
what *pen scribble sound*
My diary, my diary, and all my experiences, as a reminder and as a guide when I am confused and hesitant in making decisions.
A lot has happened since I decided to join the Red Barron, all the vile things I did with them, as if the wounds were not healing.
All those victims, those lost lives.. Their faces often crossed my mind. For 3 days I often woke up from my nightmares, all the screams, and the blood that flowed, it's like it's haunting me and making me sicker.
Who am I? Where did I come from?
who are my parents..
I still don't know anything..
This almost drove me crazy..
but..
ever since I met him..
i feel...
little peaceful..
I don't know what potion he gave me, but just being around him has calmed me down..
it was as if all those heinous things had never happened..
wonder..
I haven't felt this calm since I got out of the village..
Looks like I'll have to start a new chapter..
I have shed enough blood..
I have to stop..
*tok tock*
"Zii. are you inside?"
kevin asked while sticking an ear on Ziana's room door..
*Ziana, who was writing, immediately burst her pen and closed her diary, rushing towards the door, but reluctantly opened the door of her room..
"emmd.. Kevin's.."
call Ziana while squatting down and leaning in front of the room door..
"Yes.."
...
...
...
there was instant silence..
...
...
kevin waited patiently, so Kevin chose to squat and lean on the door of Ziana's room..
hugging the knees and bowing the head,
Ziana asked..
"Kevs.. Are you still there?"
"yes.. I'm still here"
answer kevin
"I.. Tired kev.. I'm gonna stop"
ziana said after a long breath...
smiling kevin asked
"if that's your decision, do it"
"kevs.. Do you think I'm a bad guy?"
ziana asked in a soft tone..
"I.. Have no right to determine whether you are evil or not, I am not the Judge who will hammer and hand you over to the executioner to be punished, you have told me all about your past, and what I believe is that all the people who live in this world have a chance, be it a second, third chance.. And so on, as long as he's alive..
You're.. There's still.. You're still alive, though,
then.. Do what you need to do, please,
in this case, if you really want to change, do it seriously, everyone in the world deserves a second chance, while he is still breathing"
kevin said confidently
Instantly Ziana's tears dripped slowly, drenching Ziana's cheeks..
"Thank you.. Kevin"
"nah.. Yuk eat.. I cooked something nice for you. I know you're crying, wash your face and come out"
kevin said while standing up..
Door open simultaneously..
kevin turned to look at Ziana who lunged out hugging kevin..
"ahem.. Yuk.. M.. A.. K.. A.. Msn.."
kevin whispered in Ziana's ear
Ziana who blushed took off her embrace and stomped on Kevin's foot hard..
*druuk*
"Aahkk !!"
yelled kevin while holding the soles of the instep Ziana stepped on
"hihih"
Ziana let out a small laugh and ran back to the room and locked the door..
"aah shh ah.. I'm taking a little girl to a psychiatrist"
kevin said while walking limping
The day was quite noon, the aroma of the cuisine from kevin filled the entire room, the chef from the famous restaurant showed his talent..
"naaaahh.."
"because you didn't eat breakfast this morning.."
"i'm increasing your portion of the meal.."
kevin said as he placed the plate before Ziana.
"Roast beef Special"
"grilled beef with a little wine to enhance the taste of the cuisine"
"Good fun, miss"
kevin said while opening the food cover.
Ziana who was already tempted and could not wait to eat it held a knife and fork slowly, while cutting the beef slowly and trying to maintain her elegance..
Kevin who saw her laughed a little and said..
"what are you doing miss, this is not a restaurant, eat as usual, do not hesitate .. Let's eat haha"
Hearing that Ziana put down her knife and fork, and scooped up the meat with her right hand, and ate it voraciously..
"seloow miss.. Selow.. Ahahaha"
"how?? Yummy, right??"
kevin asked with a big smile
"hmmmhm ahmm hmm"
ziana said with her mouth full while giving a thumbs up and nodding her head..
"thank you, lady, let's not hesitate"
Ziana slightly coughed while beating her chest carefully...
"Ehh ehh.. Chew it for 30 seconds and then swallow..
"It's like that.."
"Eh uh drink the water first.."
*glup.. Glup.. Gloupp*
"Bueett's boy"
shouted Ziana
"really?"
"if you want I'll cook this every day"
kevin said with a blush
while chewing the food, Ziana simply gave a thumbs up to Kevin..
"I take that as it is"
saut kevin
Ziana looked smiling with satisfaction..
They both ate and spent time together that afternoon..
Ziana helped Kevin clean the dishes on the table, and washed the dishes..
After eating they both cleaned Kevin's apartment, and then continued by watching TV together..
"what's your favorite movie?"
I've changed chanel up to 12 times, but you just shook your head"
kevin asked in surprise
"i.. Emm.. Tch.. Never seen TV before"
ziana replied coldly
"ahs.. Sorry.."
