THE COLD LECTURER PUJAAN HATI

Episode 45's

IN DINDA'S ROOM.

Time shows at 07:00 p.m.

It was Dinda who was sitting pensively on the bed alone, crying at the thought of her illness.

"Hiks,,, hysterics, torments," Dinda's voice cried incessantly because sadness could not give happiness to Erik as what her husband wanted, because it turned out without our knowledge, ever since he came home from the hospital, he kept crying.

"Now I'm sick, and I'm not going to get pregnant, which means.? Until whenever I will never be able to love Erik happiness, so why do I continue all this the same mas Erik.? Everything is useless, and all of that will only waste Erik's time in vain because of living with me.? Because I will never be able to give Erik a descendant like what Erik longed for all this time, Erik was not supposed to have a wife like me.? And Erik's mas deserve the happiness that Erik wants, and Erik's happiness is not with me.? So I have to be self-conscious, I have to go away from Erik.! Yes, I have to get away from Erik.! I will never pantes for Erik mas until anytime.! No, it's never gonna pant." Dinda said in a sad heart, as she continued to cry, it seems that now she intends to go and stay away from Erik, because she thinks Erik deserves a wife who is more than him, that could give her offspring, happiness, a perfect wife who was not like her.

"Yes, really, I have to quickly get away from the life of Er,,,,,,,," Dinda had not yet finished his speech but had tepotog, he said, because suddenly he heard the sound of Erik's car parked in his yard, it seems Erik has returned from the office.

"I have to wipe away these tears.? I don't want Erik to know that I'm crying." Dinda said in a panic, while hastily wiping away her tears, then she immediately lay down and covered her entire body and face using a blanket, because he intends to pretend to sleep so that Erik does not see his current situation, because as we know, he does not want if Erik to know about the disease he suffered, because as we know, because if Erik knew, he was very sure Erik would still fight for his marriage with him even though he did not have children, because he knew that Erik was a responsible husband who would never leave him just because he couldn't get pregnant, but he would still do all this, because he thinks he is the one who has to bear the suffering of his illness, and it is not fair if Erik feels it, especially if his whole life can not have children just for the sake of fighting for his marriage with him.

10 Minutes passed,,,,,,,

Erik was seen walking into his room, but when he entered the room, he was surprised to see Dinda who was asleep at the time he thought was still very late.

"Hemmm, your tumben at this hour is bobo.? Usually you if you want to wait until you go home first.?"

Erik said in his heart with a smile looking at Dinda who was lying right on the bed, he spoke like that because Dinda did not usually sleep in this afternoon, moreover, he also knows that usually Dinda always waits for himself to come home from the office first and then only Dinda and himself sleep together, because he also knew that his wife Dinda was very spoiled, who had to be stroked, spoiled and played parts of his body first and then he could sleep soundly.

Seeing Dinda who had fallen asleep, Erik immediately approached her.

"Dindaaaa, I'm yaang, you're bobo.?" Erik said slowly, while shaking Dinda's body, he wanted to make sure that his wife Dinda was really asleep.

Hearing the question from Erik, Dinda did not answer it, she still continued to pretend to be asleep.

"Hemmm, so you're really bobo.?" Erik said with a smile again, he thought that Dinda was really asleep.

"Eehhh but wait a minute.! You're this shit bobo rich gini huh.? What's not doing.?" Erik said slowly and attentively, while trying to open the blanket that covered his face.

After opening the blanket that covered Dinda's face, Erik smiled, slowly peeling his forehead very slowly and gently.

"You must be so tired, huh.? Tumben clock like this you are bobo, mas sorry well.? Because today I came home late from the office, you must have waited a long time, so you fell asleep rich gini.?" Erik said slowly, rubbing Dinda's hair, he did not know at all if it turns out that Dinda was just pretending to sleep and he did not suspect at all if it turns out that Dinda was hiding a very big secret to him.

"Well, take a shower, okay.?" Erik said again with a smile, then he immediately hurriedly stepped into the bathroom to clean his body.

Seeing Erik enter the bathroom, Dinda slowly opened her closed eyes, then she immediately cried again.

"I don't know, how strong is not to stay away from Erik.? But want to be strong or not, all this I must still do for the sake of happiness Erik.! Because I do not want to see Erik suffering from my illness, once again Dinda apologized mas.? Dinda was forced to do all this, because Dinda did not want to mas Erik to know Dinda's disease, because if Erik mas know Dinda's disease, mas will definitely continue to maintain our marriage, mas, Dinda didn't want that to happen.! Dinda do not want if Erik to be burdened by Dinda's disease.? Soon I have to find a way to stay away and avoid Erik, before Erik knows the truth about my disease.? Yes, I need to find a way.!" Dinda said again in her heart, it seems that now she has been really steady with her decision, even though she is actually very hurt with everything.

