
Arsi has not told Abah or Umi everything, Abah also did not want to ask if indeed his children did not tell. Abah does not want to interfere too much with them, not Abah does not care so that they learn to solve their own problems.if both tell a new story Abah will give advice.
" eat a lot of Bilal". said Umi while taking rice to Bilal's plate. Because tau arsi will not do that, arsi just silent without a word at all he ate but the portion is less than before.
" yeah umi thank you". even though it was clean bruises on Bilal's face are still visible.
" How is your work ". asked Abah to turn the mood on.
" Thank God Abah is getting more patients".
" being a famous doctor and expert is also a Bilal exam, being a famous person you have to divide your time between work and your profession and family".
" yes Abi inshaallah Bilal will try his best to divide the time."
After they finished chatting in the television room, as usual and still silent arsi he did not want to say anything. tell about pesantren and other things.
After the contents of his ashes there was a study filling, the entrance to the room in Bilal followed. Arsi still silent he did not want to talk to Bilal at all, arsi read a book by leaning his head on the bed.
" dear baby to talk".
" just talk." Bilal approached at the grab of Arsi's hand, Arsi flicked his hand but was held by Bilal.
" i'm sorry". Arsi is silent he won't answer.
" mom was forced to do it because mama tried to kill herself if she did not marry sherly.mama went to the hospital for a few days almost her life was not helped. I can't think long at that time I'm just afraid if you know for sure you'll get hurt" Bilal said.
" so on now what mas, do you think this does not hurt even more than you bluntly tell the truth" said Arsi tears shed. Bilal rubbed his tears, but he shook his hand and lay down against the wall he was silent as Bilal explained again. bilal hugged Arsi but the more intense she cried when her husband did it to another woman. Bilal kissed the top of Arsi's head many times.
Because maybe tired of crying and thoughts all day full of emotions and tightness in the chest arsi asleep. Bilal saw her for a moment then Bilal broke his embrace he came out of the room deliberately wanted to meet Abah. But did not dare Bilal if Abah was asleep, Bilal took coffee and he made her mind more fresh aja. Bilal then headed to the side terrace which is usually used Abah to calm down.
Abah had prepared himself indeed waiting for that moment, Abah came out to sit beside Bilal. Abah rubbed the shoulder of Bilal who was pondering.
" every human being has his own test, son, the higher the test, the more God loves us" Abah said.
" but Abah, here Bilal is wrong. Bilal is wrong Bilal betrayed the spirit of Abah. forgive Bilal." then Bilal told him everything.
" Abah knows your position between your mother and Arsi, Abah is sure you can solve your problem."
" Bilal was afraid Abah Arsi left Bilal, Bilal did not want to bah.krugged Bilal to keep Bilal's heart only for arsi, for years Abah.sorry Bilal bah Bilal confused." Bilal wept in front of Abah, Abah knew that Bilal was sincere long ago so loved Arsi for who he was.
" patiently want to slow down tomorrow solve your problems there will all be a way out ". ..
" Bilal doesn't feel strong, ."
" a couple must be open whatever it is, let alone this is a problem like this. You know who arsi is if you tell the truth I'm sure he will not refuse your mother's wishes." abah explained.
" continue now what should Bilal do bah, on the one hand Bilal also think mama. mama too reckless that Bilal so confused" said Bilal again he cried.
" Bilal doesn't want to lose Arsi, ". Abah rubbed the shoulder of Bilal who had been crying until he put his ego crying in front of his in-laws.
" get up early pray repentance please forgive Allah, say all your complaints as Allah asks for a way out for your problems son.Best listener is only Allah SWT.
" yes Abah inshaallah will Bilal do."
" now that you're resting it's night time, beyond you there's still responsibility towards your patients you still have to be healthy and strong. I'm sure you can find the best way out." Abah left Bilal.
Bilal also moved from his seat he then went inside, at the sight of arsi sleeping still with his eyes moist.miris bilal heart saw arsi that looks worn tired.
" pardon mass arsi, mas is very guilty of you ". he said softly rubbed his head kissed his forehead.
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Bilal accidentally applied for leave of absence to the hospital by chance there was a newcomer doctor passed his name doctor Fadil. he was a specialist in cancer and internal medicine, the hospital gave leave. Bilal had told Henry's doctor, and Henry's doctor was ready if there was urgent in the hospital.
Arsi wakes up even so he still serves Bilal by preparing his clothes but arsi does not know if today Bilal will not go to the hospital, he will solve his problems with Arsi first. if he goes to the hospital, he will not focus especially Bilal related to someone's life.
" mas do not work dear today, ", said Bilal, then Arsi took his clothes that he had put on the bed and then replaced them with house clothes.
" today I want to solve our problems.if this is the case, I won't be able to focus on solving anything."
" there's nothing to talk about anymore mas, just divorce the finished thing."
" arsi please don't say that again it never will."
" then what, no one needs a defense army right again mas".
" there's our love."
" love doesn't hurt the mas but what the mas did to the arsi." Arsi cuts off his speech.
" i'm sorry, honey, I'm so sorry".
" there is no need to apologize anymore, arsi can not live in a lie anymore" said arsi he felt severe nausea had been held but now more nauseous.
" huueeek.." arsi ran to the bathroom.
" you why you love you sick." Bilal was panicking.
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