
I was scared when you got hurt, for some reason! Whether my heart has chosen you, or I just feel sorry. But I was really scared and didn't want to lose you.
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Povs. Arzan
I felt like I had a brother when he called me big brother, even though he wasn't my blood, even though he wasn't my family.
Reminds me back when I ate with my ex-stepmother's family.
That night I felt the perfect family, the whole family.My mother came back, my mother served me, my mother kind of gave me love again like when she was still with me.
My ego was too high when my mother wanted to hug me, I refused. But this heart hurts when I reject it when I want to feel the embrace of a mother again.
Would I have another chance when I met her and wanted to hug my mother for a moment. Apologizing for my selfishness, apologizing for my excessive anger, and then, apologizing because I don't know why he left me until I understand now.
I'm like the third person between my brother's relationship with his girlfriend, I really don't know if he's my brother's lover.
Early met I just felt pity crying in the rain and fainting, in humiliation she just kept quiet and again she was crying in the park when it was raining heavily.
I began to have a taste in that woman when I saw her smiling and mingling with the orphanage child, she was so sweet, meek and loving.
that woman who made my life start to smile again, re-feel the color of life, re-opening my heart to love a woman.
the woman also brought me back to meet my stepmother, when for a long time I did not know the news.I felt that night became a whole family where I had always dreamed of.
Do I have to give up on getting out of that woman's life, so she can get back to my half-brother.
Would I be selfish if I also wanted Eva, wanted her love, wanted her to be next to me, accompanied me on this side.
Can I be selfish of God just this time.
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" Arzan.?" greeting Eva softly, to make Arzan's body jerked a little when he heard the voice he had thought of earlier.
Turn back with a single movement, upon hearing that voice. The woman in front of him now, with teary eyes.
" She.!" yells.
" You lied to me, Zan, told me to go home with Revan so I wouldn't know if you were hurt" she said, in a trembling voice.
" It's not so Va." she answered by approaching Eva.
" Then, what.!" he shouted "Are you telling me to come back with him again." he said again, to make Arzan stop when he heard Eva's words.
" Is that really Zan" he said again, who still has not received an answer from Arzan.
" Am I wrong if I start opening my heart to someone, am I wrong if I start liking someone. Am I wrong!" she cried with her head down as she began to cry, until Arzan looked at her.
Removing the tears and will turn out of the room, if his hand is not pulled by Arzan and hit his body until Arzan cradles Eva's body in his arms.
" You're evil Zan, you're evil" he said, crying and hitting Arzan's chest while in his arms. .
" I'm sorry." replied Arzan softly, and still holding Eva's body
" I love you, I love you so much." she said again by kissing the top of Eva's head, making Eva's heart full.
for quite a while two human children were still hugging and pensive each other in their own minds.
Eva, who had calmed down, immediately released herself from Arzan's embrace, looking at the man before her with a smile.
" I'm sorry." said Eva
" For.?"
" I'm sorry I hurt you" Eva said sincerely.
" Why apologize, it's not you who hurt me" he said.
" Because you helped me from the kidnapper, and made you like this" Eva said guiltily.
Smiling and pulling Eva's waist with one hand to get close, there was not the slightest distance. Making Eva a small jerk as Arzan pulled her waist the hand of Eva who was the separator attached it to the chest plane of Arzan to be able to look at her face.
Stare at each other, with beautiful eyes and glare.
" I should have protected you, shouldn't I.?" said Arzan looking at her and smiling.
"Va, sorry." she said again with one kiss landed on Eva's lips to make the owner of the lips round the eyes more perfectly, when the man's lips were still attached to his lips.
feeling the warmth as the lips clung perfectly, he gently felt a sensation that was so craving, indeed, whether consciously or not Eva began to reciprocate, making the man smile happily in the heart until they exchanged saliva, pouting each other and deepening his kiss.
the moon witnesses as they kiss each other, the window curtain flying with a gust of wind that is not so strong makes the romantic atmosphere so felt even in the room of the man.
Slowly the man let go of his kisses as they began to run out of oxygen, breathing in the air with the heart pumped so quickly as the gap was released. Putting her forehead together and looking down when the woman was embarrassed made Arzan smile.
" Let's get married." ucp Arzan still hugged Eva, and another hand touched the woman's chin to lift his bowed face in shame.
staring at the pretty face, the cute eyes and the blushing cheeks.
" You want to marry me." said Arzan again and looked at each other.
" When." replied Eva
" When.!" re-question Arzan by frowning him.
" when, you will meet my family and ask me to be your wife" Eva said shyly, Arzan chuckled at Eva's reply.
" Tomorrow I will take you home to your family, asking you to be my wife" replied Arzan gently.
" Tomorrow." asked Eva in surprise. " It's not too fast.
" Faster is better, so I can have you forever" replied Arzan, making Eva laugh.
" I love u." said Arzan.
" love u too." reply Eva and hug Arzan.
Now they also enjoy a beautiful night without feeling awkward and there is only a sense of happiness when now they express feelings for each other.
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