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You know, no matter how hard you try to master, no matter how hard you try to control. No one can fight against destiny. Because God knows so well what his creatures need —Artae.
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Ten years passed.
The house is still as warm. The man with the stern jaw and sharp gaze walked towards the place where the person he longed for was cooking for him.
"What cooking?" The man hugged his wife from behind.
Yerin grabs her hair while cooking. Makes the woman look stunning. The neckline becomes the place where a person always perches.
"Why did you come home so soon. I just finished washing and just cooked. Your sister came to accompany Una to play."
Taehyung kissed Yerin's shoulders gently and looked at his shady wife.
"Jungkook's coming?" Yerin just nodded.
"Let her play Una, I know she still can't take it off." Taehyung said with a sigh of heaviness.
A year after Eunha's departure from their life, Yerin gave birth to a beautiful daughter. It was like his friend who had gone missing. The rabbit's teeth are very similar to Eunha's, making Yerin give the name to her daughter.
Eunha Kim. The first daughter of Taehyung and also Yerin. That made Taehyung's beloved sister slowly aware of the dark world.
Taehyung keeps thinking about Jungkook who is crazy about Eunha's departure. Although his family takes care of him, he doesn't look like the same Jungkook. Jungkook has a lot of self-confidence. Jungkook is funny. Jungkook always takes care of his.
After a year Jungkook is immersed in his dark world thinking only of Eunha. Kim Taehyung with his wife and daughter came to visit Jungkook. Jungkook's parents hope that his son can return as usual.
"Hey Jeon Jungkook!" Call Taehyung when entering Jungkook's room which has been tidied up by his assistant.
Jungkook who was standing by the window, turned his head. His gaze was still as empty. He heard but did not see the whereabouts of his hyunga. Only dark and Eunha's face is always visible in her eyes.
"See daughter. He's so cute and sweet. I gave her the name Kim Eunha. Lookie? Isn't that smile very similar?"
Jungkook slowly walked up to Taehyung who was holding his daughter. While Yerin, he always cried seeing Jungkook's condition like this.
"Kim Eunha?" Taehyung smiled happily as Jungkook mentioned his daughter's name.
"He's... So cute... And funny.. Hyung..." Sluggishly.
Slowly the face was smiling seeing little Eunha laughing as Jungkook touched her tender cheeks.
"Can I carry it?"
Taehyung gave his daughter to his beloved sister. Jungkook held the little baby gently. Her tears came down as she looked at her hyunga little princess.
"You're just as sweet as him." Jungkook said with a smile as the baby grasped Jungkook's index finger with Eunha's tiny little fingers.
"If she's still next to me, I'd like to have a daughter as close as you..." Said Jungkook again.
Yerin and Taehyung who heard that were really touched. Yerin even continued to cry in Taehyung's arms. The tragic story of Jungkook and Eunha is completely unexpected.
"You can see my daughter every day Jungkook. But promise to live your life strong in the future. Be the Jeon Jungkook I know." Taehyung's words made Jungkook look at Taehyung.
Jungkook gives Eunha to Yerin. Then the man hugged his hyung and cried. Yerin went out Jungkook's room. Letting the two of them share the stored grief. That day Jungkook told me all the pain. Unable and desperate to see Eunha's stiff body in the hospital with a bracelet she made herself as their anniversary gift. Jungkook is very fragile without Eunha.
After the day Jungkook met Taehyung's daughter. Jungkook slowly scavenged. He's out of his room. Be quiet and always hold that bracelet.
"During not meeting. My dear...." A smile on his face and a clear liquid coming out at the corner of his eyes.
Taehyung and Jimin take Jungkook to Eunha's final resting place. Her bride.
Yerin and Yuju also give Eunha's diary to Jungkook. It makes him unable to lose someone he loves very much.
July 13, 20xx
You're a shitty guy. Even among all the men, only you can make me feel so unsettled if I don't see you. I really miss you. Today I will be determined to go to your house.
You know, how happy I am to realize tomorrow is our wedding day. I've been waiting a long time to tie you to my side. Even if you're not mine. I will love you in my heart. Wherever I am. Wherever my world is, even if I am reborn. I still love you, Jeon Jungkook.
