The Dusk for the Director
Episode 48's
The Dusk for the Director
About Feelings
Look who was sitting in front of the Dusk this morning, a man who was almost half an hour away was silent, silent, the two of them sat facing each other sometimes the man's eyes glanced at him then threw his face away while taking a deep breath.
The afternoon of yesterday Dusk got a call from Vanya who said Hans wanted to meet him, the feeling of twilight at that time, happy and afraid to mix into one.
“Lo is not kidding, is it?”
“No, he said he wanted to see you,”
“Padalaat yesterday insistent not want to see me, then why suddenly ....
“She said she misses lo lo ,”
“Ha ?”
Dusk fell silent while blowing a rough breath, even Vanya's call was called
ungubrisnya
again, “Rindu said, then yesterday-yesterday did not miss it.... “ grunts Dusk in the heart. Now that they have not seen each other for more than half a year, they are in the same room.
“So a...’”
“MAAF” suddenly Hans interrupted the new word to be spoken by Dusk who was now fixed on looking at him, even though he knew the man was clumsy, he did not want to back down at this time, he did not want to back down at this time, Hans was hurt but not having to run away from reality,”I need your answer,” cried Dusk in heart.
“For what apologies, all is not your fault, then why should avoid me,”
Hans raised his head that had been bowed, eyes
they meet each other now. His heart crumbled softly against the face of the girl in front of him
that, “I was wrong, I'm sorry,” muttered Hans quietly, the man tried to stand up, walk
limped and stopped right in front of the chair where Dusk was sitting.
Hans clasped the chair in the Twilight seat, as hard as he could force his legs to be able to reach the girl, “Sorry..sorry..” murmured while hugging the powerless body of Dusk.
The tears of Dusk were already unstoppable, for the first time they cried together, not because of the pleasure of meeting each other but the guilt feelings for each other.
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“He's good to you?” hans asked, now that the two of them had calmed down enough to talk, the two of them were sitting next to each other looking at the drizzle in front of the window.
“Iya,”
“Good, you should be happy and don't wait for a disabled man like me,”
“Hemm..,” Dusk silently bowed, he did not want to cry anymore even though his heart was crushed to hear the desperate sentence.
“Go now, I want to rest,” Hans said as he pushed his wheelchair towards the bed. With great difficulty the man climbed into his bed and Dusk saw him, knowing that Hans would not be helped, because it would hurt him.
Dusk took his bag on the bedside nightstand, he saw Hans had closed his eyes, even though he knew the man was not sleeping, without a word more, he walked out and closed the door slowly.
“After ?”
Dusk was surprised when Dime was already standing in front of the door, ‘Since when he (Dime) was there,’ thought Dusk in heart.
“Kak Dimi, pick me up,”
“Heem, let's go home,”
“Iya,”
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Dime Pov's
This is the umpteenth time he
look, actually he considers me what, husband, friend, friend or brother. Him
hugging me while sobbing, talking, spilling everything she
feel at this moment, there's nothing to cover up, nor about the former Hans
that fiancee.
“We are going where Brother Dimi,” asked with eyes still reddened by crying
“Street-path,”
“Where ?”
I just smiled without answering his question, he did not complain, because he was busy wiping his face with tissue, do not ask how much he spent, he said, what is clear is that the garbage basket in this car is already crowded with old tissue tears and snot.
The journey was quite far, I deliberately took him out of town, not only to calm him, but also to refresh my brain full of problems of my heart.
The meeting with the man of her past alone has made me angry coupled with the presence of Marisa who suddenly came to my office this morning.
“We are back together, I miss you, I want to start from the beginning,” that he said. If the sentence was spoken before Dusk entered my life, of course I would accept it with pleasure even though the woman had dumped me first.
But now it's different, there's a heart I have to guard, I'm so ....
“Ah Peak ?” the twilight voice suddenly broke my daydream, when I had just seen him sleep.
“Heem.. Kok here anyway,, brother Dimi would like to take me on vacation,”
“Nevent want ?”
“You really, really want even, but ...
“But what ? “
“No, it's not !”
I saw her dimples sink in, sleeping for a moment seemed to make her feelings better, and also made my heart happy.
Finally we arrived at the villa that I had not visited for a long time, fortunately still well maintained and clean, I like this place, calm and
cool, it feels to make the mind calm.
“Kak Dimi, we are here ? both of them ? Radinka same Mommy followed no?”
I answered none of the questions, I just smiled as I opened the car door, and .. huh.. again.
it immediately hugged me and asked to be carried inside.
This is how if the potty is framed, after crying for hours, he always whines for a hug, I so think if he is always like that, spoiled with anyone but my heart always hopes he does
only me.
“Senja you are not hungry ?” ask him while taking out the package of food that I had bought before picking him up earlier.
“Laper, brother Dimi bring what?”
“Bread, later if we have a new bath we take a walk to eat,”
“Oke,”
He snatched the bread I gave him while I
leaning on her shoulder, I always liked her sweet scent.
“Senja,, I met Marisa,”
“Marisa ? Marisa who ?”
“Marisa's her mother Radinka,”
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Dusk POV
I swear, I was shocked to death to hear the words of Brother Dimi,
jegder .. it felt like he was struck by lightning, so the woman actually met Brother Dimi
as mommy said, is she really going to take Radinka or
take Dimi's brother back, then I ...
Just heard a hurtful remark from Hans, did I really hit the jackpot today, two men hit me in a day, he said,
“Oh meet the ex yes,,, definitely brother Dimi happy yes,,,” my words that I added a smile, although I do not want to smile this time, this time, I know Brother Dimi loves that woman very much and I am just a bully who suddenly entered his life, conscious of the twilight conscious, it deserves that today he is so good
to me, this is the reason.
Why do men always do,,, always give roses before giving their spines.
“Now, am I happy or not, but I am obviously surprised,”
“Shocked ? Why ?” I asked again, now the bread that was sweet, already tastes assem as if it wants to stale.
“He asked me to come back with him,”
Jegders...Jegders...
I swear, this is called a bloodless pain, he casually said so, please deh Dimitri Alexander, this is how I am still your wife, why are you so evil. I thought I was telling stories about
Hans to her is the right one, in fact he wants revenge on me
now, Huaaaaa.....
“Ya already... just go back there... right you guys will be happy,” I replied, unfortunately my voice sounds vibrating,, ish I hate.
here, before long, he got up and sat down before me,
Two handsome men who scourged me today, just watch out for you..
“Senja don't mind ?” he asked, looking me in the eye, honestly I can't return his gaze, I just kept quiet, oh God I want to curse this man now
“If he used to ask me that, surely I would immediately agree, but unfortunately if it was different now,,,”
He stopped his sentence, then moved his face closer to mine
“Why ?”
“Because I've fallen in love with you Twilight, I LOVE YOU,”
Either I have to give my face, but soon he immediately smeared my lips with a very deep kiss./////// connect.
