The Dark Notes of Malang Girl

I'm Concerned

Having a bad and ugly face was never on Shara's list of life plans. All this time she was a beautiful and graceful woman who was almost perfect. Many men bowed their knees before him. Even Glen was made crazy. However, all that perfection is now threatened with memory, because of the car accident he experienced. 

This whole day was spent by Shara crying over her face. Every time he touched the bandage that wrapped his face, he would cry sobbing. Neither Glen nor Liana knew how else to persuade him. 

"Glen, if my face is deformed, will you leave me?" ask Shara who is now sitting leaning on the patient bed. 

For a moment Glen was silent. If I'm honest, he doesn't dare to promise anything to Shara. What's more after seeing the doctor change the bandage of Shara's wound. He himself felt that the wound on Shara's face was terrible. 

"Just calm down, Shara. I will not leave you" said the man. Though hesitant, at least that was all he could say. Because, wrong answer just a little his lover will sob again. 

"Thank you, Glen. I was so afraid that you would leave me and choose Emely. What's more now that she's turned out to be so beautiful." 

Suddenly Glen's memory leads to Emely. Admittedly by him, Emely's appearance now was indeed very tempting. Glen was somewhat sorry why he could not see the beauty hidden behind Emely's ugly face. 

"Why are you quiet, Glen?" Shara looked up for the sake of looking at the man's face. "Are you thinking about Emely?" 

Glen. "Of course not. I was just thinking about you. I .... have never been interested in Emely since a long time ago," he told a lie. 

"really?" 

"Do you doubt me?" glen's reply.this time it looks like a look of dislike in his gaze. 

"I don't doubt you. I'm just afraid Emely is seducing you and you're interested in her. Now my face is no longer as pretty as it used to be and this wound will leave a mark for eternity." 

Glen took a long breath. After hearing Shara's words, he hesitated even more. There was no way he would want to spend his entire life with a woman with a deformed face like Shara. 

"Who wants to have a bad partner? If you know this from the beginning I was with Emely only," the man grumbled in his heart. 

Unwittingly by the two, Amanda had been listening to their conversation from behind the half-opened door. Amanda smiles with satisfaction from successfully injuring Shara without even touching her. 

"Now you will feel what it feels like to be in the Emely position. It is considered a dangerous germ and virus just because it has an unattractive face. I'll make sure your suffering is heavier than Emely."

Afterwards, Amanda knocked on the door repeatedly. Glen seemed to open the door. The man showed a very surprised expression seeing Amanda there. 

Glen smiled bitterly. He has not prepared at all what reason would be given to Amanda about her being in the hospital. 

"I .. I got word from Mom that Shara had an accident, because that's why I'm here to see her" she replied a little nervously. "Where have you heard from yourself?"

"From the servants of the house" he answered. "Oh yeah, how's Shara doing?"

"He had a serious injury on his face. Shara's condition is quite alarming, so I quickly came here."

"Oh ... You are indeed a very considerate brother-in-law, Glen." Amanda then glanced at Shara with the most sad face. "Geez, Shara, what happened to your face?" 

Both of Shara's hands were clenched. The anger in his heart grew. Because Amanda was the one who suffered this bad luck. 

"No need to pretend to be concerned! I know you're happy because now my face is deformed, right?" screech the woman. 

"Whatchu mean? I didn't expect you to be in an accident." 

"I'm like this because of you! You used my car without permission until I got into an accident because it caught up with you." 

Hearing that, Amanda just clucked. "It turns out all this happened because you didn't want me to use your car? Ah, I'm sorry, Shara. I really don't know. I feel parno every time I use my own car, so I borrow your car. I'm afraid the brakes don't work like they did when I had an accident." 

Amanda's long speech managed to silence Shara. He's so sorry he ordered people to break the brakes on Emely's car yesterday. So now he is the one who has to swallow the consequences. 

"I'm sorry about your condition right now. I know what it's like to be that ugly woman is so sad, because I've experienced it. Even then I was being insulted by the people around me." 

Again, Amanda's words that suppress the word 'bad' make Shara's heart like slashed. No feeling of clear liquid melted back on the cheeks. 

Imagining will live in insults like Emely used to.

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