The Duda's Little Wife

Chapter 48

After the lunch passed. Now Andini and Revan are in the garden where Revan buried the innocent little fetus. Andini saw a small mound beside the frangipani flower. He put the white lily he bought next to him. With slightly teary eyes Andini spoke.

"sorry Mommy who can't take care of you until you see the bitter sweetness of the world son, Mommy apologizes even you leave when Mommy has not known that you have been present in Mommy's womb, I'm sorry I wish you peace in Allah's paradise with the prophets to torment the hyss" the tears that he has been holding since then flowed by themselves without being asked. It is difficult to remember the events that have happened to him. Especially because ignited vengeful emotions in the past the husband who has not been resolved to make his chest increasingly tight. Even to the point of taking the life of this innocent fetus. It was very curious that Andini strangled the neck of the woman who had pushed him to abort the fetus he had not known.

Andini pov's.

Today I have recovered from a miscarriage that I never wanted. This is the first time I have visited the grave of my future son who has not even had the chance to hold his tiny finger, hear his cry, see his face whether it is similar to mine or exactly my husband. It would be barbaric for that demonic woman if I could wish to feel like I was strangling her neck, breaking her dirty hand that deliberately pushed me until I had a severe hemorrhage that led to the life of my future baby.

I want to scream and cry as loud as possible. It was so exciting to put out all the emotions that ran through my mind. I feel as if fate is playing tricks on me but whatever power until the tears are gone will not change the destiny of the creator. But I am grateful at least with this reprimand I realize there are still many bad things that exist in me. I realized I was complaining more than grateful until I forgot there was some orphan property that I had not given to the one who deserved it. Hopefully, this incident can make me more mature more often share with others to remember this sadness.

I promise to be more loving to others and careful that no matter how hard we try to keep if indeed fate has not been on our side what is the power of a servant who opposes all his power, he said, even before him I was no more valuable than a drop of soul-cooling dew that fell in the morning. O Lord guide your useless servant. I did sin after the property of my late father who was contested by my aunt and uncle after returning to belong to my family I did not then share it with people who are more in need out there. I have neglected to ignore the people around who are in need. Thank God the way you matured me was amazing.