
Bian was sitting lethargic in the middle room, he had just set up the Isya prayer. Still wearing white cocoa clothes, along with sarongs.
His eyes shone blankly on the unlit tv. His mind was empty, just as his mother had left him. No tears came out. Want it to feel Bian crying, spilling the tightness that has been supporting.
How long hasn't Bian been crying?
Ever since her mother breathed her last breath, it was the last time Bian cried.
Bian got up from his seat, walked up the stairs, towards his room. When his hand opened the door, he hesitated. It feels very lazy if you have to go to the room, just lazy, nothing really.
He broke his intention. Abian returned to the living room, picked up a sofa pillow, placed it in the corner position of a long sofa, then lay there.
His outlook was misty, Bian would be a different figure tomorrow. Slowly the petals closed the darkened bead.
Truly, Abian Cetta in his sleep like a newborn baby, so weak, as yet unknown to the evil of the world. From now on, the struggle will be more severe, hopefully Bian this time is not destroyed, what else melted.
Hopefully, this time luck is on his side.
*****
As Ayu walks down the corridor to her class, she runs into Bian, Bian is about to go to the cafeteria to buy some bread, this morning he forgets breakfast.
Not that Ayu meant to block Bian, but the step was always the same as Bian, when Ayu to the left, Bian also to the left, when Ayu to the right, Bian also to the right. While they were silent, Ayu just stared at her shoes, Bian gazed in the other direction. Ayu started moving to the right, it turned out that Bian was too.
“Cet..” “Can step aside no?!”
Bummer.
Ayu looked at the Man before her, this was not her Cettanya, Not wanting to be snapped even harder, Ayu got away from the cold guy path. Bian looks like he's lost his warm side.
Ayu just stared at the back of her friend who was getting away. Ayu made a mistake. He shouldn't be as rude as he was yesterday.
How'this?
Cettanya. Before the water in the eye was spilled, Ayu first fled to the nearest toilet, she cried there, with sobs that were held, her voice was so soft, but able to make the listeners pity.
*****
Lili was stunned when she saw Ayu's eyes. Ayu just passed Lili into her class. Lily who was sitting in the hallway of her class immediately stood up, and walked following Ayu. Today my friend Ayu was not present due to illness.
Lili sat next to Ayu who was snuggled. Ayu wanted to stop her crying, but the water continued to seep out. He regretted his actions, should not, Ayu was very disrespectful to the friend who had been waiting for him for a long time. When Cettanya came back, she did something stupid. Rice has become porridge, is this all their friendship?
Ayu does not want to let go of Cettanya, he will never be willing.
Lili faithfully waited for her friend to calm down. Lili knew this must have something to do with Ayu's best friend who Ayu had told her about, during their first semester. Actually for Lili is not a difficult thing to mingle and mingle with new people, but with Ayu she needs three months to get closer.
Lili thought Ayu would never tell her personal things to someone new to her. Lili is not the type of person who likes to interfere. As the four months drew nearer, Lili saw her friend so gloomy, like a sun whose rays were covered by a black cloud ready to drench the earth.
Lili thought Ayu needed a confiding friend, so she offered, not expecting Ayu to, when for four months they were friends, only this time Lili saw Ayudia Yara was so fragile, one mistake alone, able to make Ayu melted
“Lo if you want to cry, cry. Class is pretty quiet. Today we also go home early, the teacher has a meeting he said.”
As Ayu's shoulder shook, a small sob caught hearing, Ayu was still as strong as holding back so as not to roar. So hurt.
It's up to you to think Ayu is overreacting.
You won't understand if you haven't experienced.
You could be worse than Ayu.
As Ayu felt better, he raised his head, Lili still faithfully waiting for him. Ayu received the tissue that Lili gave her. Fortunately they entered the class that in fact the inhabitants of the bodo period with people's affairs. Own business already riweh, want to take care of people's business again?
Less work.
Lily gave her smile, hoping Ayu felt she was not alone, there was Lili by her side, who was willing to listen to her sigh. Ayu mewek again, but the time he can stop her.
“Lo want a story?”
Ayu shakes. Ayu did not want to embarrass herself. Although he knows Lili is not the type of person who likes to look for the mistakes of others, but still, Ayu who is embarrassed.
Lili understood, this must be because of her best friend. Only he is able to make Ayu like this, Ayu is so stubborn, when he says A yes A can not be B.
