The Doctor and Nurse

Miserably

Halil POVs

" Today I go back to saying, I'm a stupid man.Only you, only you, like the destiny I made myself, I never had anyone like you.Today, I'm back shedding tears of regret, sorry for my stupidity. The more I wipe you out, the more I miss you."

Only if you're happy, if you smile then I'm very happy. Farewell is sad, my heart hurts. If I can't see you, can't look at you, can't hear you, I'm not okay.

"As the saying goes, someone you are currently half dead is someone who will make you numb later on."

"My message to you, if there's no more me interrupting your day, no more messages asking for news, no more good-night sayings, believe me I never stop loving you. I just changed my ways by praying. Now I understand that prayer is a way of loving the unloved. Later we are no longer together, it is not allowed to look at each other again, I will still be grateful for having been given the opportunity in your love, ever the reason you laugh, I will be grateful, have been a listener of your story even though the story about him. But in my prayer, your name is always my soul mate, I believe there is a way God can restore all this".

"At least I was able to become something in your life even if it was only "limitedly necessary".And then I'll come back to see you as someone whose wounds have healed, as someone whose heart pieces have returned intact. I'll tell you how much I have to get up and run from the pursuit of your shadow, about how much I have to argue with my heart to keep going or give up, about how much I have to be able to even though it is actually heavy. Later I will meet you as someone whose love is still but the sense of wanting to have it is no. Do we have to get to that stage?"

"Funny is like this, there is no longer a relationship but mutual worry. Seeing him with the others, it does not feel welcome, even though we are not who he is.

Even when he saw me with another, he seemed angry somehow. Actually our story is over, but there are still a handful of flavors that can only be accepted by both of us."

" I hate fighting with you, and then you shut me up."

" I missed you again this time.

your name is still the main character in my heart, all about you still vividly remembered in the story of our memories that have now ended, erasing your tracks is not as easy as I write, he said,turns out it really took a long time to let go of everything."

" Sometimes the longing comes suddenly, which makes me helpless to do what to miss this, while someone who is missed now does not ignore me.I have to how else?".

" It turns out the more I get here. I am not the one who is not good at treating people. But someone who does not understand, how to provide good feedback as well. Because I always think about other people's feelings, while I hurt myself."

From the way you treated me, I was the remnant of an uncertain certainty.

" My biggest mistake was to think that he was the best home for all the sadness and fatigue out there, to the extent that I feel that he's what will never hurt because he's been considered the best. So it does not cross if one day my own house hurts me, because it has become entangled in overconfidence. Now when everything I understand turns out to be wrong, that the best is not necessarily forever going to be like that, man will change as time takes him. All that remains of me and the hard decision to end this, that it is indeed time to understand there will be no more of the same."

" thank you. Now, everything about you I've let go. Although bitter I feel, but still you are someone who has had an important role in the path of life. About letting go of you is never easy, I have to kill every time this longing invades the heart, leaving behind sweet and bitter memories that will of course make a tightness in the heart. But it's okay, the journey to mengikhlaskan you is never boring, there are many challenges that sometimes make me want to return. But my feet are now solid. My steps are up, back to walking. Leaving a story about us that will be eternal in the past dimension.

I also never regretted that we had to end, because somehow we're just human beings who often wish too deeply while fate never wants to know."

" Thank you for being a part of my life.

Thank you for being there and trying to get to know me.

Thank you for every wound that now incites maturity.

And thank you for teaching me how to get up when no hand is willing to hold up, how to smile when the heart is too tired to carve a curved line."

" It's a hard choice when you're presented by someone new, but your heart keeps thinking about the old person who's gone. When viewed from the sense of comfort of old people are winners, but it is very stupid to fall into the same hole.But love sometimes makes humans stupid."

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