the dilemma of life

the dilemma of life
chapter 8



arriving in her room fanny's phone rang fanny grabbed her phone seen the phone that kept ringing turned out to be reyhan who called her.


" hello, "greet fanny


" hello, where are you ? ko disappeared "answered someone from there.


" i'm sorry, you were sleeping so I went to my mother's house "fanny replied


" jude, when did you come home ? " ask reyhan


" maybe I'll be home tonight" he replied


" well, be careful on the road "


reyhan hung up the phone, fanny frowned and smiled


" it turns out romantic reyhan also yes "the mumbling in the heart.


" eat first son" said the goddess who stood in the doorway.


" yes ma'am "reply fanny to the dinner table


"sister .." cried clara who immediately hugged fanny


"hey baby, how are you ? " tanya fanny returned the hug of her sister.


" well ka, " answered clara


" how's your school ? " ask fanny again


" good as well" brother "


" oh yes, let's eat together "


" let's brother I'm hungry too "


they ate together at the dinner table.


" clara, soon you will pass as I want you to enter smp country at xxx" said fanny in between her meals


" but said clara's mother entered private smp at xxx" clara replied in between her meals


" it's son, we talk again later after his meal is finished" said the goddess


" yes ma'am "reply fanny continues her meal.


after she finished eating, Clara went into her room while fanny and her mother sat on the porch relaxing.


" daughter, how old are you now ?" ask the goddess


" his age is still 3 weeks ma'am, " replied fanny who stroked her stomach


" would the baby be responsible ? " ask her again


fanny silently bowed her head, "the father of this baby wants to marry me he wants to be responsible ma'am "answer fanny lirih


" if indeed he wants to marry you, immediately you ask the man to meet the mother "return the goddess firmly.


" well ma'am, " said fanny.


" where do you live now, son ? " ask the goddess.


" a..kuu , I live in my own kosan ma'am," replied fanny brick.


eventually, they were silent for a long time,


" mom, today would be late afternoon you should rest in the room mom is sick so you have to rest a lot, let's help fanny to the room" said fanny who helped her mother go to the room.


after escorting her mother to the room, fanny headed for her sister's room .


" clara, what are you doing ?" ask fanny who approached her only child.


" this is clara again for tomorrow" replied clara.


" wahh smart boy yes, "said fanny stroked his sister's head


" where does my sister live now ? " ask clara who is still staring at her book


" sister lives in the room, clara can you ask me something ? " ask fanny


" clara, as long as you're at home, why are you ? " ask fanny whispered


clara bowed her head her eyes began to shed tears slowly she answered her brother's question "clara likes to peep mother in the room, mother if in the room like to cry and talk the same picture of father" replied clara Lirih


fanny's heart skipped a beat she couldn't believe what her sister said, with her heart still curious fanny asked her sister again.


" clara Denger what didn't you say ? "


" mother told me to the picture of father that mother is not strong anymore to live mother wants to once overtake father in heaven" said clara flat


hearing the words of his sister felt the chest of fanny tightness did not feel her tears began to fall .


" ko nangis' brother ? brother don't cry " said clara who wiped tears on fanny's cheek


fanny smiled "clara studied again yes brother wants to go to the room first" said fanny who stroked her sister's head and left her sister.


when in the room fanny cries without her inner voice it hurts a lot to see her mother's suffering, fanny laments the deeds she practiced during her school fanny is eager to help her mother when she graduates but her vain hopes of her broken hearted life are sliced. when night fell, Fanny said goodbye to her mother to go home in an online taxi.


" mom, fanny came home yes mother take good care of her health as well ya ma'am " said fanny saying goodbye to her mother


" heart on the way, son, quickly return mother always waiting for your return "reply ma'am goddess who kissed her two cheeks


" yes ma'am, fanny came home yes drugs mom" said fanny left her mother.


after arriving at the house reyhan fanny is very surprised to see mona and reyhan who are making love in his room.


" reyhan ! " spoken fanny.


" hey can't if you want to enter the door first ?" ask mona emotion


" reyhan what are you doing here ? " said fanny who stood in the doorway


" do you see for yourself, what am I doing ? " reyhan answered who was wearing his clothes.


with tears flooding fanny's cheeks, fanny runs to the dining table she cries imagining reyhan's deeds to her.


" hey you, "call the mona that's approaching the fanny


" what do you want ? " ask fanny


" you are not ashamed to still live here while Reyhan loves me so much" replied the cynical mona


" for what I'm ashamed I'm pregnant with her child, you should be ashamed of you who met me you also damaged it "fanny reply firmly


" hahahaha, that was before I was spotted by robby and I now love reyhan "


" cheap ! " shouts fanny.


" what's this about a storm ? " reyhan said approaching the two of them without guilt


" he loves to insult me cheaply" said Mona who whined to reyhan.


" yaudah you go home yes take a taxi I can not anter you so you take a taxi just yes" said reyhan


" you exasperate me "reply with the pouting mona


" i told you to go home don't make me angry ! " snaps reyhan


and finally mona obeyed reyhan's orders with a cynical look towards fanny. After mona went home fanny towards reyhan's room she took a suitcase after which fanny put her shirt into the suitcase.


" where are you going ? " ask reyhan casually


" i wouldn't stay with you I can still support my son later" replied fanny without looking back at reyhan.


reyhan grabbed fanny's hair his left hand stroked fanny's smooth cheek " babe, stay here with me and never get out of this house understand ? " snaps reyhan


fanny shoved reyhan's body "you're crazy I'm here just to see you fuck that crazy woman ? "


" i will marry you so stay in this house ! " snaps reyhan


" i'd rather be a badass with my son than live with a crazy man like you !" fanny said she didn't want to lose.


plaques..


reyhan slapped fanny's face until the tip of her lips bled, "he's my son too and I don't want my son to be so puffy out there ! don't argue with my order to stay here "emotionally and leave fanny and lock the door from the outside.


" reyhan bukaa .. bukaaaa the door reyhan "cried fanny who banged on the door from the inside but reyhan did not care.