
After pouring out the contents of his heart with the writing in the diary, Cha went out of the room to eat. His stomach feels lager. In the lyrics into the room, no one was active. They are in their own rooms.
"That once big house, eating alone," Cha stepped into his adak room. He wanted to go in but he didn't. Cha is afraid she hates him for doing it again. Cha finally took the food and brought it into his room.
Cha ate voraciously because he was already starving. He kept eating his food. Until the phone ringing sounds. But he doesn't care about it. Cha just wants to eat and rest.
After he finished eating, he immediately washed the dishes and tidied the dining table. Then Cha went into the room. She sat in front of the dressing table, looking at her reflection on the glass. He talks to himself through the glass.
"Why do you have to be like this. Rise Cha up, open your eyes, and look at everything. Are you going to live this kind of life continuously?" Cha laughed looking at himself in the mirror.
"Gw don't want to be like this. I have to go to Jo***. I want to be away from the parents, I want to wander," said Cha who still spoke in front of the mirror.
Then he went back to bed and broke his body. He wants to calm his heart, body and mind. He wants to sleep well. Before going to bed Cha did not forget to pray first. Then he slept well.
Today Cha rushes to wake up, she is afraid that her mother will be angry again. He also cleaned the house. Because today his father is going home. Cha did not dare to greet his mother, he preferred to be quiet and dodge. He still does not like to see his mother especially until now his body still feels pain due to the treatment of his mother. Cha only sees Sika who just finished breakfast and sits quietly in front of the TV. She did not see her mother's whereabouts, then she came to Sika.
"Where's the deck?" asked Cha briefly.
"Go shopping, today papa came home. Brother not having breakfast?" sika asked without looking back at Cha.
"Yes, I want breakfast. What time did you come here?" Cha asked again.
"Do not know brother, why sister nanya? I can't wait to see you, papa..," Sika's tease to Cha.
"Cih.sapa also want to meet. Males just know that papa comes, not comfortable at home, want to leave the house if papa dateng," said Cha who immediately passed from Sika's place.
Sika Cuek heard her brother's answer. He knows how his brother is. She was sad to see her sister this one. My mother never paid attention to this sister. All you care about is the first child to the third and the youngest. Sika pityes seeing Cha who is not getting any attention. But he can't do anything.
"Hahhh pity you brother, you must be strong and independent sister," muttered Sika looking at Cha from behind.
Finally the time that awaited came as well. Cha's father came home.
"Assalamu'alaikum., ." said his father.
"Wa'alaikumussalam, Who," said Sika.
"It's papa nang" replied the father. The door was opened. Seen a man who was already aged he was their father who rarely came home like bang Toyib, hihihi.
There was no warm and happy welcome from Sika or Cha for his return. They are ordinary, even Cha who heard his papa coming looks funny, there is no longing to be seen from Cha or Sika.
"Sister Cha is in his room, while mama goes out to Bu Nur's place," replied Sika who was still silent at the door to see her father who did not miss him at all.
"Oh...., papa belom eat nang, you prepare papa food first. It's papa there bring souvenirs, tidy up on the table. And get Cha's brother," said his papa briefly.
"Yes pa, keep Sika prepared first. Before preparing her papa meal, Sika called her sister in the room.
"So I'm going home, called papa tuh there..," Sika tells her sister to meet her father. Then he prepared his papa.
"Is. Males really big sister out," Cha ogah-ogahan stepped up, but he also met his papa.
"Eh.papa dah nyampe. How about pa, what?" ask Cha basa stale. Then he shook his hand and sat down before his father.
"Healthy, how's school? Yesterday I heard you skipped school, why did Cha do that? Don't you feel sorry for your mom to be that thought?" Her father knew about Cha's behavior. Because her mother immediately complained about Cha's ugliness to her father.
Cha looked down not daring to look at his papa face. Then he said, "Sorry, yes Cha was wrong for skipping school" Cha frightenedly replied to his father.
"Where are you if you skip that, who's truant?" His papa looked at Cha sharply and intimidatedly.
"Mmmm anu pa, Cha.eee truant same temen, we play to friends' house, pa. It just so happened that we didn't go to school so we went to Cha's friend's place, who didn't go in," answered nervously because he had to make up a lie.
"Can you believe your words..?If you get caught with papa, you lie, what is the punishment for you who pantes?" ask her papa.
"Yes, Cha's not lying, really. Next time Cha promises not to skip back, I'm sorry Cha ya pa" Cha looked at his papa face with a pleading face.
"Yes, this time I'll believe you, but next time I don't want to hear you skip anymore, if that happens, you won't go back to school, hear that!" threaten her father firmly.
Papa Cha is actually a nice person to talk to but because of the situation and conditions, so that makes them rarely interact. Moreover, the work of his father who sailed abroad, increasingly making them both away.
"Yes pa, Cha promises never to repeat it again. Cha will study earnestly," Cha smiled forcefully looking at his papa.
"Yes, have you eaten? If you eat blom, yuk accompany papa. Papa dah laper nih," his papa immediately got up and headed to the dining table. Cha also follows his papa from behind, accompanying his papa to a meal. Although Cha has actually eaten, but sometimes no one accompanied his father to eat. Sika also ate with them.
At the dinner table no one dared to speak, because at home, if you eat no one is allowed to talk, that is the rule that they run. After eating, Cha and Sika return to their rooms. There is no word of encounter between father and son.
Since his father married another woman who is now in the city of Jaka**, they rarely met. His father spent more time there if his ship leaned back. Don't get to meet, financially too, now it's limited. More time, money and attention for his family in Jaka***. So, Cha and Sika if the school is given mediocre money even just for the cost of the doang.
Sometimes at Cha and Sika school they are considered difficult children. Because their appearance is not like people. The school bag they used had been torn and sewn, besides the shoes used by Cha, also opened the front. They are afraid to ask for new ones. Because her mother must have told them to sew her to knock on her shoes. It's sad that Cha and Sika's fate. In contrast to his older brothers, they facilitated a complete lack of.