the curious boy

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Tonight, it feels crowded. There was an unstoppable cry, the sense of seneng that I was rasain was actually extinct, changing with tears without stopping, I felt the universe was unfair.

I picked up a diary, maybe it was just this book that understood every break and grew my life

"Pilu without a word, without a word"

Crestless, seeing the news roaring Flying, like a wind blowing dust

" When is this pain over, sir ? "

Ask a girl who is missing

In a deep sense, he gave up

In the dark, he surrendered

However, time continues to pull him into the wet room will sweat, the result of complaining and grieving

A canvas he has used

To draw, a heart full of hope with time that has passed

In his mind, he just wanted to meet

Conscious, he was no longer the front in tears, he said to master

" You're still warm in memory.

And miss, stay only be memories. "

I wrote that poem with tears endlessly, I miss my old life. Where my family is still down, but always happy. My family used to be harmonious, my mom always had time for me, I never heard them fuss, and this mall is the first time, it hurts more than anything I've ever felt.

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"Why are you kayaking abis in tonjokin like Ca?" Yaps, this is because I cry while directly sleeping, as a result my eyes are so swollen this morning.

"Gak papa Rin, his drakor sad ending so I cry" I replied with a lie, but I'm sure Caterine could not possibly believe my original answer.

"Lo why the hell Ca, I'm the same lo sahabatan not just a month yes, I know you again lie to me Ca" I diem, did not answer a word from Caterine's speech.

"Lo can lie to them Ca, but can't lie to me. I know how you are Ca"

"Gue does not papa Rin" I said with a smile to Caterine, yaps fakesmile more precisely.

"Gue will take you honestly to me Ca, I want to tell everything to me"

"Gue knew Ca lo wasn't a weak person, but you needed a place for stories"

"Gue is there for lo Ca, when you fall rich gini"

"Lo can't be sad alone Ca, I don't want there to make you fit anymore Ca's seneng"

I didn't answer anything from Caterine's words, but I immediately embraced him tightly, my cry actually broke, fortunately not much came this morning.

"Udah Ca do not cry here, we go to the rooftop aja yuk, this morning we unplug first"

"Ta.tapii Rin" said I was staggered with a cry.

"Udah apus first tears, later in the rooftop lo can cry as much as you can feel relieved"

Right now the person I know best is just Caterine, I am grateful to have a friend like him, he is always there when I am down like this.

In the rooftop I cry non-stop, while running Caterine, I feel like I'm lazy to go home, I'm sick of my life now. Is this how it feels to live with a lot of treasure but without happiness?

"Ca, it's been half an hour crying like this, you still can't make a story to me?" Ask the caterer, I feel my tears are almost gone, from my spring I continue to cry.

"Riiinnn, huahhh😭😭"

I haven't had time to tell, again my tears spilled remembering the incident semalem, things that I should never have heard in my ears.

"Riin, papa my mama fought" I tried to start a story to Caterine.

"Gue denger own Rin in my ears, when semalem lo anter I go home"

"Gue felt my family would be destroyed Rin hikss hikss.." said I did not stop crying, I immediately swooped Caterine again, he returned my embrace warmly, he returned my arms warmly, It feels very calm in Caterine's arms, but my tears still can't stop remembering the things I'm horrified.

"Why is Rin, the universe is unfair to me?

"The new cave just feels happy, why just a minute?"

"Did I not pantes to make Rin happy?"

"Hussttt ah ah by the way, you can not say ca, this is the name of a test of life, you can be sad but never feel the world is not fair to you" said Caterine as she gave me another hug.

"Gue doesn't understand why this final papa changed Rin"

"Gue just wanted papa there's time for me to be with mom"

"But semalem, I'm going to my mama and Rin to papa"

"Why you never have time, I'm sure you feel the same way as me, I want to have time for both of us"

"Gue really doesn't want Rin, if you change because of women again"

"Gue will find out what makes papa I turn rin hiks..." I really can't stop crying, it feels crowded. What I like about Caterine is that she keeps holding me at this moment, without saying anything, because not everyone needs advice or speech when it's bad, sometimes we just need a listener without a word.

"Udah ah don't cry mulu Ca, apus first tears, we to WC really lo face that like abis in tonjokin gini, that abis we go to the canteen, I treat" I see the clock, I see the clock, it turned out to be a break, okay I follow what Caterine said. At least I'm a little relieved this time, although I still have to find out what made papa change.

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"Btw ca, mas ketos lo where ya how today I'm not at all see"

"Hm yes Rin, I didn't see him either. Usually he's on the perpus, do I check in the perpus now yes Rin"

"Yeah Ca, later we eat first ca please, I'm laper severe" said Caterine with a clear tone, said, okay I keep to the cafeteria first abis it new I to the perpus clay adjaan heart xixixixi.

"Lo paid for it, didn't Rin? I'll unplug it to the bus first"

"Basic bucin, yaudah gih, inget don't cry anymore" ledek Caterine, sucks.

I walked to the perpus, but I saw from far away on the shoe rack, I memorized naufal shoes, but how come this time there is no? Is he not in school? Do I need to go to class now? Why is my feeling bad? But there's no way I'm going to class, ah I'm back to class.