
FLASHBACKS
The roar of the waves combined with the breeze, as if gently stroking the body of the girl who was sitting hugging her knees on the edge of the dock that was no longer operated ..
"Why is life not fair to me?"
"Am I born just to be a joke?"
He spoke to his God
His empty gaze stared at the sea that looked very calm
Desperation brought him to rest
The 17-year-old girl stood up to wipe her tears
Take a deep breath
His feet were ready to release his body
He closed his eyes
Decide to accept the reality before ending it
"Before I apologize, I can't be a good mother to you" she gently stroked her stomach
Then wrapped his hands on his waist as if hugging the little fetus
Byurrr (sound of sea water)
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FLASHBACK OFF
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"Hello mamiii .. has mami not come home yet?"
"It's not a pity, but wait a minute"
"Good mami bye"
"Bye son" Elena closed it with a warm smile
That short conversation gave him a new spirit
The abuse he endured, benar² gave such a deep inner wound that it almost took his life.
Being a single parent under such circumstances is certainly not an easy thing
However, here she is now A MOTHER AS WELL AS A FATHER TO HER SON
Behind his story, he is grateful to be given a gift that gives him a reason to live once again.
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3 MONTHS LATER
"I'm glad you like it" Stevan answered with a smile
"I haven't seen the sea this close" for a long time, he looked at his feet on the waves of the beach
"We can come again when², also with GEORGIE(son of Elena)"
Elena looked closely at the man in front of her for a moment
His heart said, May I ask the Lord? I want him'
But seconds later he hesitated again 'do I deserve him?' and finally sigh
"What's wrong?" Stevan felt it was heavy
Elena simply shook her head then turned to lower her head in search of the unique little Mussel² she thought
Stevan stood watching him for a moment, in his heart 'God I want him but, can I take care of him?'
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"Elenaaa.." cried Stevan who was far behind
The girl just looked over and waved her hand
"Hmm what's up?" ask the girl when Stevan is behind her
"What why?" Stevan asked back
Elena who was already confused frowned
"We've known each other all this time, don't you want us to be together?"
Elena knew the direction of this conversation but, she chose silence because she knew very well who she was if juxtaposed with Stevan
"Elena be my partner?" the man asked for it
"Hmm?" The girl stared in disbelief
" .. with me?"
"But I don't deserve you, I.."
"I wasn't that good until you said I didn't deserve Elena, from now on we're going through all the same², huh?" Stevan developed both hands giving the girl a SIGN TO ENTER IN MY ARMS IF READY
Elena who thoughtlessly walked into Stevan's arms again
He realized that his heart felt the warmth of love again
After 3 years of shutting down and hating himself
The darkening orange sky signaled that night would soon take its place ..
The couple gave each other smiles before leaving the beach
'Ah so she and I are really together?' the question he repeatedly asked in his mind, while closing his eyes enjoying the warm water immersion in his bathtub
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