The Cursed Prince's

I Don't Want to Be Alone

"Because..." Philip did not continue his words, He was too confused to continue. Rei did not demand Philip to answer.

"You can tell me later, ah can that blood be cleaned?" Tanya Rei looked at the blood on her body hair. The blood is quite thick, blackish red. Philip smiled faintly at the blood he had obtained from his actions. Wrist that only made him smile. Rei of course had the sensitivity by seeing what happened. How desperate his master was just by looking at the wound on his wrist.

"I'll take care of it first" Philip said and rushed to his bathroom. After the bathroom door closed, Rei heaved a sigh of relief at finding Philip who had been slightly calmer. Rei was in a position of pity and was afraid if he would threaten his life later. Rei observed the atmosphere outside the house from the third-floor balcony.

"Did he really observe you from here?" Rei muttered softly, leaning his head against the iron balcony that felt a little cold.

"It's gonna be okay, right?" Rei muttered again monologuing alone.

Philip returned in his casual clothes, blood marks unseen again on his body.

"Even the wound can not be treated" said Rei could not attach the bandage because of the long hair that will be painful if pulled.

"Pathetic isn't it?" Philip asked who was suddenly beside Rei. Make Rei flutter himself.

" I'm sorry" Rei said reflexively bowing deeply, He has no right to pity his master.

"You can talk to me casually" Philip said again without looking at Rei. His eyes focused on the street in front of his house. One thing that made Philip envious was the atmosphere outside the rumag during the day.

"Sa..i bo..can you be a little familiar?" Rei asked doubtfully because of Philip's mood today.

"Make it as comfortable as you are" Philip replied, not caring about Rei's tense look and enjoying his food alone.

"It would be nice if it were like that" Rei replied in Philip's speech

"But it would be great if you spoke like this" replied Rei who never stopped praising the way Philip spoke.

"What am I talking about?" Philip stopped eating.

"You spend it first" Rei didn't feel good if Philipn had to stop eating just to listen to his words

"Jawab first" Pinta Philip absolute

"So.. eum..calm? of attention? you're a good listener for sure" Philip has a very subtle way of speaking, a personality that's so considerate and he'll listen to other people's stories.

"I scolded my brother" Philip replied feeling that the compliment was so ill-fitting.

"Because you don't take it" Elak Rei didn't want his opinion to break.

"I spent it first" Philip said, fearing that his conversation would ruin his eating atmosphere. Rei just waited while staring at Philip inside. There were torn wounds on his right wrist, on his forehead and on his neck.

"That wound" Rei could not bear to see the wound that looked quite deep

"My food isn't over yet" Philip stopped Rei's speech.

"Ah, sorry"

Rei waited for Philip to finish his meal, Rei smiled faintly as he watched the way Philip ate so voraciously occasionally praising Rei's cook who was experiencing such an abhorrence

significant. Rei was very grateful for the internet recipes and videos that allowed him to cook little by little.

"Is your mood better?" Rei asked to speak comfortably. The conversation was quite sensitive to Philip's circumstances

"what do you want to talk about?" Ask Philip a little.

"photo"

"you want to spread it on social media"

“Why is your mind so shortsighted?” Rei asked hearing Philip who was so suspicious of him. Rei just smiled wryly at Philip replied.

“Then so continue” Philip wanted to hear the details of Rei's previous remarks.

“Photo beauty and the beast, I don't mean to bully you, I want to show you're not as scary as you think” Rei explained carefully. The conversation is very sensitive. He did not want to hurt his master.

“Then so do”, replied Philip suddenly made Rei's eyes sparkle brightly. He didn't expect it to be this easy. Indeed he asked not at the right time but it was like that Rei way in treating people's pain. He will distract the person by not bringing up the problem. He'll ask you later when things are okay. Or maybe it's a full moon where Philip's mood is very good.

Philip looked at Rei who was smiling brightly with sincerity that could be captured from the look of his eyes that were so honest. Those round eyes would come smiling automtically as Rei's lips were etched into a smile.

‘I'm just afraid of myself, I don't want to and can't be alone and I have to use all means so that people who know me don't go’ Philip's turbulent inner self holds back the fears he imagines.

Rei tidied his desk from Philip's empty plate for lunch and put it in a trolley. Rei prepared to go down but Philip prevented him.

“Meanage me” Philip said in a soft tone implied by deep fear and loneliness.

“I won't go either, just put the plate” Rei told a lie.

“I have to listen to the story” Rei said coding for Philip to share a little story so he could understand Philip.

Rei sat on the balcony chair, ready to listen to Philip's story. But Philip remained silent without a sound. Rei frowned trying to convince Philip and coded if he was waiting for him to speak.

"What if you leave it alone without infection?" Rei asked looking at the wound still on his wrist.There was still a blood stain that could not be removed easily .

"This is not my first time" Philip replied again making Rei sad just by hearing it.

"You must have always hesitated to actually do it" Rei said desperately wanting to touch the visible wound.

"It's sad, but I've never been successful in every experiment" Philip replied again

"Look, this wound is quite deep, but like my destiny is not now, it is not the wound but the blood does not want to flow" Philip replied, Rei only nodded in understanding.

If it was an ordinary human, such an internal wound if left unchecked would definitely cause death from blood loss, but Philip's case was different, the blood would not flow. The blood just stopped like someone was holding it out.

"You're supposed to be combing your whole body" Rei teased Philip because his hair was so messy after taking a shower.

"Or it will be a lice nest" Ejek Rei again with a smile melt it. With a smile like that, which is contagious, Philip inevitably also smiled.

"So you want me to tell you a story?" Philip asked who had also long needed a good listener for his story and his sadness all along. He never told her the problem because he was reluctant to add to their burden.