
Beautiful glance to the side, there is no word from Bagus. Indah deliberately said so, and deliberately wanted to know the man's response to the statement he made. His little heart was crying, but what could be done, he had to strengthen himself, so that the heartache he was experiencing would be eroded, little by little and then lost and accustomed.
Nice to just be quiet, clenching his hands, and then the man looked to be breathing heavily as if he was about to speak something, but hesitated.
Beautiful thinking and curious, "what would be nice to say, why look depressed? "
Beautiful heartless, the girl was confused, until finally decided to close her mouth and continue eating. Not long after, the man stood up, gave money to the beautiful mother, without saying anything, his feet swung out of the stall.
***
flashbacks
" Gus, do you remember this letter? " asked Wanda, when they were in front of the pharmacy, after submitting the internship license to the owner of the pharmacy.
The girl showed me a letter with a pink envelope.
It's good to try to remember, but it doesn't work. The shadow in his brain pointed faintly, that Nice had seen the letter. The man frowned, too,
" I. I'm like I've seen it, but I think I've forgotten more, um. sorry" said Good, with a bad heart.
Wanda looked disappointed, and Bagus grew curious, "is that important letter?", thought the man.
Wanda then thrust out the letter, and told Good to read it.
" What is this letter? " say Bagus instantly, as he began to open the envelope and take the same colored paper as the envelope, pink.
Good to have finished reading, the man was surprised by the contents, but not too much to surprise himself. In his gaze Wanda later, with raging feelings. It was good to not think that Wanda liked him long ago. Yes, he used to be amazed by the feminine and gentle figure of Wanda, but the feeling was just awe, there was no feeling of love, just consider him a friend.
" I didn't read this letter back then, and I don't think it was from you, I guess Rendy who pranked me, I'm sorry" the man apologized.
Wanda smiled in response, though,
" I'm sorry, too, and once you know, I don't mind, if you call me an aggressive girl, I'm willing to take that. "
It's good to be wide-eyed, It's not in my mind at all to say that, as Wanda says, she knows all too well about appreciating the feelings of others. Unconsciously said,
" No, I'm not what you think, I know you may have to. uh. "his mouth stopped immediately, why is he so strange..
Wanda had been listening and watching the look on her face, when the man spoke, a little disappointed, this man's expression was ordinary, not showing anything else on his face.
The girl turned her gaze in the other direction, suddenly feeling embarrassed and regretful for her overly exaggerated attitude.
" I'm sorry I'm Wanda, I. I don't have any special feelings for you, I. " say Good frankly according to his heart.
Wanda looked down, her tears slowly coming down her cheeks. Good confused how, not the intention of hurting the girl in front of him.
" why, why don't you like me, aren't we very close, and you don't have any other girlfriends besides me either, hiks, the girl looked depressed and sad. Good is getting bad.
" Wanda..pardon me. actually my soul mate has been determined by my parents since a long time ago, so I can not love other women." Good reply with a heavy heart.
Hearing Good's remark, Wanda looked back at the man, her eyes were curious and in disbelief, Good as if deliberately lying to him, but the man ignored her.
Good then stood up, was not pleased with his atmosphere as it is now, let alone explain his speech, stupid, Wanda believe it or not.
" When your business is done, let me take you home! " take the man. His attitude turned cold and stiff.
flashback complete.
****
On campus.
Arman and Nella were standing under a tree in front of the biology room, waiting for Good to come. The first lecture hours are practice in the biology room. When the sight of his friend appearing, swinging his legs closer to them, Arman immediately greeted him, and asked
"Bro's old tumben, the streets are jammed?, your feelings have come out first" asked Arman.
" No, there was no traffic jam, just had time to dig at the stall" reply Good said a lie.
" Nih" Good replied, while giving up a paper into the hands of Arman.
the three of them stepped in, seeing Nella watching Good as they sat in the room, finding the man's face looking gloomy. Nella then whispered to Arman, telling him that.
At the end of this his friend did look moody, both at the boarding house and on campus, as if he was getting into trouble, Arman became curious , what problem was the friend was experiencing.
****
pov beautiful (that night)
"I don't want to think about this love all the time. Feelings of love can not be forced, no matter how close our relationship, how long we are friends, even though almost every day meet, if there is no love, yes it is the reality. "
" hiks. hiks... " (Beautiful crying, her feelings are very sad and disappointed)
"Sir Wanda is beautiful, Graceful and smart, they look harmonious when together. "
"Maybe Good Brother was on purpose, but why did he lie, whether I was ugly, was he ashamed to have a friend like me. Well indeed, my hair is short, even I dress up like a guy, oh. right. good brother embarrassed to have a friend like me. hiks.. "
" hiks. hiks... is very evil."
" But Good Brother was very kind to me, he always helped me all this time, even he saved me when the accident, I. I owe him a lot, I don't want to hate him,... I wanted to repay that debt, even though he always made my feelings hurt. "
"Yes we're just friends, I have to be able to accept that"
****
The kost an Putra
"Why Gus, at the end of this I see you often daydream, not to mention your face in the bend, you have a problem" said Arman, asked Bagus who was sleeping on a sofa chair at the boarding house.
Arman sat down next to him, putting down a cup of hot coffee he had just made.
Nice getting up, then sitting down, taking Arman's glass and sipping a little coffee in it.
" well. I'm dizzy"
" what dizzy thinking?, your father again? " sahut Arman's.
" yeah, I can say that, I have something to do too."
Arman looked over, a little confused.
" You mean? " tanya asked, while knitting her eyebrows.
" I love girls, and I'm jealous to see her walk with other guys. "
Arman then understood, the man immediately chuckled.
" that means we fell in love with Gus, .. hehehe? "
" the thing is, my father will interfere with my soul mate, I'm sure about that, he also told me at that time. "
" Crazy. "
" that is, he always attached great importance to his business, . "Good reply, his gaze turned sharply to stare at the empty thing in front of him, which was blocked by the wall.
" So you hesitate to express your love to that girl? "
" yes, I'm afraid that eventually I'll hurt her by leaving her in time, I don't want her to get hurt."
" i understand Gus your problem, yes.if I think, why don't we try to introduce him when you guys are dating, who knows your father changed his mind? "
" i'm not sure Man, I'm not sure you'd agree, like my brother used to. "
(connect)