The End of a Waiting
Marrying
At 19:00 WIB Yovi and his parents prepared to go
a restaurant in a mall that has been chosen for a meeting with a girl of choice
her mother's. Yovi was behind the wheel of his mother sitting on the side bench. Her father
sit in the back seat.
The family girl was waiting inside the restaurant, because of the end
the weekend caused the streets to crash until they came a little late. Moments
will join approaching the family Yovi girl feels no stranger to
the girl he was going to meet whispered to his mother.
“Ma. are we not wrong person” whispered Yovi to mama who is
3 Meters from the girl's family table.
“You mean?” yovi's mother knitted her brows as to why Yovi asked
thus.
“Are you sure we came to the right family?” ask
Yovi again
“Iya darling it's true that's the family we'll meet
and look at that girl she's the one you're going to introduce you to, is there a problem?”
“Aaa no ma” Yovi smile wryly.
“Ya already come” take mom to look at Yovi and dad
alternating. They were in front of the girl's family table.
“Halo jeng sorry yes we are late to understand the streets jammed haha”
yovi hugged the girl's mother and kissed her left right cheek.
“Iya jeng not papa us also not long ago, let's please
sat” the girl's mother invited Yovi and her parents to sit across
them.
“Vika let's say hello om and aunt” mom vika elbow slowly Vika
sitting next to him from earlier he just looked down playing his phone no
the presence of Yovi.
“Halo om aunt. loh.. pak Yovi” saya Vika friendly he was surprised
why was Yovi suddenly in front of him.
Yovi's mother and father smiled kindly looking at Vika.
“Halo bu Vika” saya Yovi friendly.
“Before..you know each other” mother Yovi pointed Yovi and.
Vika.
“Haha yes so” heard Yovi parents' answer
looking at each other, it was surprised that Yovi and Vika already knew each other.
“Iya aunt, Mr. Yovi Vika coworkers at school” Vika affirms that he and Yovi already
mutually know each other.
“Good then, yes no jeng hehe” mother Vika laughed
little during this time Vika never told me that is often told
to him is Yovi. Yovi smiled wryly.
After dinner and talking to them on purpose
leaving Yovi and Vika on the grounds of wanting to see the exhibition at the mall
those.
For the first time they were just the two and this close
if usually just greet each other while then sit together
facing off makes a sense of awkwardness inevitable again after the departure
each parent only remains silent and steal each other's eyes one
same other.
“Vika I want to apologize for the incident the other day, I did not
bermaksud berbuat demikian” Yovi memecah keheningan dengan meminta maaf atas
his attitude when he came home from the condition of the son of the principal.
What was I not
misheard sir Yovi calling my name without the word ‘bu’.Mumbled Vika.
“It's okay sir. I should apologize for
already presumptuous of father” Vika silent for a moment He also remembered the incident in
building and realizing his mistake.
“Hemmm no problem.. How about we just watch
as my apology, oh yes this is outside no need to call
my father is not that old haha” Yovi chuckles because when outside Vika is still
be formal with him.
“Alright sir.. uh Yovi” calling awkward.
“Indeed a bit strange but long-time also used to, yes already come
looks like there's a nikel” movie
Yovi and Vika walk out of the restaurant to the cinema
on the top floor of the mall. Yovi queues to buy tickets and
flocked and fizzy drinks Vika waits on a long sofa not far from
Yovi's. They choose romantic movies that are loved by young people at the time
that is, many couples are also watching because of the circumstances of weekend nights
the cinema is quite crowded they get a bench in the middle. Yovi and Kiki
sitting in the cinema ready to enjoy the movie. The film starts playing minutes
for the sake of minutes they spent seriously looking at the big screen.
During the screening of the film Vika occasionally steals a glance at Yovi
he imagined a romantic scene when the girl leaned on his shoulder
which made him smile embarrassed but he tried to stay awake with his mind
clearly he did not want his presumptuous attitude to make a distance between himself and
Yovi who just erased it. Sitting close together keeps his heart going
thumping no crap. As the film nears its end Yovi suddenly calls out
her name.
“Vika..” Yovi approached and whispered in his ear a gust
his warm breath seemed to penetrate the hijab he was wearing was called in a way
like that makes it thump more limp it feels.
“I-iya” Vika stutters trying to control deep thump
her heart.
“What do you expect from this meeting?” apparently Yovi
not focused on watching the film he was more thinking about how to convey
this slightly painful reality.
“Means?” Vika really can't guess the direction of the mind
Yovi's.
“Do you think we'll continue like a wooch
our parents wanted us to be partners, but I'm sorry I didn't
can fulfill it I hope you can understand” Yovi silent digest
his own words hoped that his words would be quite acceptable.
Instantly Vika became lethargic already there was no more passion for
continuing the film, he only wants to disappear from the face of the man who has been
repeatedly toying with his feelings as if giving hope when only
the snares. Why so fast even this has not started is over
just like that, what a poor girl he just thought of sweet things
what He was about to do with Yovi just disappeared. Reality
so piercing pain up to the heart.
Vika continued to be silent until the last minute of the film
be over. Seeing his surroundings rise up and leave their respective benches without
he got up and left Yovi with all his might
the leg was trying to disappear as far as possible. If there is a choice, he wants to
to be dust rather than to look pitiful in front of a man who
until ever will never consider it.
Yovi realized Vika was no longer beside him
soon followed him out but unfortunately he did not find Vika's whereabouts.
“Vika you are not papa?” Yovi grabs Vika's arm which will
entering the elevator Vika turned her head with slightly reddened eyes looking at it made
Yovi was worried.
