year in the future as well. And our parents are also not the same, the same parents out there who if met have mentioned asking for grandchildren." And I'm trying to clarify the situation that makes sense between the two of us. Because avoiding the question is very difficult, especially from the family itself.

"Are you ready to have children? The children of other people who will be cared for and love themselves. Continue to suppose that the hearing turns out to be adopted children how do our parents feel? Did you think about it there?"

Denger question Rio kok se deep that anyway, actually I did not think until the whole thing. How devastated our parents feel if we know we lied to them.

"Yes too, I didn't think about it. I just thought about how I could ask people questions about me. I don't know if I'm ready or not having a baby, let alone someone else's child." Yes, I was really too rash, the same thing with what I walk now the same Rio (marriage), I do not think in the future about how my relationship with Rio.

"Why did you get to think about it all the way? Are you planning on living forever with me huh Vrin?" Rio asked with a face that seduced me.

"AH!! Not it!! I just thought if asked the same people later, I did not think until there anyway." As much as possible I do not talk about it, because I also do not know until when I am the same Rio will live with rich gini.

"So you don't know what's going to happen in the future?"

"Yes, I haven't thought about how ahead. I do not know until when I can lie to everyone about our fake marriage, if you how, have thought in the future you want to do?" I was also curious about Rio's answer.

"Kalo me... Ever since I decided to accept your offer for marriage, for me there is no such thing as a fake. I am serious about this marriage. Most of us are equally benefited, want our marriage to be different from people in general, marriage is still marriage and there is nothing fake in this marriage in my opinion. So I never thought about splitting/divorce with you. I enjoy it while I can. Among us there is also no such thing as forced, if one day we really have to separate does not mean because this is a fake marriage but because it is the way it is already like that."

Ngedenger Rio said that my heart so not because of. He really thinks this is a real wedding. Although indeed in this marriage there is no love between me and Rio. But that's what scares me, I'm afraid of being trapped in this marriage, I'm afraid of one day getting stuck with my own feelings. And made me feel one-sided love.

"I also have no one waiting for me or I am waiting for someone to do it now. But our marriage now does not allow us to fall in love with each other or establish relationships with others as long as this marriage is still happening. Did you think of that? That means we're gonna be stuck in this marriage forever. Are you sure?" Ask me to Rio. I was also confused if I could forever be in this situation.

"Why don't we learn to fall in love with each other? I think that's the only way. If one day we love each other I don't think anyone will be hurt, both me, lo and our family." Said Rio in a slightly serious tone.

"HUH!? In love? How's it going?"

"How?? We have to officially date from today" OMG, Rio again ape confess how I don't understand.

I actually just kept quiet so it was difficult to digest Rio's words just now.

"Gue will make rules during our courtship that allows us to fall in love with each other, because I am also not experienced in this matter, I will also find references on youtube and others, etc,anyway we have to do what couples should do when dating."

"So you mean we're officially dating now?" Dating after marriage halal ya guys ya.

"Yeah, usually if the new courtship is a couple doing what? Have you ever dated several times, what do you usually do? Uh ngga-ngga, who there you remember former lo again." Rio the Singer from birth.

"Hopefully the courtship people usually watch movies, eat together or vacation together, share news or chatan/phone." My advice has been to date a few times.

"That's it, but we've done it all except chatan/call because we're home?"

More or less we both talk about useless things. But more precisely Rio who is really hard work to find dating references like successful people, all searches on the web, youtube or other social media he sells. If I am more confused, still not nangkep which actually meant learning to fall in love and start dating. My brain is still stuck there.

And that night ended with my first day of dating Rio. Please understand if this married couple is still looking for identity. will they be more romantic after dating or vice versa huh?

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