The Caregiver of the Choice of Mr. Duda

Chapter 7. A regret

Arriving at home, Bisma immediately put the milk she had bought on the table and immediately sought out Dara's whereabouts.

" Susi, have you seen Dara?" ask Bisma.

"Do not know sir. Mostly in Miss Kayra's room." Susi Bisma answered and rushed to Kayra's room and immediately found Dara looking at Kayra crying.

'What happened to Dara? why is she crying? does he not work here anymore? No. gabe. Dara can't just break the contract. I'll have trouble finding a nanny again if she stops.' Bhishma murmured but his accusation instantly froze after hearing the words that came out of Dara's mouth.

"Thank you baby, your presence is a bit of a cure for my sadness that I can't hug my own daughter. I promised myself I would love you like my own son. Although I am just a mother of milk, but our mind is already bound. Trust me Kayra, until whenever I will continue to protect you, hiks... hiks." said Dara makes Bisma also feel sad because it turns out not only her who is currently losing, but Dara also feels the same way.

"You must be strong, It is not easy to lose a loved one, but you also cannot dissolve in sadness. Losing doesn't mean the end of everything. Look there is still a glimmer of hope that lies ahead to cover the wound of loss," Bisma said as she patted Dara on the shoulder and tried to strengthen.

Dara immediately broke her cry and hugged Bhishma just like that, no matter if Bhishma was her master.

"This is the biggest regret of my life. Decisions that have made me a complete fool. I want to turn the clock back, so I don't lose the baby that should be mine. I'm sorry sir, I'm really sorry, this regret of mine can't possibly be redeemed by anything even with my life won't be enough." Dara was crying as if she wanted to express her regret that constantly suffered from her heart.

"If you know when regrets will come, maybe we will prepare our mentality to deal with them. It is not you who feel regret right now. I am the one who looks tough and is rude only to cover up the fragility in the soul. It's not easy to forget our loved ones leaving and never coming back. I'm trying hard for the sake of the kids, even though my heart sometimes wants to cry."

Dara looked up at Bisma whose eyes were currently red trying to hold back tears.

"Did you cry?" Dara's question immediately broke all the sadness and turned into annoyance. Bhishma immediately let go of her embrace and everything turned her face away.

"If you're done crying, come down immediately. I have something for you." said Bisma who returned firmly and left.

"Why is this so? Are my words wrong?" dara asked with herself while scratching her head.

Bhishma came out upset, because Dara's attitude that made her mood suddenly change.

"Based on that woman, it makes me really want to make her a peddler."

Dara immediately went down to meet Bisma who was waiting for her at the dinner table, seen the look of her face that seemed upset because of the actions of Dara.

"I'll-" Bhishma's words came to a halt as the worm in her stomach rang, until it sounded in Dara's ear.

"Mr hungry? Wait a minute, I'll make you something to eat. Aunty waitress is not home, she says she says vegetable shopping." Dara and went straight to cook.

Seeing Dara's attitude, Bhishma remembered his wife who would do the same. This makes Bisma again miss the figure of Riana his beloved wife.

'Why did you leave so soon? and I need you so much. If you were alive, maybe my life wouldn't be this mess. Why is it that when we just love each other and new happiness comes, it must be separated by death?' Murmured Bhishma and unconsciously Dara was done cooking.

"Sir is already. I made you an instant noodle. You see, I can't cook anything weird." Dara puts a bowl of soup noodles in front of Bhishma.

"Instant noodles? how many packs did you make? I'm a noodle lover until you make so much. Sit down you have to help spend it." Bhishma pulled Dara's hand to sit down and helped her finish the instant noodles Dara made with jumbo portions.

"I-I'll take the bowl first." Dara wants to dodge but is resistant to Bhishma.

"No need, just eat in this bowl, I've been bia-" Bhishma stopped her speech.

Dara who understood and did not want to offend her employer was immediately stuffed instant noodles from the bowl and put it in her mouth.

They both ate instant noodles a bowl together and both seemed to enjoy, but sometimes awkwardness approached.

Who would have thought the moment was both Bhishma and Dara recorded Susi secretly and sent to Anita.

Anita becomes increasingly jealous of Bhishma's closeness to Key's nanny, and an idea springs to mind. Anita sends the video to someone and hopes that the person can separate the two and unite their relationship with Bhishma.

"There must be no other woman who can get the heart of Bhishma. Only I can get it. I've waited eight years. This time I can definitely make Bisma marry me." said Anita.

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