The Charm of my Highness Princess

Heart Pain

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"Luna open the door, baby, let's talk about it?" jeno said after knocking on Luna's door.

While Luna was still crying. He remembered Tika's words that said she was selfish. Moreover, he was in shock when he found out Jeno was not the birth papa. He was alone in this world, he thought

Luna sat sobbing, hugging a pillow and immersing her face on the pillow. So that the sound of his sobbing was not too audible.

Jeno knocked on the door again, she wanted to explain why and why she had not said that before. But Luna raised her head and said.

"Luna needs time alone Pa," said Luna with a hoarse voice after crying.

Okay maybe Luna needs some time alone. To be honest the reason Jeno didn't say it before was because Luna's mind wasn't so mature yet. At the age that is still unstable sometimes the ego that often goes up and down especially Luna does not get the love of a mother. She was afraid that Luna could not accept the reality and left her, away from her. That's what Jeno was afraid of.

Finally Jeno chose to sit in the middle room while waiting for Luna to come out of her room.

A few hours passed, Luna did not come out of her room. Finally, Jeno opted out of the house to calm her mind. Not to forget he closed the door and locked it from the outside. All he needs right now is a interlocutor, Haris.

Finally they promised to meet at a cafe tongkrongan open 24 hours with an open nature atmosphere.

"I went wrong. I purposely kept it a secret until his thoughts were fully grown. You know what Luna looks like, she still frowns a lot" Jeno said

"Yes No, I know. But you should have said it when he was a kid. It's heavy but that's the truth. Let her know, even if you are not her real Papa but you are still her parents who sincerely raise her. If he runs away I don't think yes, but it looks like after this he will keep his distance from you" said Haris

"That's it, I'm not ready if he steps away from me,"

"Hemm.this is a very abstract of your speech. Don't want him to stay away? How do you feel from your heart.Surely as just Papa and Son? Luna is getting more beautiful. Lest you have a sense of the same," said Haris who is good at reading the look on someone's face.

Jeno thought for a moment to reflect on Haris' words.

True Luna more beautiful, every day she more charming, beautiful, white, her smile is sweet, her eyelashes are pliable and always cheerful. He can always warm his heart. Especially when the little girl who grew up laughed cheerfully. Jeno looks like an angel in her house.

Does she really have more feelings than just parents toward her child?

"I don't know what you're talking about. The point is, I already consider him my own son," said Jeno who continues to cover his feelings. He did not want this feeling to turn into love that was contrary to the immoral norm. As much as possible Jeno will shake off that feeling.

"Just ask Ris, why use permission anyway,"

"This is a sensitive matter, "

"Hmm what the hell, it's okay to ask," said Jeno then drink hot coffee that began to warm up.

"Have you had a hot relationship in Marisa's bed?"

"Uhuk-uhuk..," Jeno coughed at the question of her best friend Haris.

"Gosh, no other question what?" jeno Timpal

"Hehe hasn't huh? Caught from the look on his face," search Haris

Jeno finally told Haris the most personal thing.

"Hmm yes no, I married her because I love her, but she can't love me completely. And when we got married he was still in the state of Niphaz. After her puerperium was over I couldn't touch her either because she was sick, her body was weak," Jeno fell silent after saying her relationship with Marisa.

"So you can say virgin widower," said Haris half whispered.

But Jeno laughed in response. There was sadness in his heart. She's lonely.

"Yes, you don't laugh" Jeno said

"You laugh first. Haha....But I salute you. You managed to raise Luna alone. You know no No, your hospital is a blessing and the fruit of your sincerity caring for your grandfather also raised an orphaned child. Never feel alone. I have always been your friend and family. If Luna is so hard to tell, I'll help explain,"

"Thank you Haris" Jeno said, wiping tears in her eyes. His tears only pooled, he was moved because he had a friend who was always there when he was difficult or happy.

While Haris patted his back slowly encouraging his best friend to continue to be strong in life.

After that they talked about other things until the night got late and changed days.