The End of an Infidelity

ASP-36S

Happy Road Nia...

The funeral procession was quick. Everyone was present at Nia's funeral, including Nia's sister. After Mr. Kyai prayed, Dion sat down beside his wife's headstone. He rubbed his wife's headstone.

"Happy Path dear, a quiet rest. Thank you for loving me, taking care of me, and always standing by me tirelessly even though I am always indifferent to you. Forgive me for not being a good husband to you, always hurting you. I'm sorry that I can't be a standby husband for you, until after giving birth I'm still working. I always Love You" said Dion with a brick because he held back his crying.

All the mourners have left the funeral, Dion and his mother and Papa. Dion was still crying on the side of his wife's grave. Papa Dion hugged his son from the side, trying to calm his only son.

"We go home, baby, we still have to go to the hospital, we ask the doctor, whether we can pick up the twins" said Mama Dion reminded.

At that moment Dion fell silent, he forgot that there were still twins he had to take care of and he cared for. Dion stood up. Before leaving the tomb, Dion kissed and rubbed the wife's grave.

"Don't worry, I'll take good care of our sons and daughters, I'm gone" Dion said.

At the hospital, the doctor said they still could not bring the twins home, they had to wait for the twins to be completely stable.

Tonight, is Dion's first night without Nia. Dion's day was empty. Dion is always haunted by feelings of guilt for leaving Nia to work, should Dion not work, so that Nia can give birth safely.

Dion could not imagine, how he could live their lives in the future without Nia. And tonight Dion sleeps clutching Nia's shirt, inhaling the rest of Nia's body's scent, to reduce the longing for the wife he loves so much.

The next day, Dion went to Nia's grave first before going to the office. And then he saw his two children who were still in the hospital. Dion is still on leave, but Dion chooses to keep working, because if there is no activity, he will always remember Nia.

"Hi baby, I'm coming again, and I won't get tired of coming, you know Ni, it turns out I love you so much, I just realized this feeling when you're gone. How foolish I have been to waste you all this time. Forgive me dear, hysteria" cried Dion beside his wife's grave. After praying and sprinkling flowers Dion left the tomb.

After 3 days in the hospital, Dion was finally able to bring her two babies home. Papa and Mama Dion also live in Dion's house to help care for her two grandchildren, assisted by two baby sitters.

The aqiqah event for the two babies was accompanied by the 7 days of Nia's death. Dion invites orphans to pray together for his late wife and two children.

Dion named his son Nandio Putra Pratama and his daughter Rania Putri Pratama. The name was Nia's preferred name, once they learned of having twins. Rania's face is very similar to her mother's, only the shape of her lips follows Dion's. Nandio is a photocopy of Dion.

After the recitation of yasin and tahlil, the hair cut of his son and daughter, Dion again cried to see his beautiful daughter. Dion saw his wife in Rania's face. Papa Juan stroked Dion's back, "Already, don't cry anymore, we all feel the loss of Nia as well. Please, pray Nia be calm there." Papa Dion's advice.

Dion just nodded. The world seems to be spinning. His head is pulsing. He was unsteady, powerless to hold his body. Dion decided to lay down his body for a moment.

"Ma, Pa, I'm in first yes, Rania's nitip," said Dion, limping into his room.

Arriving at the room, Dion tried to close his eyes. But Nia's shadow always haunts her. Dion cried in his sleep.

There was a throbbing sound on Dion's door, and Dion rubbed his eyes, "What time is this?" muttered. Dion got up and opened the door to his room.

"Pa, Ma, what's wrong?" dion asked confusedly to see Papa and his mother holding their two children who were crying.

"Yes, we're taking her to Ma's hospital" Dion said.

Once in the IGD room, Dion immediately called the Doctor.

"Dok, help my son, please" said Dion.

The doctor examined the two babies. Temporary examination results, the two babies did not match formula milk.

"Where is my son Doc?" dion asked as the doctor looked after him.

"Look sir, the possibility of your child not matching the milk formula so that it causes them to vomit. Didn't her mother come out?" ask the Doctor.

Dion's face was immediately grim, he remembered his wife, "My wife is dead Doc," said Dion.

"I'm sorry, I don't know, then this is how, we'll temporarily replace the formula milk with anti-allergy milk, if it's still like this, if it's still like this, so I suggest you find a breast milk donor for both of your children," explained the Doctor.

Once the drug was finished, Dion's two babies were allowed to go home. It's just that if the condition is still the same, forced to be hospitalized and look for breast milk donors.

Dion was very relieved, as his two children were allowed to go home.

"Ma, Pa tonight, let them sleep in my room" Dion said.

Due to the effect of the medicine, the two babies fell asleep quietly until morning.

The next morning, Dion found the skin of his two red children, Dion who was panicking, immediately called his mother.

"Ma, look, Rania's body is the same red Nandio" said Dion worried.

"Maybe the milk given last night is still not suitable, we try to take it again to the doctor yes, now you take a shower, then our new breakfast will go to the doctor" said the mother.

After the bath, Dion grew panicked when he saw his two children like difficulty breathing. Dion immediately shouted to his mother.

"Ma, let's get Rania and Nandio to the doctor, it looks like they're short of breath" Dion exclaimed.

The three of them went straight to the hospital they went to last night. Once in the ER, the doctor already knows what the patient is experiencing. The doctor also advised for hospitalization, so that it can be monitored its development.

"Father, we are sorry, it looks like the milk I prescribed last night is still not suitable for your baby, I suggest you immediately look for breast milk donor" explained the Doctor after finishing examining his patient.

Dion was confused, where he would look for breast milk donors for his two hearts. "Lord, help me" asked Dion.