The Dusk that Comes
#5
the sunlight that increasingly shows its existence can also make an Andra Nathanio woke up from his deep sleep.he blinked his eyes and woke up, he remembered last night he had committed a great sin, and where Ariel. he began to set foot on the floor and wear his clothes, he heard the gurgling water from the bathroom Ariel must be bathing he thought. he waited for Ariel to take a shower but it had been more than 30 minutes Ariel did not come out, andrapun ventured to knock on the bathroom door "riel, you're inside, riel you don't see?". asked Andra but no answer, no answer, he became more worried and began to open the door that was not locked.
Andra looked ahead and saw Ariel sitting on the floor crying with her body shaking her blank stare, it made Andra feel an excruciating pain in the recesses of her heart, he also shed his tears seeing the people he loved so much so hurt by his own actions. Andra wiped her tears and stepped closer to Ariel and immediately grabbed Ariel's body while whispering persuasive words. a few moments Ariel's cry began to subside and wanted to be invited to move from the bathroom and sit on the bed.
Andra took Ariel's hand to hold, "riel I know I'm not a perfect human being, but I make sure I make you happy, I promise you that, sorry". Ariel only went silent listening to him indeed mengikhlaskan it but his heart was still too weak, he was just a human being. Andra continued saying "whatever happens later I will be responsible and I will never leave you even if at any time but if later my presence will only bring tears in your life and make you sad continue I will leave me not wanting to see you unhappy by my side riel I love you until then", Andra ended his words by exhaling. Ariel nodded and convinced herself that everything would be fine. "i love you too". Ariel's soft answer is able to make Andra smile calmly at least Ariel wants to talk not just silent like before.
"drrrttt,drrrttt" the sound of Ariel's phone vibrated strongly, Ariel turned to her phone "PAPA" the name was plastered on her phone screen, she refused to pick it up. until a hand preceded her to pick up the phone. " morning om Farhan, what does tumben om care about Ariel", Andra said sarcastically. "where is Ariel? why did you answer it, you took where my son was last night huh.." said angry papa Ariel. "want ariel why-why do om care, om, what is clear Ariel will be safe if you are with me". "basic brash children watch out for you if ber.." has not had time to finish his speech Andra turned off Ariel's phone. Ariel looked at Andra looking for answers to what was being talked about but Andra just said "it's okay". Ariel nodded in confidence, around 9 an Andra took Ariel out of the hotel, and drove Ariel home.
when he wanted to get out of his sleep Andra felt pain in his chest, he also remembered that last night he had not had time to take his medicine because he was with Ariel. "shit" angry Andra "fuck Lo ndra, arghhh" andra said while banging on the wall.he just remembered that he had a disease that was getting worse here but he instead hurt the person he loved so deeply, his body collapsed and Andra sat down crying, crying, yes, he was crying over everything, indeed the regret came true.
Andra does have a severe disease that is idiopathick pulmonary fibrosis (IPF) and the only way that can cure it is to get a lung donor, which is a lung donor, but to date he has not received that donor.
often mama papa andra persuaded him to seek treatment abroad precisely in Germany, but Andra always refused on the grounds can not be far from Ariel, "this ndra is also for the sake of Ariel, but Andra always refused on the grounds can not be far from Ariel, you want to take care of Ariel longer so believe in the same papa let's go to Germany papa sure you can be cured ndra" said papa Andra reassured. "but Andra is not sure pa , p , it is not possible that the disease in the body of Andra can not be cured anymore unless there is a donor pa". said Andra resigned. "ndra horrin papa you a man must be kept his promise, he said, you said you would always look after and make Ariel happy so you also had to be stronger in order to protect her". "but pa Andra was not sure, but, if later Andra can not be cured again papa and mama will take care of Ariel for Andra?". asked Andra to look at her father expectantly. " So, papa don't want you to take care of yourself he's your girlfriend is not papa's girlfriend, you have to be sure it can be cured, because papa is sure you can be cured.