See you on Sunday. Ilove you. But let me meet for now.
The last diary Eunha wrote. Jungkook is back crying. Hugging the diary seemed to hug the girl he missed so much.
"I'm sorry I haven't seen you in a long time. I'm sorry, my wife." Jimin embraces Jungkook. He knew that his little sister loved Eunha as much as he felt for Seulgi. But fate was too unfair on him.
Jungkook smiled, holding back the longing. Missing someone she can't see anymore.
The man went to a place where he often spent time alone with his lover first. Jungkook also returned to his apartment. Look at every great memory they make there. Jungkook continues to remember Eunha after a long time he locked himself up.
Till now. He still has not let go of the girl he loves. Ten years is a long time. But that love did not fade in the least from his heart and heart. Jungkook is still expecting it.
"Let's eat." Take Taehyung when Jungkook is back behind Taehyung's house.
"Come uncle, Una wants to eat with uncle." Jungkook smiled.
Little Eunha was enough to make her longing feel a little detached. Eunha's rabbit teeth, Yerin's characteristic bakpao cheeks and Taehyung's tall body unite into a very sweet Kim Eunha.
Jungkook smiled and reached for that tiny hand. The nine-year-old girl was hanging spoiled in the hands of her handsome uncle.
"Let him stay in your heart. Make him your motivation. Make her proud that you're happy even with your memories." Said Taehyung who patted Jungkook on the shoulder.
The young man just smiled. He took his breath back. Forgetting was indeed difficult, he just continued to reminisce while stepping forward without looking back.
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"Jinan! Watch out son!" His grunts are beautiful women with red selayar that he wears. Looking at the 13-year-old teenager.
"Mommy! I just want to chase after mom." That innocent throw made the woman's anger disappear into a smile.
"Jinan misses Mami?" The young man nodded and hugged Irene tightly.
"Where's papa? Didn't he pick you up?" Jinan nodded again.
"Yes already. Jinan went home with Mami, yuk." Take Irene with a smile.
"Mi take a walk to the mall mi. Jinan hasn't been traveling with Mami for a long time." Irene nodded according to her son's request.
"Lets go" Irene said.
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"APAAAAAAAAA!"
Jinan ran when she saw a familiar face that turned out to be her own real father. Irene stared intently at Jimin with the woman beside her who was pregnant.
"Are you going to abandon my son. After having another baby? Huh?!?" Irene growled while looking at her friend who was laughing slowly.
The woman who was pregnant was Seulgi. Someone Jimin loves the most and loves Irene the most.
The teenage boy looked upset as Jimin kept ruffling his hair or trying to carry it.
"Papa stop! I'm not a kid anymore!" Annoyed Jinan.
"Then you're a big boy now. So you don't need papa and mama anymore, huh?!?"
Seulgi gently stroked Jimin's burly arm making the man smile. Seulgi always defended their son when the father and son debate took place.
"Even my height almost reached papa! So don't think of me as a child anymore! Mami ayok! Let mom and dad be alone." Jinan pulls Irene away from Jimin and Seulgi.
The adult was laughing at the attitude of his son Jimin who looked adorable.
On the other hand, Taehyung's family is on vacation to Yerin's hometown. Jungkook also went with them. Hope Jungkook will relieve his stress here.
"Uncle!!! Let's go around the tea garden! I wanna dance in the wind..." Kim Eunha's cheerful call made Jungkook smile and nod.
"Kookie! If you're tired, you just rest let hyung go with Una." Taehyung said as he saw Jungkook nod his daughter's words.
"No hyung. Just me. I'll drop my suitcase."
"alright. If it gets dark come back. We're going to dinner." Jungkook just nodded indicating he understood what Taehyung said.
The man named Kim Taehyung went back to his room. Her and Jerin's rooms were provided by Hoseok and SinB. Yerin's brother was also married to SinB. They now live in the SinB family residence. The house in the village was empty. Although Hoseok hired people to clean and guard his house.
"Brach!!!" Yerin. She found her husband staring at her. With Taehyung shirt buttons that open two and the typical hair of tired people. Yerin gulped his hard-earned saliva.
Her husband is too sexy to describe. Even though the man already had but still the nervousness when the man looked at him felt the same.
