The Enlightenment of Teen Love

The Enlightenment of Teen Love
CHAPTER 22 The Longing



Tonight I want to write down all my longings for her, the longing I want to shed because by holding her back I will not be able to withstand the swiftness of love that is growing more and more.


The love...


Thank you for teaching me about missing out,


A longing that felt so cold when he was far away,


and instantly warm up when near.


A longing that comes instantly when he is far away,


and disappeared when he approached.


As long as that distance exists, my longing will be stretched.


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Rasya wrote down his outpouring of heart in his dairy.  All this time, Risma had become his confiding friend if he was upset, but this time the problem he faced could not be told to anyone.  Elsewhere, Heru was agitated until he could not sleep thinking about tomorrow. The day he will lose the woman he loves to be with his best friend.


Hey you're the woman who makes me nervous, man,


I know, it wasn't your fault for making me feel this way,


I chose to love you, and unconditionally for you to retaliate,


I chose to let you go, and you are not responsible for the windfall that struck my heart,


My heart,


Can we compromise?


(Heru murmured while looking at the moon from behind the window).


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"Thank you, brother, please pick me up" Risma told Heru.


"Yes, relax aja time, anyways where I have to see a girl must bring this much stuff alone" said Heru while carrying items from the trunk of the car in Aryo's room.


"Well, Heru's brother is really good" said Risma again blushed to hear Heru's speech.


"So long ago with Rasya?" ask Heru


"From the beginning of Junior High, we always sit down, uh now together again" replied Risma.


"Much did he get?" ask Heru again while opening the room and met the luggage.


"Hmmm. As I know the new brother Aryo, I think this will be his first girlfriend Rasya kak, he is focused on learning mulu from the past, besides Rasya was still cute, kak, so there is no lyrics, not like now has grown into a super beautiful girl who has many secret fans" answered Risma ngerocos.


"Yes tah? many also dong sahingan Aryo huh?" ask Heru again.


"No, the question is taken yes just kak Aryo doang kak, if you get a letter or message from another, the message is most just read or dales brief aja the same as the Son" said Risma again.


"Hmm. That's right, lucky Aryo" said Heru again.


"Yes, Rasya is the best if installed with Aryo" said Risma again.


"Rasya really only loves Aryo, she never even told us about me or our relationship with her best friend" inner Heru who was very jealous to hear the story of Risma.


"Hey, get along really, cieee.. cieee.." ledek Tatat who just came up with Ayo.


"Yes, it is also compatible with you, may deh party later doble for your celebration as well" said Aryo also while teasing Heru who looks nervous because of shock at their arrival.


"Oh anyway, let's just get caught, hunt the bell in" said Risma who blushed embarrassed to hear the teasing of Tata and Aryo.


"Each first lady" answered Tata.  They decorated the room very beautifully, with balloons of Rasya's favorite color.