
While at Viviana's place
Viviana prostrated herself and complained to the creator for a third of the night
Tired of the problems of life, embarrassed to remember once he wasted from chunks of diamonds, just for the sake of sharp pebbles
Still feeling sorry and continuing to regret
"Yes Allah. I wanted to die right then and there, when I met him. When I was like this, I met someone who had graced my life. The man I hurt, and I kicked in my life. Your life is almost perfect. But I am blind because of another man who is inferior to you. I was wrong with you. I take whatever belongs to us, even yours I take forcibly. I'm so old right now, it's not worth seeing good people like you and your family"
Srek
Vivianan's breath was choked from crying too long for her fate "Mas, I'm ashamed of you. Living alone without family, all is lost. I'm having tremendous trouble. Even my own son doesn't know. I don't deserve to be a good mother" Viviana cried again
Every thing that happens in this life is the will of God as the owner and creator of the universe. However, often the way of life is not in accordance with human expectations which is often cause a sense of disappointment, fatigue, despair that eventually trigger feelings of complaining. As a result one cannot enjoy life calmly and gratefully.
"Then, my life was shrouded with all its flaws. But actually not, many advantages that need to be grateful. Fatih, you deserve a better medal. Turns out I was wrong. The wheels are not always up. And now, I'm at the bottom" Vivi came back crying and crying
"Vi, you're crying again"
The voice broke his concentration
Viviana immediately rubbed her face and tears, then took off her face and folded it while turning her head a little "Mbak is up?"
"What time is it"
"Hour 03:30 mbak"
"You're asleep?"
"It's mbak"
"You finished praying last night?"
Viviana stood up, then sat down next to her "Yes"
This woman looked at Viviana who had a veiled face "Vi, honestly, you still have a taste with your husband who gave us food this afternoon huh?"
Viviana smiled wryly "20 years together, it was a long time ago. I thought about it a little. Reasonable right?" Viviana turned back to her friend, then touched him again "Mas Fatih was never angry when I was angry at him"
"Oh, his name is Fatih"
"Yes. The salary he gave me, I always thought it was small and nothing compared to my salary. And nearly 100 million, he gave me that money, every month. Plus my own salary. All of them, almost 200. But it's in my hand with no left"
"What was your ex-husband doing this afternoon?"
"He's a, doctor"
This woman already knows, that Viviana had worked in the hospital as a head of field
"Oh, clean beaches"
Viviana looked at Supriyatin "Yes, we are like earth and sky" Viviana shed her tears again
"I'm sorry, I don't mean to, mocking your profession now Vi. But I salute you. You're highly educated, until you're placed in a high position in the hospital first"
"While mbak, it is common to live hard. Because mbak does not have a diploma" he said
Viviana jerking
"No, we're the same. Both be a street cleaner" Smile wryly he shows again
"Vi, are you tired of working like you are now?"
"I am now different. Complaining of fatigue is natural, as long as you don't forget to be grateful to have a job" the lyrics "Now, right?"
Supriyatin holding Vivi's hand "You're right Vi"
"Life is not easy and everyone knows it. I used to complain. Like I was the only one who suffered"
Supriyatin mangosteen
"Now I know, mostly complaining, don't expect to be tough or great. Because of the little things we have, we should be grateful"
"Yes Vi"
"I used to not care. If I see him, my emotions run high. But now, with the flaws I have, there's perfection tucked inside him"
Viviana is crying again
"Vi, is this what you want to get back to her?"
Viviana shook her head "No"
"Thank God. You must be strong Vi"
"Enjoy the journey. Let's just say, whatever happens is a little gift from God"
"Yes you're right. God's plan always ends with kindness. Then hold on."
"Yes mbak"
"Defying will only add to your problems, hinder your prayers and upset the people around you."
Supriyatin stands "Life is deliberately made not easy, separating people who want to try. Work until your dreams are achieved, the key is step by step. Keep fighting and praying, an effort will not betray results.to achieve your goals well."
"Yes mbak. Every problem has a way out. Everything beautiful needs a fight"
"Rubber. If tired of rest"
They looked at each other, then hugged each other while crying and laughing
"You must be strong Vi. Even though your Fatih was almost perfect as you said just now, you should still leave him" They had already broken off "Oiya, was that the young lady your son, or his wife"
"He's his wife, whom I used to rage at their wedding"
"You're rampaging too?"
"I'm not strong mbak. I thought Fatih couldn't move on from me. But in fact, he can find a better replacement than me"
Viviana turned her head to look at Supriyatin "It seems. As long as I lived with Fatih, we never cared about lowly people like us. But look, Fatih's different now. He cares more about others. If not his wife, who"
"Yes. Yes already. Don't think about them anymore. The path is different"
"Yes, you're right. It's better to be busy finding ways to improve yourself, rather than busy blaming things"
"Yes. Do not worry about the future, the most important thing is to do good today, then God will repay your kindness in the future."
"Thank you mbak"
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In apartment
Retno's wet everywhere
This morning, Retno returned to a wet bath, after the fight last night
Retno accidentally had her hair stall, and not dried
Fatih hugged her from behind "After breakfast yuk streets"
"Where?"
"Where it goes"
"Muterin yuk apartment building. Looks cold mas"
"If it's cold now. If it's bad, it's hot"
"Yes do not time dzuhur dong mas. Let's have breakfast first. My energy is over. Need to charge"
"Mistake yourself last night cringe. I want to see ya" God
"Ih, move aside" Retno immediately left Fatih standing in the kitchen "We have breakfast first, so we can face the weather"
Fatih laughed, and continued for breakfast
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This morning, Fatih took Retno for a walk to the free playground, around this apartment
"What do pregnant women want to eat"
"Not want anything. Still full" he said, pointing at his protruding belly
"That's mah, full of it. It gets even bigger when you look around"
"Because of the confusion, make me this way"
"Ih. Now you dare, say so. They know what it feels like"
"Let's..." Fatih has been pushed by Retno
"Yes, yes, no. Keep going, baby what do you want"
"Want a slide, will you?" Candidates
"Miss.. Baby, she's pregnant. Honey is not afraid of anything happening that is equally content"
Retno laughs "Canda mas.. Jokes"
Fatih snorted dejectedly "You made the hanging man know"
"Hehe mas is a heart doctor. Just check it yourself. Easy-going"
"Where is the doctor to check for himself. There's nothing"
"Keep it sick"
"Other doctors are checking. Mantri can be circumcised on their own, or self-injected. It must be someone else who did"
"Yes, who knows if there are. Uh, but there's no doctor who's sick, just keep checking"
Fatih glanced at Retno "Yes nothing, you are, not maintained"
"Gurau. So, heart doctors too, can get sick from surprise"
"Yes can. His name is human, if surprised, it can be dangerous"
Retno is spoiled in her husband's arms "Sorry, don't be so sweet. I said kidding"
"Yes, not tomorrow. It makes the boy hard to know. Fortunately we were immediately given. So don't wait too long"
"Well, why for so long? What matters is that you are given"
"It's old hunting" Fatih said annoyed
"Ooo.." Retno again wrestled "Eh mas" Appoint Retno at the restaurant that is increasingly near "Hans mas Restaurant"
"Yes indeed"
"So, are we going there?"
"Yes. You in the field do not want to buy anything. Yaudah, mumpung mas holiday, deliberately take a walk to the restaurant. Deket right?"
"He em"
"No pa-pa was invited here?"
"No pa-pa, I'm just grinning"
"Okay, we let's go"
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