"Y-yeah if for example something interesting says yes, I help replace it from here"
kevin says while pressing the chanel replacement button.
After a few channels that have been replaced, suddenly the news channel stole Ziana's attention..
"hold it there !"
ziana said firmly
"okay, oh this news.. Isn't this.."
kevin said stunned
"cshhhh.."
"reported from the scene, the discovery of the body of one of the members of the Red Barron mafia who has not been identified was lying along with the body of a Black jacket member at the scene of the crime, according to local residents there were gunshots, and chasing each other in the area of the scene, the police appealed to residents not to roam above at 09:00 p.m..."
"enough..change her channel"
"i'm going to go"
ziana said as she stood up from the sofa.
"Wait ziana.. Where are you going?"
ask kevin
"I'll be back, stay here for a while, promise not to follow me, I beg you, I want to go alone, trust me I'll be fine"
ziana said as she looked at Kevin gently
Kevin looked at Ziana suspiciously and asked in his mind..
"Hmmmmm"
"honestly, I was very worried, especially after seeing the news this afternoon.. I promise I won't follow you, on condition, promise to come back at 06:00 p.m..
"that's all from me... I believe in you"
kevin said patiently
Ziana smiled as she rushed out without even taking a single word..
I knew he was going to go see his boss..
What should I do...
I promised not to follow him..
but.. Why would.. Why am I obsessed with this woman..
ever since she lived with me, I felt that there was a difference in my life, I no longer felt lonely..
it's been a long time since I moved to this city
to start a new page..
since this woman was present..
I feel alive..
I find it hard to believe in destiny..
but if fate had given him to me..
then I'll bet..
yep..
my bet is..
if he comes back at 06:00..
then I'll make him mine..
after leaving the apartment..
Ziana rushed over and headed back towards the Red baron's headquarters..
All the veteran members of the Red baron were shocked to see Ziana coming..
"M-lady M-young.."
"Welcome back.."
said one of the Red baron members trembling..
"where's T-Rex I want to meet him"
ziana asked firmly..
"b-good.. N-lady's young"
while taking out his cell phone and contacted his right hand T-Rex
"T-Mr.. Sorry I was so excited to call.."
"what's up.. If it's not important, don't call me.."
"But sir, I hope this is important, young Madam Ziana has returned"
. . . .
"let him in !"
Zeni who heard the conversation was unceremoniously barging into the T-Rex room.
arriving at the door of his boss room, the bodyguards who saw Ziana were shocked..
"let me in..
"there are some important things I want to talk about with the boss"
ziana said firmly
"young lady, we don't mean to be presumptuous, but young mistress knows the procedure herself?
"sorry madam, we have to do some checks"
said the guard in a slow tone..
"well okay.. Do it quickly, I don't carry dangerous things"
Ziana's orders..
after a series of tests,
Ziana entered the room belonging to the Red baron's boss..
"Ziana..?"
"is that you?"
"i thought you were dead"
ask T-Rex in surprise
"just think I'm dead and now you're talking to a ghost"
"turn from that chair and look at me"
ziana said firmly
Turning around his chair, T-rex replied
"Well, your dingib's nature will never change, my son"
"ohh, you're a little... Emm. fat.. Look at the size of your cheeks"
"aaah.. The chef took good care of you, my son"
satirize T-Rex with a grin.
"If you touch him I swear I'll finish you off with my own hands"
threaten Ziana's.
"hahahaha !!!"
"gigs.. Baguss once was my son.."
"it's your courage that makes me always proud of you, my son"
"but one thing you need to know, I'm not interested in your lover at all"
I could've killed you both if I wanted to, and I've been doing this since the beginning of your entry into her apartment"
"but you didn't show any signs of it"
"sign of traitor"
"should I admit Without your existence our power becomes weakened"
"but I assume you're on a long holiday"
"you're my son, I still consider you part of the Red Baron family"
A moment before T-rex finished her words Ziana cut in..
"i want to stop"
ziana said slowly
"did you say my son?"
t-rex asked as he looked towards Ziana
"i came here to stop"
ziana replied with teary eyes
"There are only 3 ways you should know how to stop my child, and it's not as easy as it is in your little brain that's my little miss"
"first if you're dead, then you'll be free"
"second, betrayal"
"third, if you manage to kill me"
hahaha...
said T-Rex while laughing out loud
ziana who heard that became hot-hearted.
turn your body slowly and walk away..
"before you go"
"i want to ask you"
"why, and what makes you want to stop my son?"
ask T-Rex while tapping the table with his finger..
"i... Just want to start a new life."
"start a new day"
"without killing, torturing, and wounding anyone"
"i want to be free of all this"
"i beg of you.. Not as a boss"
"but as a father"
"I.....
*braakkkh*
The T-Rex hit the table hard and the loud sound of its lacing echoed out of the room..
"you know my answer, my son"
"you die, or I die"
"go ahead and think about it"
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