The Destiny of a Wife

4. Doubt

Arga desperately wants a child but Serina can't give it to him, the woman feels very guilty after all that Arga gave for her Serina can't give her anything.

"Sorry..." Wiry

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Very early in the morning Serina woke up from her bed last night occupied by her husband now feels cold like no one ever occupied the mattress next to him.

Serina actually did not feel surprised at all but because the treatment of Arga was very gentle yesterday made her forget that Arga is now different from her Arga first. it has been a month since the man, who has been her husband for nearly six years, left her alone in her room after spending the night together.

I don't know Serina feels like a comfort woman, unlike the comfort women out there they receive a fee after doing her job, while Serina gets nothing but the status she has now.

Removing the blanket covering her body Serina got up from the mattress and then started picking up clothes scattered on the floor and then put them into a special basket of dirty clothes, he said, not wanting to think for a long time about her marriage Serina decided to clean herself up before starting to make breakfast.

Serina soaked her entire body that felt tired in a bathtub filled with warm water with a mixture of aromatherapy in it, sure slowly the pain in her body subsided due to the warm touch of water and aromatherapy hers.

Closing both her eyes enjoying how delicious the warm water touched her body, Serina recalled Arga's treatment last night, how the man kissed her stomach and whispered as if there was life in there. his heart ached at the thought of how Arga desperately wanted a successor in his current life.

Everything feels heavy for Serina, because Arga's unfulfilled desire by Serina the man makes the marriage with love both end like an unwanted marriage.

Serina regained her senses when without realizing her tears were just flowing without being told, feeling there was no point lamenting her fate now Serina came out of the bathtub and took a towel to horrify her body.

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"All right, thank you! I'll come as soon as I can"

pip

Serina hung up her phone, the woman then ordered a taxi to take her to her destination.

Today the woman with the white dress was intending to visit her regular gynecologist. It has become her routine every month to check her body if at the beginning of the marriage Arga always accompanied her to check herself, but now? let alone accompany him to see the doctor, Arga went home on time he was very grateful.

Fifteen minutes later the taxi stopped at a maternity clinic, after paying the fare Serina rushed to enter the clinic. the atmosphere there is quite crowded many prospective mothers who are waiting in line to check themselves like he is today.

"Mrs Arga?"

Serina nodded as one of the nurses approached her.

"Doctor Anna was waiting inside" the nurse led Serina into the designated room.

Serina's arrival was immediately welcomed by a beautiful woman complete with her doctor's suit.The woman called Doctor Anna was smiling sweetly to welcome Serina's arrival.

"Welcome Serina, how are you?" Dr.Anna reached out her right hand which was immediately welcomed by Serina.

"Good news Dr. Anna" Serina replied politely.

"Please sit down"

Anna's doctor began to check on Serina, questions about Serina's health condition, even to the foods she had been consuming and also her night activities with Arga they discussed together.

"Serina, everything is fine you are so healthy there are no symptoms whatsoever that make it difficult for you to get pregnant" Dr. Anna explained the results of her examination to Serina.

"But why haven't I been pregnant yet?" Serina squeezed her fingers nervously.

Doctor Anna sighed heavily feeling sorry for this young lady in front of her, she knew how much pressure Arga and her family put on her.

Anna clasped Serina's hand tightly trying to strengthen the woman.

"Out there are many women who have just had children at the age of their marriage which is more than ten years.so with you Serina the age of your marriage has not been too long let alone you are young, there is a lot of time you can have. You just need to be patient and pray to God that your desire to get a child is granted."

True everything that Doctor Anna said to her was very true during this time Serina was always patient and also praying, but there was no point in all that if Arga could not do the same as it seemed.

"Thank you, Doctor"

"Hem, Be patient" Doctor Anna smiled gently feeling compassion for the condition of this young woman before her.

Serina nodded then she left from there feeling relieved because the thing she was afraid of did not happen at all.

While outside the clinic her eyes were fixed on a black luxury car used by her husband, the car was parked across from the Seafood restaurant right in front of the clinic he was currently visiting.

Serina tried not to think negatively but everything was broken when she saw the man who was her husband was holding a beautiful woman next to him.

Her chest felt like it was in a strong squeeze when she saw her husband together with another woman, when only last night they spent the night together but why could Arga do something like this?.

The man did not say anything to her before leaving, he thought that if Arga went to his office because early in the morning without waiting for him to wake up Arga had left the house.

"No Serina, don't think badly of your husband"

Trying to endure the pain in her heart Serina left that place as soon as possible.

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The shadow of her husband being with another woman could not be forgotten Serina just like that, the day had changed the night but Serina's bad thoughts about Arga had not changed at all since last. Serina was eager to ask Arga for clarity but the man did not show her nose in front of Serina at all.

It was past midnight Serina was waiting for Arga, but the man had not returned from his office at all, not even Arga had contacted him at all. although not for the first time Arga did not contact her but still Serina is still very worried about her Husband.

"Where are you, Mas?"

When Serina tried to trust her husband, but her husband instead acted as if justifying all the bad thoughts of Serina.just to renew it Arga could not, how great the change of Arga then and now.

Then what should he do now?

TBC......