The Employer Impotent

CHAPTER 87 - How Should I?

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As if inexhaustible that makes Kama's heart beat unrelenting, since the beginning of opening his mental eyes continue to be tested. "I'll tell you what the plan is," Ayas added then improved his sleeping position.

He hugged his arms while he slammed his face into Kama's chest. Once in a while Ayas yawns until Kama realizes that the wife is only wondering, not talking to him.

"Oh .. Is that all, Yas?"

Drowsiness began to approach the wife until when Kama asked for a second time Ayas only disturbed slowly. His strength was completely drained throughout the journey, plus when it arrived he could not immediately rest, but had to keep Kama until the fatigue of Ayas seemed to double.

Aware that the wife also needs rest, Kama no longer asks a lot of things and now rubs his shoulders slowly. In that state of chaos, Kama is still trying to pay attention because after all it is his obligation.

Not long after, Ayas' subtle snoring began to look at Kama's sense of hearing. A sign that he is too tired, but usually Ayas never snores. Kama looked at the shoulder of the wife who was now in his arms, indeed the man was in a dilemma.

The first time after the wedding, Kama did not find peace when hugging Ayas. Not because he did not feel at home in a room that was too small and narrow as Ayas said, but Kama's guilt that made him riled endlessly.

The longer, the feeling becomes. Kama was not calm, for hours he stayed in his position, the man did not even want to sleep. The drowsiness is no longer there, what Kama now thinks is just how the next step.

Should he confess? Take responsibility for his past actions as Ayas would? If so, how did he start talking? Instantly Kama's head was full of question marks that made him even more dizzy.

Until, at the point of Kama's anxiety, he felt he could not if just keep quiet. Without caring that this time is a time to rest, Kama recklessly disturbed the calmness of his sidekick, Rizal.

Yeah, that's the only guy Kama's escape. After trying to leave Ayas so serve, Kama chose to talk in the living room with Rizal who is now collecting lives because it was enveloped this morning.

Still with the palm that felt cold, Kama's voice even shook when talking to Rizal. The dim atmosphere in the living room seemed not an obstacle anymore, Kama did not care and now she only focused on Rizal alone.

"Gue doesn't understand, among the billions of girls in the world .. Why should he? Zal, how should I go?" asked Kama desperately, she looked straight ahead while biting the tip of her fingers.

Not only was Kama shocked, but the fact that Ayas was the daughter of someone they had lost their life to also made Rizal speechless and did not even immediately answer Kama's question.

If only they had met, perhaps the two would have frozen together when speaking with four eyes. However, since they spoke by phone, Kama was still able to urge him to immediately give an opinion on what he should do later.

"Zal, you're hearing me, right?"

Only the first breath that Kama heard, apparently Rizal was also confused about what to do. After years of quiet life and the murder case sank, the incident has returned to the surface.

"Laras already knew about it?"

"Yet, if he already knows I will not nanya," hiss Kama closed his eyes because of the statement of Rizal who was impressed not to understand his words.

"Good."

"What's so good, Zal?"

"It's all over, Kam. Lo inget right we agreed to forget it .. as long as you keep your mouth shut, your wife will not know."

From the beginning Kama was doubtful about it, but Rizal managed to convince him. However, after several years passed, Kama's doubts returned which were now accompanied by a myriad of regrets in him.

"No way, Zal, my whole life is tormented .. How can I calm down for the future?" Kama was frustrated, he rubbed his face rough while adjusting his breath which now began to feel tight.

The silence of the night seemed to take him to the past, a time when he was in a semi-conscious state after slashing a bullet right in the chest of someone he thought was the stalker at the time.

So clearly Kama remembered, how the panic of Samuel who ran first ensured the state of the middle-aged man. While Kama who was still affected by the alcohol could only stare at the puzzled sight in front of her.

"Zal! Almost dead ... How dong?"

"As for me, you hold Kama."

A word Rizal who initially thought as a solution and intended to save, it was just the opposite. In a few seconds, Rizal pulls out a folding knife and slashes Ayas's father's face and hands to engineer what happened and Kama witnesses with his own eyes how the middle-aged man took his life in Rizal's hands.

"Rizal!! Lo crazy?"

"Fuck, hunt unplug!! You don't know how the people in this village solve the problem!!"

As a result of the incident is too real, it is completely unexpected if it turns out that his regret will be prolonged. Since the beginning of Kama had intended to surrender, he also did not intend to kill anyone that night, all happened just like that until finally Kama's carelessness resulted in the fatal.

"Your!!"

Rizal's voice behind the phone disperse Kama's daydream. I don't know how long he's been silencing Rizal until the man got bloodied. "Sorry, where was it?"

"Ck, budeg lo.. I am males if you want to repeat, the point is not to dig a hole that has been closed tightly. Your confession will not change anything, Kam, all has already gone and Laras not necessarily be able to forgive our mistakes, you especially."

Kama who initially intended to seek calm, after hearing Rizal's words the more chaotic he made. "So for now just shut up?"

"Not at this time, but until anytime you have to remain silent .. not funny 'would we both be suspects again like that time?"

"Gue doesn't care about that, Zal, if it should be a suspect again no problem, but jad_"

"Suspecting? What suspect, Mas?"

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- To Be Continued

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