The Decapat Mentari Morning

Must go back to losing

The sky looks shady today as if the universe is mourning the passing of the great master of power, Indra Kusuma Atmaja breathed his last after undergoing treatment in the hospital for two days due to the factors of the disease he suffered at his old age.

The mansion owned by Indra was filled by relatives as well as colleagues who served the last respects to the owners of power who are famous philanthropists.

Ceisya looks very hard hit with the departure of the grandfather, he does not want to be far from the side of his grandfather who has been covered in shrouds, both eyes look swollen because of long crying.

Indra is one of the people who are very important in the life of Ceisya like his parents, his parents,and only Indra is the only place to depend after the departure of both parents plus Indra is very indulgent ceisya understand only ceisya the only granddaughter he has Indra.

After the funeral procession of Indra,one by one the relatives and extended family of Indra died big house owned by Indra except those who still have interests including ceisya who still refused to leave Indra palace where many left a beautiful impression with Indra engraved sweet in the mind of ceisya.

"Are we gonna spend the night here, baby?" Hans asked the surprised ceisya with Hans voice that was not heard his step into the workspace Indra his grandfather, by holding Q his quiet baby in his father's arms.

"Mas, I still feel that my grandfather is still here" Hans knows he is very lost for Indra's departure.

"Grandfather was calm dear there, past do:a we are connected with grandfather" Hans gently rubbed his ceisya head that lay his head on the workbench Indra based on one of his hands.

"Why should grandfather leave me mas?" ceisya reaffirmed his tears from the corner of his eye.

"This is the way of God dear, we can not fight destiny" Hans embraced ceisya who still sat in the chair of greatness Indra.

"Who should I be sweet?"innocently asking made Hans smile.

"There is still a mas here dear"Hans hopes ceisya realized he is no longer a child who has been spoiled Indra, now there is a Q who also needs him.

Ceisya cries again and Hans calms him down which makes Q wake up from his sleep in his father's arms, and makes him realize there is a helpless figure who still depends on him at this time.

"Darling to be hungry?"Hans stared at his daughter's innocent face with a mouth that tasted the sign she was hungry.

"Mother Q is hungry" Hans hands Q over to a ceisya who seems to know better about his daughter's condition.

"Q hungry here.the mother's child's love until hungry"he seemed to forget the sadness he felt when he saw his baby needed him.

Hans looked at his two beloved women who interacted with each other without Hans being able to understand clearly the language of love only the two of them could explain.

In another room

Cousin and brother ceisya still talking or whatever it is that certainly Hans did not want to involve himself to discuss the ownership of Indra that has been written in the will that is currently in the tell indra lawyers who will be read according to the time specified.

Hans only wanted to visit the small palace, not the Indra palace, which Hans found uncomfortable, as Hans already knew enough after Indra's death there would be a conflict of power struggle that Hans did not want to know about it.

Hans is not ambitious to have something to guarantee the future of his family but Hans is more comfortable with looking for it himself without relying on others.

Hans also always subtly refused Indra's request to accept running his business, Hans felt business was not his world and did not want anything to happen if run by himself who is not a businessman.

The business that Hans pioneers is engaged in the field of education that according to him wants to advance the younger generation and educate the nation and Indra knows as well as his cousin who feels unmatched by the way Hans moves in the field of education is not the business world that has been run by Indra and its successors.

Ceisya was in line with Hans who wanted to educate the nation instead of running a business like his grandfather and his grandfather's extended family, in which there was a smell of competition that sometimes did not care about blood relations and beyond logic.

Towards the night ceisya finally left the grand palace of his grandfather to return home, considering he had to take care of his baby.

The understanding Hans tried to make the ceisya calm in the hope of no effect with his baby who still depends on ceisya.

"Honey rest.Tomorrow will be better"Hans rubbed the head of the ceisya lying beside Q who enjoyed the source of life belonging to ceisya.

"Mas, where are you, right?"Hans quite understood by the question ceisya ya g still worried about the state of himself after the death of the grandfather.

"Mas is here baby" Hans gave his warm smile to the ceisya.

"Mas, I'm afraid" with teary eyes, she said.

"There's a mas here dear" Hans hugged ceisya from behind to calm down.

"All will be well, the gold will always be there for our little family" Hans kissed the ceisya head over and over again.

The shadow of the past comes to mind ceisya who rejects the desire of his grandfather and father to match him with Hans who he thinks is an arrogant man without mercy, Hans, who is, especially to love him who he does not know.

Now ceisya realized the intentions and desires of his grandfather as well as the father, it turns out Hans is the right person to accompany himself with loving and very loving ceisya.

Notice Hans beyond the sense once given by someone who used to love him, even Hans was willing to sacrifice his life for a ceisya and Hans was so patient waiting for his love even with rejection that often makes Hans just smile with an attitude that ceisya showed in the eyes of Hans look funny, funny,ceisya is spoiled because of the upbringing of his family who always spoil him.

The patient attitude of a Hans in the face of ceisya amazed the closest people ceisya, now the form of love from a Hans can be ceisya felt even through a process that is not long.

"Thank you, already present in my life" in isak ceisya.

"Sama-sama is also grateful to be united with a special woman who loves mas in a unique way" Hans kissed the head of ceisya.

"Thank you for patiently loving my way"he feels like blaming himself.

"There is nothing wrong with love at all, thank you for a sincere love for the mas" Hans embraced his two loved ones with his burly warm hands.

Ceisya felt lucky to be presented in his life a great man like Hans who was patient and understood him, not just affection for himself but for Q Hans ready to have his time and perfect man in the eyes of ceisya.