"But in what way.? So that I could easily leave Erik's mas, without making Erik curig's mas,,,,,,,," As soon as Dinda's speech was cut off, then he immediately pretended to sleep again, because suddenly he heard Erik coming out of the bathroom.

"Heemmm you're still bobo.?" Erik said softly with a smile, then he immediately stepped up to him, and joined lying right beside him, after lying beside him, he slowly embraced Dinda's body from behind.

"Eeemmm, isn't it waiting for you.? I really miss it though.?" Erik said with a smile and kissed Dinda's hair, shoulders, neck very gently and affectionately.

Seeing Erik's treatment is very soft and loving like that, Dinda was even more sad and could not bear to leave him, even so sad he could not bear to hold his cry.

"Hiks,, hysterics,, hysterics," Dinda's voice wept in Erik's arms and her crying was heard in his ears.

"I'm so, what's wrong with you.? How do you cry anyway.? Your stomach hurts again.?" Erik said hurriedly and frantically, while trying to turn Dinda's body to face him.

"Awas ah.!" Said Dinda in a high voice, while throwing Erik's hand from his body firmly, it seemed like he had started to carry out his intention to be able to go away from her husband Erik, by provoking his emotions first, so that Erik was angry with him, even though he really did not have the heart to treat all that to him, but all that he had to do.

"I'm so, why are you.? Are you angry because you came home late.? Are you angry that you got back in a taxi.?" Erik said confused to see Dinda angry like that to him.

"Eeemmm pity this mas wife.? Are you sorry, huh.? I promise you, I won't be rich anymore.! Sekaraaang, ssssstttt already.! Don't cry anymore, huh.? Said you already want to be a mama, the time already want to be a mama is still spoiled really rich gini siiiih.? Nangiiiiiis keeps rich in small." Erik said softly with a smile teasing him, he tried to seduce him not to get angry anymore, by treating him very spoiled as usual if his wife Dinda was having a snack, because he knew very well that Dinda could not bear to be seduced and seduced by him, but did not seem to now, hearing the appeal of Erik, he said, instantly Dinda immediately tightened her crying voice because she was really very sad.

"Hiks, hiks, hyks, but Erik can still talk rich now.? Hiks,,, hiks, because Erik did not know what the reality that Dinda is feeling right now like.? Hiks,, hiks, Dinda would never be a mama mas Eriiiikk.? Hix,, hix, Dinda will never be.!" Dinda said inwardly as she continued to cry very loudly.

"I'm so, you really why the hell.? Why are you even crying more.? you why.? Is there any wrong with you.? If it's wrong, tell me to let me know.!" Said Erik frantically looking at Dinda's state like that.

Hearing the words of Erik, Dinda immediately got up and sat down.

"Mas Erik has never done anything wrong with Dinda.! All this Dinda is wrong, because Dinda already wants to be betrothed the same mas.! And now, Dinda wants to split up with Erik.!" Dinda said seriously, with a voice trembling from crying

Hearing Dinda's words, Erik smiled, as he thought Dinda was talking like that just to joke around.

"Hemmm.! What the hell are you talking about.? I don't like it, you joke with words like this.? Anyway mas do not want to be horrified you talk rich gini again.! Wrestle out.?" Erik said he tried to advise her, because he really did not know that Dinda's words were serious.

"Dinda's no longer kidding, am I.? Dinda seriously.! Dinda wants to split up mas, Dinda wants a divorce from mas.?" Said Dinda in a slightly high voice, trying to convince Erik that all the words were serious and not playful, even though his heart was very sick to say all those words.

"What are you talking about, huh.? I said the same thing to you, right.? Never say such words again.! But you even dare to say the word divorce.? You think marriage is playful, huh.?" Erik said in a voice higher than Dinda's, and the look on his face was very angry, because Kesel heard Dinda again say such words, because he thinks marriage is not for fooling around.

"But Dinda really wants us to split up mas.! Dinda doesn't mess with Dinda's words.? Dinda wants us to divorce.! You know, right.? Dinda wants a divorce.!" Shouted Dinda seriously while crying.

Seeing Dinda as serious as it wanted to divorce from him, Erik was immediately speechless with a very weak state.