The Estuary of Love Hasbi
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"indeed what happened why mbak kania can die bang?"ask Aluna who still does not believe that the woman who has been married has died
"kania had postpartum bleeding and was in a coma a few days before she took her last breath" Hasbi explained
"i couldn't love her but losing her also made my heart ache because of guilt for her, I really couldn't love her even though she had given birth to a child for me" continued Hasbi
"i'm so sorry bang"
"thank you, how can we get married now?"
"se_now??"
"yes of course now, I've been waiting and looking for you for 4 years now how much longer will it take me to wait for you to stop you?"
"it's open so bang but it's a serious matter you have to talk to your brother and ummi first and I also have to call and wait for uncle sam and aunt amora to come here to attend my wedding"
"do you agree to marry me?"
"in shaa allah bang but before that we better ask for the opinion of ummi and also abah, I fear that ummi and abah do not approve of this relationship"
"branch also needs to ask permission from the older brother, who knows he does not like aluna or maybe there are other candidates who are much more he wants and likes"
"but I don't want another woman, I want her to be the mother who continued ayana anyway did you forget that she was so tightly hugging you?it's a sign he accepts you because all this time ayana has a tendency to reject new people even without knowing the person first but when you come he even hugs you it means ayana accepts your presence"hasbi on aluna
"you also do not worry after ummi and abah come home we will talk about this matter as well as ask for their permission and blessing"
"isn't it too fast?"
"too fast??how much longer will it take for you to get away from me lun??haven't you had enough time for 5 years for you to disappear from me and haven't you had enough for 5 years that you tortured me for not finding you??"
aluna was silent and her mouth felt mute answering all the questions that she had given her
hasbi was so disappointed to see the look on aluna's face that seemed reluctant to accept her proposal even to issue various reasons that do not need to think hasbi because hasbi had thought of everything she would face when deciding to propose to aluna when they meet again.
in contrast to hasbi, aluna herself is dazed by the current state of so many events that make it difficult to think clearly until unconsciously aluna makes hasbi misunderstand
aluna was actually so happy when hasbi revealed to want to marry her but alua was also confused what to do when thinking about abah amar and also ummi halimah plus again now there is a beautiful sigadis ayana who turns out to be a child hasbi from his first wife who just aluna knew that the mother of Ayana's birth had passed away from the mercy of Allah.
a heavy breath came out of aluna's mouth when she saw the hasbi pass from her presence with a disappointed look but aluna also needed time to digest it all
it is not easy to decide to accept someone's proposal especially once let down by circumstances that make him have to swallow a bitter pill failed to blend with his beloved.
aluna followed the hasbi's steps which turned out to be towards the back of the house, the ordinary place that hasbi came to when her heart was being hit by turmoil and anxiety about life's problems.
"gold you angry?"asked aluna when she was sitting next to Hasbi but was still a distance away
hasbi widened his eyes when he heard the new nickname aluna mentioned for him and reflexively turned towards aluna
"why??don't like the same call??"asked aluna again when she saw the look on Hasbi's face that was so shocked
"like really, really happy even" replied hasbi with a sparkling face
"sorry, not his aluna does not want to accept mas hasbi's application but aluna still needs time to digest all of it"
"all right, I'll give you until tomorrow morning to decide the manarima or reject this proposal".
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