The Customary Line of Marriage

Died Marriage

"Sorry Ran, I'm getting married!"

Raniyah's lips quivered unable to reply to Fahrul's words across the phone. His hands stopped typing. Everything had collapsed in his brain, Raniyah immediately wiped his tears, his voice was hoarse to answer Fahrul's words.

"Mm.. who is it?" while biting his lower lip.

"Sama Meyla! He was my junior in college!"

"Why not choose me?" Suddenly the sentence escaped from Raniyah's mouth.

"He's more convincing, he doesn't have a mother!"

"What does this have to do with your choice?"

"When I stopped by his house his parents told me to propose!"

jleb

Raniyah's tears grew louder to hear Fahrul's answers. His chest felt narrow. Raniyah closed her mouth will not hear the sound of sobs. But then because he did not hear the voice of Raniyah, Fahrul chose video call mode. Raniyah raised him but did not point at his face he pointed at the wall.

"Ran, I'm sorry!"

"Yes!"

"I'm sorry, I can't choose you!"

The more Fahrul said so the more tight the chest of Raniyah. He chose not to say Fahrul. The sound of music behind Fahrul that was playing was heard because both of them were silent.

*When it says to me

it's the best for you

I'll make you a memory

the most beautiful thing in life

But it won't be easy for me

the eternal as

the best memories*

The more tears Raniyah, his mind was very upset. His crying became more and more, he hiccupped. His serious work he had been doing, was in a mess. He leaned back on the chair with a blank look, all still a dream, all the memories with Fahrul who was approximately 8 months with him, disappeared instantly.

Because you came suddenly, you disappeared suddenly

"Ran, I love you! don't hate me!"

" love you too.." Raniyah replied slowly and the phone was cut off.

Raniyah sobbed back, while breaking into tears Raniyah immediately tidied up her laptop, she could no longer concentrate on her work. After tidy he immediately went to his co-worker's man, he hastily with tears continuing to slide, the thread he wore a mask so that no one saw his endless tears keep coming out.

Losing the love of the heart is like a lifeless body

I uphold your advice.. Love him who loves me

His heart used to sail...Now he has pulled over... (Krisdayanti_Love)

Who would have thought, God so easily turned back the heart of a servant. Even if you have been grim with all your might, if it is not your destiny, he will turn away.

The feeling that continues to flail, Raniyah felt the lowest point in her life, she rested on the almighty, adored her asthma and stirred all her heart, the chanting of the holy verse of the Quran in her prayers was so solemn. The tears kept on accompanying each reading he chanted. His heart was too deep of expectation on humans, he was disappointed so deeply. Not the wrong love, but the wrong heart puts the love of beings in the highest position.

I have never been disappointed in praying to you, O Rabb, Alhamdulillah Allhamdulillah Alhamdulillah

Raniyeh continued to say the prayer, convincing his heart with the decree of God outlined to him. A series of apology messages from Fahrul continued to flood the messages in his chat. Not wanting Raniyah to open the message, it felt even more stifling if she continued to reply to Fahrul's message.

Now Raniyah chose to focus by sulking at the Almighty. He took off a hiccup to beg for forgiveness and continued to be privileged. He realized the situation that befell him at this moment was a reprimand or perhaps a trial.

" Yes Jabbar, calm me down!" Bisik Raniyah in her prostration for so long.

When the world felt cramped and unable to tell anyone, Raniyah focused on devoting everything to the Catholic. Raniya striped to sleep after praying.

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