"Do you want me? Hm..." Yerin jerks. When he woke up from his daydream, Taehyung was already in front of him without distance. They were deeply clinging to the heavy sound that came out right in his ears.
"Opa! Wh-what are you doing!" Yerin tried to escape from Taehyung. The man had already begun to kiss her neck and made a mark there. Taehyung also licked Yerin's ears making the girl's face flushed red withstanding passion. If Taehyung had not hugged him, Yerin might have fallen to the floor.
"We've just arrived!" Yerin.
"I'm so anxious right now..." The man squeezed with his hand that had entered behind Jerin's shirt. Gently squeezing those two adorable bumps.
"Aaahhh~~~well... Close the door first Kim Taehyung!" Yerin who was already on the bed.
Taehyung immediately ran to close their room door and took off his shirt. Staring at the lioness who was aroused because of her actions.
"I like you so much like this." Clearly Taehyung with eyes that have fogged passion.
They did it on the first day they arrived in the hometown of Jerin.
Eunha and Jungkook are currently playing in the vast tea garden. Eunha runs after butterflies while Jungkook? Oh he's back to daydreaming.
"Do you really like me?"
The first words that his girlfriend had said when Jungkook asked Jung Eunha to be his lover. Jungkook smiled and clasped the purple bracelet.
"I still can't let go of you, my dear." Jungkook muttered as he closed his eyes.
But suddenly
"Aaaarggghhtt. Pamaaaaaan!!!!"
Jungkook circulated his gaze looking for Taehyung's little daughter who shouted to him.
Jungkook finds Una sitting down crying with a bloody knee accompanied by a beautiful girl with long hair.
"What's wrong? Why did you fall Una?" Jungkook immediately checked the body of another Una. Make sure that only the little girl's knee is injured.
"I'm sorry sir, I just accidentally bumped into him. I don't see this girl playing in front of me." It was obviously the girl who had made Jungkook upset.
DEG
Jungkook's face paled. His eyes opened wide staring at the figure before him. Una's cries stopped seeing her uncle breaking out in cold sweat.
"Uncle? Uncle! Uncle!" Una's screams are getting longer and longer.
Jungkook collapsed.
It's already night time. Taehyung looked at his yard anxiously. Her friend and daughter have not returned from the tea garden. Yerin who had also finished cooking since earlier also looked at Taehyung. Until someone comes to his house.
"Excuse me! Yerinu..." Yerin looked at a man he recognized as the son of the village chief in his village. Taehyung looked at the man he didn't like.
"Is Kim Eunha your daughter?" Yerin nodded quickly as his daughter's name was called.
"He was with a man who had fainted at Eunbi's house."
"What!"
Heard that. Taehyung and Yerin immediately went to follow the man. It seems that Taehyung is very worried about Jungkook. He held his wife's hand quite firmly.
"They'll be fine." Yerin's words eased her husband's worries a little.
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After a while. Jungkook opened his eyes, he slightly massaged his own forehead. Feeling a little dizzy and a body that is wet from sweat.
"Sir, are you conscious?"
Jungkook looked at the girl. He rubbed his eyes many times and stared clearly at the long-spirited girl before him.
"I've heard your story from Yerin, but I'm not Eunha. I'm Eunbi. Cousin of Eunha. I'm Jung Eunbi." Obviously the sweet girl smiled at Jungkook.
"Yes Jeon Jungkook!!! You promised me to live better! Why are you still like this!!!" Taehyung's baritone voice made Jungkook return to his consciousness. The couple was walking towards him. Looked at him with worry.
"Sorry hyung. I just..."
"Easy! We're back at the villa." Tell Taehyung who ate Jungkook's body to stand up.
Yerin meets Eunbi to thank her and look for her little Una. After that they returned to the Villa with a calm feeling. Unlike Jungkook whose mind feels guilty.
"I'm sorry, my dear. I haven't forgotten you yet"
Life is not as easy as you think. Whatever effort you make to guard and tell the whole world is yours or to try to control it, If God wills otherwise. Then fate will write another story for you.
Thank you for the readers who have waited FOR THE HOLDERS OF CONTROL LONG ENOUGH. Thank you for staying here too.
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