
A 20-year-old girl walks down the sidewalk to work.
Although the more days his stomach is getting bigger and feels heavy, he feels not tired, yes the girl is two-bodied and the womb is at the age of 30 weeks which means it has been more than seven months.
Although she often experienced aches but not the least dampened her strong determination to keep working in a state of great pregnancy.
He had to raise money for the cost of labor that was just around the corner. Moreover, he must be a single parent for his son later.
It is unfortunate that his fate due to the events of 8 months ago he had to bear such a great risk. To be expelled in a state of pregnancy is not the desire of every woman let alone pregnancy that occurs not because of his wishes, he is not wrong, he was forced, but no one believes.
In fact he moved to college and only took a D3 degree at a private university thanks to a scholarship and a little help from his older brother.
The girl's name is Clarissa, she chose to leave and was expelled rather than having to take the life of an innocent baby in her womb.
At least he still has a conscience as a fellow child that is not desired by many people including his parents.
Although until now Clarissa did not know who the man who had impregnated her.he only remembered the man's face but did not know anything else after her.
Currently Clarissa can only afford to rent a small contract in a slum neighborhood located in the suburb of C. Lucky he is not alone migrating to this city, he lives with Tania, his best friend.
Since the incident Clarissa cut off contact from people she knew including her friends except Tania. He felt very lucky to have a friend like Tania who even accompanied him to move to the city of C and live in such a place.
Probably not many know about Tania, Tania was born from the womb of a pimper and a gambling-crazy drunk father, if asked how Tania feels having parents like that maybe some people feel sorry or even look down on her identity but at least Tania is proud to have a mother and father until she graduated High School keep giving her what Tania wants and not kill her when Tania grows up in her mother's womb due to a one night stand.
But after Tania graduated High School, her parents started to make a big fuss over the green table and divorced. After that his father went to prison for gambling and his mother returned to pimping to pay the debt caused by his father's gambling.
a pimp and a drunkard alone could not bear to kill his son so how could Clarissa bear to take the life of her son who was basically innocent.
Clarissa had to travel a considerable distance on foot to the restaurant where she worked as a dishwasher, actually she can be a waitress or cashier just her condition that is in a big pregnancy will certainly cause rumors that can harm her place of work. Clarissa is grateful to be able to get to know the chef at this restaurant and given a job.
It's hard to find a job in a situation like Clarissa's. Because not a few who look down on women who are pregnant work especially women are pregnant without a husband like him.
This morning the weather is less friendly, it looks like it will soon rain even though Clarissa has checked the weather forecast prediction today said the day will be sunny. As long as the prophecy is just nonsense, look at the sky that has been covered with gray clouds and wind that blows.
After Clarissa passed the turn of this building Clarissa only needed to cross the road and get to where she worked.
Today the vehicle is quite crowded probably because today is Monday at the beginning of the month, the right time to receive a salary after the weekend break. Like Clarissa for example who is today a payday.
Clarissa stopped near the red light and waited to cross. But suddenly his stomach was kicked from the inside.
dugh.....
"oh..ssstttt...sad mami is in pain because you kicked too hard...yeah..later mami payday and we'll have a good meal later tonight...." clarissa said as she continued stroking her stomach.
after in the sense that it was not felt the naughty movement of the baby in her stomach Clarissa continued her steps because the lights had turned red her sign she had to quickly cross.
Just now Clarissa got in the middle of the road suddenly her stomach was kicked again strongly by the baby in the womb so that Clarissa nurtured and grimaced with pain due to the naughty actions of her baby.
just now Clarissa was about to reprimand her baby suddenly heard the cries of people on the sidewalk of the road. Clarissa turned her head and it turned out that those people were yelling at her to immediately step aside.
clarissa had not had time to digest their intentions all of a sudden.....
CKIITTT.......
BRAAKKKK......
Clarissa then saw a pool of blood under her body accompanied by extreme pain in her body, especially her stomach.
oh no baby!!!!!
no
no.k
my baby.....
NANKKKKKK
host.host...
Clarissa awoke from her sleep accompanied by cold sweat and a trembling body.
he then looked around, this in the bar room means I just had a nightmare.
Clarissa pulled the desk drawer by her bedside and took the medicine grains in the glass bottle and upheld them.
after that Clarissa leaned back and bent her knees and hugged herself while crying.
" why should the dream of the incident.when all this time the nightmare has not appeared for a long time, why should it appear again hiks ..hiks..."
Clarissa picked up a book of her old diary in the bottom drawer and flipped through the pages looking for something she had deliberately kept.
then there was a black and white photo in the book that was still neatly stored.
Clarissa grabbed him and kissed the photo with tears.
" hiks nmaaf son..hiks..pardon mami hiks....shouldn't all this happen hiks.....you should still be alive.... heed your warning.. when kicking my stomach at that time hiks ... and not origin hiks... cross...hiks.....I'm sorry, mami..hiks..."
yes, the photo was the results of the USG a week before the incident and Clarissa kept it to remember her son who had died.
even though the incident had happened five years ago, but the memory of Clarissa at the time of the incident still stuck well in his memory even he felt the same event repeated in his dream just now.
Clarissa remembered very well after the incident she fell into a coma for two weeks and after realizing her stomach was flat. When she asked where her baby was Tania just looked down and cried while holding both hands and said my baby was gone and she was buried at the cemetery near the hospital where Clarissa was being treated.
" your baby is male and very handsome, he also smiles when the doctor removes it from your stomach.it must be happy sa..trust me"
that's what Tania said after our cries subsided.
then after I left the hospital we went to my baby's grave where his headstone was still empty without a name, and then I gave him the name Samuel A.
however, after Clarissa's physical state improved but not with her psychic mentality that was increasingly alarming.
finally Tania contacted Jacob and focused on healing Clarissa who was already dependent on tranquilizers.
slowly the sunlight stole in from the window of Clarissa's room which was still covered in curtains. Clarissa until unconscious if the clock shows at 06:32 am. He should get ready to go to work immediately.
but will he be able to focus on his work after the nightmare returns to his dreams?