Half an hour passed. Silence covers the class. All the students gathered in the class. Because the board of teachers. Almost all classes have an empty clock. Their class was silent, not because they were busy doing the task that had just been given.
Because their homeroom teacher ordered the tasks given can be done at home. They are engrossed themselves, some prefer mabar with same sex. There are those who drift away from dreams, there are also typical diligent students, you know what I mean.
Teng..
Lily walked up to her stool, leaving Ayu who had improved. Ayu has to apologize. Prestigious not to be kept. This is all also his fault, if only Ayu did not act. Bian won't be mad at him. His name too, if. It's only in the imagination.
“yu, want to be with?” tawang Lili's.
Not only together ahead well, Lili will also take Ayu to the house, often Lili takes Ayu home, especially during the first semester.
“No, I have business.”
Ayu has to see Bian. Can not wait tomorrow, fear Cettanya will be more difficult to achieve.
“Oh yes yu, yesterday the one you asked for was your friend right?”
Heh.
Ayu did not open her voice. Lili said goodbye first.
“Gue first yah yu, dah.”
A pal?
What does Lili mean?
*****
Bian did not respond, after he finished storing his books in a bag, he moved and walked away from the Goddess who was scratching, not in the jar.
The Goddess intoned Bian alone behind, Bian did not care, even He did not consider the Goddess a person. The mood is very ugly, do not provoke his emotions, if you do not want to get angry.
In the parking lot, Bian saw Ayu who was waiting for someone, Bian easily concluded, Ayu was waiting for her boyfriend, her heart ached.
The venomous snake ngitilin Bian to the parking lot, there is no shame well.
“Ngapain lo?” ask Bian judes
“Ya want to go home with a girlfriend.”
“Udah gih there to your girlfriend, why is it still here?” banish Bian did not like the creatures that continued to follow him.
Looks like Bian forgot about the game he just started.
“Loh my girlfriend right elo?”
Bian choked on his own saliva. He coughed, making Ayu a little worried.
Ayu, who was not far from the couple, wanted to approach Bian but was uncomfortable with the snake queen.
Ivan approached with his motorbike, approaching Ayu who was waiting.
Bian who witnessed it hurriedly rode his motorbike, and started the engine. Leaving the Goddess irritated.
Ayu sees Bian passing by, Ayu does not see his face, because Bian deliberately wears a fulface helmet.
Abian misunderstood.
“Do not know yourself!” said Dewi when passing both of his group first time mos.
“Why him?” Confused Ivan.
Ayu shook her shoulders, not wanting to know either.
The red matic motor approached, approaching his waiting passengers.
“Yuk departs.” Lili's call to Ayu.
Ayu immediately got on Lili's bike. He will be brought home by his new friend. Yes, from friends now rising to friends, Ayu now believes fully with Lili, her second friend after Abian. Ayu is not just anyone who chooses friends, especially those who are made friends.
Quality is important.
“Van First!” lili's pamit to her childhood friend.
“Iya, already there.”
The two girls were speeding away from the parking area.
Why did Ayu come home with Lili?
Ayu undoes her intention to meet Bian and prefers to go home with her female friends, because Ayu sees the Goddess who intill Bian, Ayu thinks Bian will go home with Dewi, Ayu can not afford to see the interaction of the two.
The Goddess is not considered to exist.
*****
“Still Li, want to stop by?”
Lili has arrived at her best friend's house.
“Bby deh.”
Stop by once.
Must be, right?
This is the first time Lili stopped by Ayu's house. Ayu leads Lili into her house.
“Lo sit down first.” Tell Ayu, point at the sofa with her chin. Lili nodded. As Ayu picked up a snack and cold water in the kitchen, Lili looked around Ayu's house, which she could see.
There was one medium-sized photo framed, placed in a glass cabinet, attracting Lili's attention.
Lili moved, approaching the photo.
“This is Ayu right?”
He saw the little girl with more cheeks hugging the teddy bear, which was larger than the size of the girl's body, and the young man of the same age as the girl, sitting next to him, smiling broadly at the camera.
“It's not a guy the other day?”
that guy's face is similar to that of that guy...
Prangs!
Lili flinched, immediately she walked towards the source of the sound.
Well, like entering the drakor, Lili was flabbergasted.
Lily was like looking at the little boy in the photo she had just seen standing real in front of her eyes, it was just her teenage version.
His gaze turned to the shards of glass that were scattered under Ayu's feet.
What's the matter?
*****