The Conversation of a BEM Leader

Ask What By?

"I just don't want to make you hurt, By. I want to keep your feelings."

"Geez, so sweet is my boyfriend," said Keisya pinched Kevin's cheek softly. It was actually just the sarcasm Keisya had given Kevin.

"Key, sorry."

Keisya laughed amusedly at Kevin's apology. "Sorry how many times have you talked to me?" asked Keisya again with the rancid face he showed.

"I know, I've said sorry many times, but I've made you sick many times."

"Allah know ye?"

"By, I promise you I'll just do the next three weeks to help Sindi. After that, I'll get away from him."

Keisya threw away Kevin's face. He stared out the window with his eyes already dewy. The girl bit her lower lip hard so that her sobs wouldn't come out.

"So, you picked him up?" asked Keisya with a trembling voice.

"W-yeah he really wants to come to his show that he assembled from the beginning. I can't bear it, By. In any case, today's activities are designed by Sindi."

"You had breakfast with him this morning?" asked Keisya again still with a face facing the outside window.

"Yes, By."

Keisya smiled obliquely hearing that. "What guarantee is there that over the next three weeks you're with him, you won't baper?"

Kevin's inertia makes Keisya feel more dwarfed.

"Can't answer? Not confident, hm?" ask Keisya again. Keisya's tears began to fall. Why is there always a problem between them. There are always things that make them fight.

Kevin pulls Keisya into his arms despite Keisya's attempts to rebel. The guy rubbed gently on his girlfriend's back which was getting vibrating due to her crying.

"Sorry, By."

That's all Kevin can say to Keisya. It was just an apology he seemed capable of saying right now.

Keisya let go of his embrace with Kevin. The girl rubbed her two wet cheeks with tears using the tissue in Kevin's car. Keisya swept the end of his slightly watery nose. "I have other options for Sindi's problems" Keisya said suddenly.

"What?" asked Kevin curiously.

"We're looking for a home care nurse. We'll take the 24 hours so we can take care of Sindi. How's it?"

Kevin looked at Keisya who was looking at him with pleading eyes. Honestly, he also had the intention. But it would offend Sindi if Kevin did that.

"Rendra?"

"Is there an alternative?" ask Kevin as gently as possible so as not to cause a different impression in Keisya's eyes.

"Do you disagree with that option?"

"Don't disagree By, I think it's too much if until we engage a 24-hour home care nurse for Sindi circumstances like that."

"I'm the one who financed Ren," the whine Keisya tried to persuade Kevin to agree to his option. No problem Keisya spend some money to hire the services of a 24-hour home care nurse which of course is not cheap. Instead of the relationship being a bet, it's better the money is floating right?

Kevin patted Keisya's head slowly. "It's not a matter of cost, Bbyy. It's more than that. Home care service providers must have certain criteria that are appropriate. Not bad, By. Sindi's condition is included into a condition that can still be handled the same himself. Just an ankle of his foot that was slightly injured. Not a permanent fracture, By. No need to use a home care nurse," Kevin explained.

"But I don't want you to be too close to him, Rendra," said Keisya.

Keisya think there will be no woman who willingly allows her boyfriend to take care of other girls even though it is only a form of responsibility from the mistakes made by the boyfriend. Keisya had a feeling, where he could be mediocre when Kevin gave a speech like that. The hypocrite's name if it comes to that.

"It was just that?" ask Keisya to investigate.

"Yes, Byy."

"But then he'll steal the chance for your modusin."

Kevin looked at Keisya who leaned his body into the corner of the car seat with a crooked position. They faced off, but Keisya turned his face away from looking at Kevin.

"I'll take Riyan or Davin to get me to pick up or anter Sindi. So, I'm the same she won't be alone in the car. How's it?" ask Kevin to make an offer that he thinks is the most appropriate.

"Can I ask for one more thing?" asked Keisya hesitatingly. It was visible because the girl bit her lower lip slowly.

"Well what By? As long as I can do it, why not?"

Keisya looked at Kevin with deep eyes. The girl took a deep breath before saying anything else she wanted.

"Diem's cigarette?" kevin asked impatiently at Keisya's question.

"Don't carry Sindi kayak just now, could you?" keisya's great-grandson was slow but still heard in Kevin's ear.

It made Kevin smile. It keeps track of Keisya's ever-preserved hair mane plan. "I'm sorry, I was spontaneously carrying him when he was out of a wheelchair" said Kevin sincerely.

"If I were also Sindi, would you do the same?"

Deg.

Kevin put on his flat face when he heard Keisya's question. Kevin doesn't like it when Keisya asks such a thing.

"In fact, even if it happened to either Riyan or Devan, I would also admit the same thing. Wanna?"

Keisya catches no tone to the dislike of Kevin's answer. Is the question wrong? Keisya doesn't feel.

"I was wrong?" keisya asked to confirm his guess when he found Kevin's response.

Kevin shrugged his shoulders indifferently. "By, you know what I am, right?" ask Kevin. The man looked at Keisya with cold eyes. "I don't like my loyalty the most I've ever asked."

"I'm just it, Rendra."

"You are as if you want to be in the position of Sindi now." Kevin's words getting colder made Keisya shrivel in fear. The guy must be holding back so that his emotions don't overflow.

"When you go alone without a cell phone, I panic not playing. Are you in the same condition as Sindi now? You should understand that, Kei. I'm not going to privilege any other woman besides you to be the same Mama."

"Sindi?" asked Keisya again in a voice that was about to sink in.

"I was wrong to take responsibility for the same mistake I made to make Sindi kayak now?"

Keisya shook his head slowly. "Your intention to take responsibility is not wrong. But, your way is wrong. You do that as if you don't attach importance to my feelings as your girlfriend, Rendra."

Keisya looked at Kevin wryly. "You don't think about my feelings before you do?"

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