“Vika..what happened why your eyes reddened so?” Yovi is scared
something happened to Vika.
“Aaaa.. this must be because of the film I was so carried away and
moved like this“ Vika smiled forcibly but crying was already at the end
his eye.
calming Vika.
“No need.. I want to go home sir..” linger with
Yovi frustrated him.
“Baiklah” Yovi comply with Vika request. They then boarded
lift and get down to the parking lot.
In the car
“Is there something that bothers your mind or anyone wants to
you say?” Yovi felt since leaving the cinema Vika so mute but
like hiding something.
“Nothing” Vika answers lazy mood really
the very mess he wanted now was to disappear from sight
this guy's.
“True” Yovi is not satisfied with Vika's answer deliberately he
not immediately forward the car he wanted Vika to tell him the truth. Vica
realizing that He took a breath and exhaled it strongly.
“What I am is not that interesting in the eyes of the father is not there
the slightest gap for me?” by withstanding the tightness Vika says
fretfulness.
“Vika.. Have you kept feeling towards me all this time?”
doubt Yovi asked that was confident enough once could Vika have feelings
to him.
Such a stupid question
that is if I have no feelings for you why I do all this.Ingin it feels like Vika yells and
expressing his heart but a sense of disappointment that further hinders him until
his mouth was tightly locked not a single word came out. Vika only replied
with a disappointed smile looked at this man beside him.
“Vika... Sorry if I have made you become like this”
seeing Vika who did not respond to Yovi wanted to straighten out what had happened
all this time.
“Vika.. Please don't put any feelings on me.
already have someone I'm waiting for, sorry all this time has made you misunderstand” Yovi staring fixedly
Vika who had lowered her head He knew this girl beside him was very sad with
the reality he received.
The harsh reality made Vika's heart break
he really wanted to vanish and merge with the wind. Can't take it anymore
hearing the reality that continued to cut her heart, Vika only retaliated by
lifting one hand like ‘quap’ I don't want to hear anything
any more. Faintly sounded the sniff.
“Vika.. Can I ask for help?.” Yovi kept staring at Vika who
getting down with heartbreaking stuff.
“Vika.. I beg of you” Yovi clasped Vika's hand full
expectantly. Vika looked at her heart He no longer cared about her condition
that's pathetic.
“What can I do to help dad?” with
sobbing Vika solved her question.
“Quite you keep this a secret, especially to our parents let
they still think this is going according to plan.” Yovi
asking expectantly so that Vika can cooperate with him.
“I will try as you ask” no power
to refuse Vika chose to resign to meet Yovi's request not to think
long for the future..
“Thanks you are indeed the best co-worker” Yovi instantly hugs
Vika makes both of them sculpt and then re-awaken.
“Maaf” Yovi realises his folly of embracing Vika
suddenly, however, he was relieved that Vika wanted to help him.
“A-ayo we go home” Yovi rubbed his face rough and then forward
the car came out of the mall breaking the streets that night.
Along the way the pensive Vika looked out the window with
the blank gaze turned out that all this time he had only been used as a mode to cover
curtain lies. Tonight was the saddest night yet again
feel treated with sweetness to soar high into the seventh sky
but at the same time it was also thrown to the earth
it destroyed him no longer.
How could his feelings be played out in such a way
or maybe because he was too lulled by a sweet attitude but it was
it is only a false snare that makes it dissolve in an invisible hope
eye.
Foolish.Four Vika in the heart. All the way
towards his home he continued to curse himself who continued to put his hopes on
his feelings after what he got were not to his liking. Automobile
having arrived in front of Vika's house this time he went out without saying goodbye
a sense of annoyance clearly enveloped his heart.
Yovi understands even again he returns Vika
in a chaotic state. Yovi gazes at Vika's departure with guilt ‘date’
the first thing that should have gone well ended up being as miserable as it was
these. Yovi breathed a rough breath and drove his car away from home
Vica.
At the house of Vika
His mother and father had been sitting in the living room apparently they
get home first.
”How was your first date nak” Mom was very curious staring
his daughter is going upstairs to his room.
“That's how ma” steps one by one passed by Vika with
fatigue is not physical fatigue but inner fatigue that has drained the heart and
his mind.
“Why are you lethargic so, has something happened?” Paternity
looking worriedly knit his brows how could two human children go home
dating in such a sad looking condition.
“No father Vika just tired, Vika to the room first yes..
good night everyone” Vika quickens her pace up the stairs.
“Iya dear good night” mother understands the circumstances
his daughter, father and mother looked at each other with question marks. Then
the two of them entered the room to rest.
Arriving in Vika's room locked the door and stretched out
he was in bed with a rose patterned sheet. He could not endure his sadness
clear bulir many times escapes stroking his smooth cheeks. Why all this time
too hopeful, the pain that was not dry now He must be faced
that Yovi did not have the slightest return of his feelings. Even himself only
used as a mode to cover up his true lies who the girl who has been
stealing Yovi's cold heart.
Do I know him, though,
who he is, what I have met him but where, all this time I have not
I've seen Yovi close to other girls besides myself, damn it. What is this
why is she so cold to me because there is already someone in her heart ah
how stupid of you Vika wishes on a human like her. But why he didn't
rejecting or getting angry when others think we have a relationship ah right
surely he did it because he didn't want much gossip anymore, wasn't I just
batin Vika, he continues down the path of his mind is increasingly deadlocked. Tired of it
thinking it seemed he was too late-goals closed his eyes not caring about him
which looks shabby
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Happy reading...
Don't forget to leave a trail of brothers...
